Russell Wangersky is a writer whose first collection of short stories, The Hour of Bad Decisions, was nominated for numerous awards including, most notably, the longlist for the 2006 Giller Prize and the shortlist for the 2006 Commonwealth Writer’s Prize. The editor of The Telegram in St. John’s, Newfoundland, his columns and editorials have appeared in newspapers across Canada.
Burning Down the House
ALSO BY RUSSELL WANGERSKY
The Hour of Bad Decisions
BURNING
DOWN
THE
HOUSE
Fighting Fires and Losing Myself
RUSSELLWANGERSKY
Thomas Allen Publishers
Toronto
Copyright © 2008 by Russell Wangersky
First paperback edition copyright © 2009 by Russell Wangersky
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Library and Archives Canada Cataloguing in Publication
Wangersky, Russell, 1962–
Burning down the house : fighting fires and losing myself / Russell Wangersky.
ISBN 0-88762-329-8.
ISBN 978-0-88762-329-5 (bound). ISBN 978-0-88762-410-0 (pbk.)
1.Wangersky, Russell, 1962–. 2. Volunteer fire fighters—Canada—Biography.
3. First responders—Canada—Biography. 4. First responders—Psychology.
5. First responders—Job stress. I. Title.
TH9118.W35A3 2008 363.37092 C2007-907557-6
Editor: Janice Zawerbny
Cover and text design: Gordon Robertson
Cover images: Veer
I have drawn extensively on two pieces of previously published material for this book: an essay of mine titled “Heroes” that was published in Ian Brown’s What I Meant to Say, and “Mechanics of Injury,” which was published in PRISM international. Neither is included in its entirety here, but readers of either will recognize some of the situations involved. Astute readers may recognize details from two other pieces, “House of Dreams” and “Ways of Seeing,” which were also printed in PRISM international.
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