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SOMEBODY TO LOVE
SOMEBODY TO LOVE
THE LIFE, DEATH AND LEGACY OF
FREDDIE MERCURY
MATT RICHARDS & MARK LANGTHORNE
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To Rhoda Charlotte, who has brought so much joy in such a short time and continues to do so – Matt
This book is dedicated to my very special friend, Misha Kucherenko, who is extraordinary in so many ways – Mark
To Richard and Leigh, thank you for believing in this book, and for all your support
The unexamined life is not worth living.
SOCRATES
Prologue
November 1991.
London, Sunday 10th. The weather in the capital is typically gloomy. The weekend newspapers are rife with speculation over the death, just days earlier, of the controversial newspaper mogul Robert Maxwell off the coast of Tenerife. Church of England envoy Terry Waite has just been released from captivity in Lebanon. The films Terminator 2: Judgment Day and Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves are battling it out to rule the British box office. And Labour’s hopes of election success, under Neil Kinnock, are boosted by a MORI poll that shows them six points ahead of John Major’s ruling Conservatives.
None of this likely matters to the frail passenger inside the private jet as it touches down on British soil after a short flight from Switzerland. Unable to walk unassisted and with his eyesight beginning to fail, he is carefully led down the steps of the aircraft. He is afforded special exemption to bypass the queues at customs, meaning he avoids the public, the press, and the waiting cameras. Once through passport control the passenger is ushered into a waiting Mercedes, the tinted windows helping to preserve his anonymity. Just over an hour later, the car drops him off at his Kensington mansion, the electronic security gates closing him off to the world outside.
And the world to him.
In the spacious hallway, bedecked with beautiful Dresden porcelain, a number of prints have recently been rehung on the walls, and the huge adjoining galleried rooms are full of Japanese furniture and art, oil paintings and exquisite Lalique vases. In the music room, a grand piano rests on the wooden floors, upon it the silver photo frames displaying images from a life unseen by so many. The fallboard of the piano is closed.
The stairway wends its way upwards, the banister a crucial aid to the ailing man in his ever-decreasing quest to reach the master bedroom. Even the days of him coming down in the morning for his cup of tea are far fewer. He spends his time in his bedroom. Upstairs, the smell of air freshener cut with disinfectant lingers. All around is a sense of empty hours.
Within the master bedroom the once pristine bright yellow walls are now sickly-looking and faded. Facing the grand window is the bed, its headboard built into the wall and guarded on either side by two individually made chests of drawers in mahogany, inlaid with delicate marquetry. Bow-fronted French display cabinets from the Second Empire stand against the walls, containing expensive collections of crystal sculptures and Venezia bowls.
A boudoir is on the right-hand side of the bedroom; in it an Edwardian chaise longue and a fauteuil from the 17th century ready to receive friends and guests. But visitors are fewer now. Those who come don’t expect grand revelry and partying, as they once did, simply reminiscences. The drip stand to the right of the bed – there to enable blood transfusions – betrays the illness that now inhabits this house.
The patient on the bed is half sleeping. He rides on limited breath. The anti-emetic prescribed is suppressing the nausea and the painkiller, infused earlier by a member of the loyal household staff who remains by his side night and day, is beginning to work. The assortment of drugs is introduced via a Hickman line implant, a cannula inserted into a vein in the neck. This simple operation was performed several months earlier, thus facilitating easier administration of the medication required to keep the patient alive, or, at least living and free from pain. It also solves the problem of having a nurse on hand to insert Venflons every time access to a vein is required, which is presently at least twice a day. This is not helped by the patient’s allergy to morphine, normally the ideal sedative used for the treatment of pain in a case such as this.
The man who lives here would be unrecognisable now to most of us, yet almost all of us know his identity. Virtually incapacitated now, his bed is a raft, like a broken piece of salvage, and he is a prisoner within the walls of his home. Beyond the sanctuary of his Japanese garden, outside the walls of the property a frenzy is being conducted by the press and paparazzi, who permanently prowl, seeking out any rumour, gossip or whisper with which to create headlines for a public growing increasingly insatiable for news of developments within the house. They lay siege and wait. Such is their presence that he can hear the noise of them, blathering and jabbering there, while he lays in his bed. He can hear them just on the other side of the wall, and sometimes he can see the blue curls of smoke from their cigarettes rise upwards.
But they are only one of the reasons the man in the bedroom is prevented from ever leaving his home. The other, principal reason, being that he has AIDS. The hope of a cure, a half-belief in treatments that could extend life, is gone to him. The medical experts have backed away – they have nothing more to offer.
In fact, within weeks he won’t ever come downstairs again, let alone even contemplate leaving the walled confines of the house.
No longer able to eat regularly, he exists
