I was that wor—” Drusa gasped and fell back a step, one hand pressed to her ample bosom, her lined face going white as flour.
“Fear not,” said Simon gently. “Your mistress has taken a tumble and hit her head. Where can I lay her down?”
Drusa, not the most nimble-witted soul, goggled at them.
Aiken appeared behind her. “What is this? Mistress Linnet!”
“I…” Linnet’s wits seemed to have deserted her.
“Your mistress has hit her head. Direct me to her bedchamber, lad,” Simon said firmly but not sharply. “Drusa, we will want water for washing, a cloth and ale if you have it.”
Used to following orders, Drusa spun from the door, hurried across the kitchen and began gathering what he’d requested.
Aiken scowled. “Ain’t fitting for ye to go above stairs.”
“Aiken…” Linnet began, her head pounding in earnest now. “Pray excuse his rudeness, sir. He was Papa’s apprentice, and with my father gone, sees himself as protector of our household.”
Simon nodded. “Your caution and concern for your lady do you credit; Aiken.” His voice held a hint of suppressed amusement. “But these are unusual circumstances and I am no stranger. I am Simon of Blackstone, a Knight of the Black Rose, newly returned from—”
“They said ye all died!” Aiken exclaimed.
Simon smiled. “Only six of us survived to return home.” The smile dimmed, and profound sadness filled his eyes.
Linnet’s heart contracted, thinking of the hardships he must have endured. But he was back, alive.
Aiken grunted. “I suppose it’s all right, then.” He led the way through the kitchen and into the workroom beyond. “Those stairs go up to the second floor.”
“Will you light the way?” Simon asked.
Aiken grunted again, seized the thick tallow candle from the worktable and tromped up the stairs.
Simon followed.
“I can walk,” Linnet whispered.
“Not till we’ve made certain you are not seriously hurt.” Simon took the narrow stairs carefully so as not to bump her head. They opened into the room that served her as counting room, withdrawing room and bedchamber. He hesitated a moment, then headed for the big, canopied bed.
“Nay, the chair,” Linnet murmured. The thought of him laying her down in the bed where she’d woven so many dreams was intolerable. “Else Aiken will surely think the worst.”
Simon chuckled, a deep rich sound that made her pulse leap, and deposited her in the high-backed chair by the hearth. “Could you build up the fire and bring more candles, Aiken?” he asked.
“I’ll go down and get more wood directly,” the boy replied, his expression respectful now instead of wary. Apparently Crusader knights were to be trusted.
“There are candles in that box on the mantel,” Linnet said as Aiken hurried off.
Simon turned away, selected one and lit it on the tallow.
“I am sorry to be so much trouble,” Linnet said. “If I had been looking where I was going I…” The words died in her throat as the candle flared, illuminating Simon’s face.
His face was leaner than she remembered, the stubble on his cheeks and squared jaw hiding the cleft in his chin. His eyes, too, were changed, the ghosts of turbulent emotions swirling in gray-green pools that had once danced with humor. The mouth that had kissed her with such devastating thoroughness years ago was now drawn in a somber line.
“Who were you running from?” he asked.
Linnet opened her mouth to reply, then recalled the long-ago enmity between Simon and Hamel. That night Simon had come out of the darkness to save her, which had ended in disaster. She was not involving him again. “I was not running, I—”
“You fled as though some evil demon pursued you.”
“Nay, I was not” Linnet lifted her chin, but could not meet those piercing green eyes.
Aiken emerged from the stairwell cradling two logs in his arms. He stopped and glanced at them. “What is wrong?”
“Nothing,” Linnet said quickly, glaring at Simon.
Aiken shambled over, added the logs to the banked coals and blew them into life. Apparently unaware of the tension between them, he stood. “How is she, Sir Simon?”
“Stubborn,” Simon growled.
“She did not break anything, then?”
“Certainly not her spirit.”
“I am fine,” Linnet grumbled.
“Drusa thinks ‘twas hunger made ye fall.”
Simon frowned. “You have not eaten?”
“I was just on my way home to sup when we, er, met.”
“Hmm.” Aiken shuffled his feet. “There is not much left, but I could run down the lane and fetch something from the tavern. The Royal Oak,” he added, looking at Simon, “lies just behind us. Their fare’s the finest in Durleigh.”
Simon nodded, his gaze resting on Linnet’s face. “So I recalled. I was on my way to meet friends there.”
“Well, we will not detain you longer.” Much as she craved his company, Linnet knew it was not wise to be around him. He was alive, and that changed so much. Guilt mingled with her joy.
“I have not eaten, either.” Simon stroked his chin, his eyes fixed on her face. “If it would not be trouble to fetch food for two, I will pay for it.”
“Nonsense,” Linnet exclaimed. “I can pay—”
“I owe you for the fall you took.”
Nay, I owe you. But there was no going back. No changing what she had been forced to do. “Very well,” Linnet said. Pray God this is not another mistake.
“Brother Oliver, if my lord bishop is not well enough to join us, we will certainly understand,” said Archdeacon Crispin silkily. He and the prior were seated at the long table in the bishop’s great hall, to the right and left of Thurstan’s chair.
A chair either man would have sold his soul to occupy, Crispin mused. But when the time came to name Thurstan’s successor, Crispin was confident he would be chosen. Walter de Folke was, after all, of inferior stock, being half Saxon. And the prior was nearly as corrupt and manipulative as Bishop Thurstan. What the good folk of Durleigh needed was a stern hand to guide them, a religious leader who thought more of their souls than their trade and prosperity.
“The bishop bade me apologize for his tardiness, but a matter arose that required his immediate attention.”
“Indeed?”
