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For Alice Cooper
To forgive is divine, but vengeance is mine. —Alice Cooper
CHAPTER I
Three children recently checked out of the Hartman Catholic Group Home in unspeakable ways. Their murders are amongst the worst ever committed on Long Island. I haven’t blamed God for not protecting them, but I am coming to believe His ways are as mysterious as they are malicious.
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Kim Reidy was the first to die. Five weeks ago, she disappeared from the playground behind our church following mass. One child later said Kim followed a voice into the woods, but the alleged source was never seen. A daylong search in the nearby vicinity came up empty. Later that night, the police found Kim’s body in a weeded lot past a dead-end street two miles from our home. Only minor details regarding her cause of death were relayed to the media, but a witness leaked a cell phone photo showing her corpse. Blood was smeared across the white unicorn of her pink shirt and her left eye was missing.
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My social worker, a stiff woman named Clara, grumbles as she navigates her Buick Regal over a deep pothole. She hasn’t said a word to me during the ordeal of peddling me to a new family. I doubt she even knows my name, since she constantly refers me to others as the “older female subject.” Her job is to take me from the group home, deliver me to a charitable family, and go about her business with the two other surviving kids. I feel as though I’m a task to her, and not a cause for concern.
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Eleven days after Kim’s body was found, Bryan Nabatova went missing from his bedroom sometime between his eight o’clock bedtime and dawn. The sliced screen on his ground floor window suggested an intruder with specific intentions. Detectives found his carcass, dressed in his favorite fire truck pajamas, stuffed in the steel base of a train trestle and partially covered with lava rocks. As with Kim, clues to the killer’s identity were either unknown or withheld. The police informed the public that they were dealing with someone who had a personal investment in the crimes, as suggested by their high levels of violence. One particular trait tied them to the same culprit; Bryan’s left eye had also been extracted.
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My social worker pulls up before my temporary house so abruptly the tires vibrate. The place is white with green shutters. I close my eyes, grasp the gold crucifix charm that hangs from my neck, and whisper a prayer for strength. I assume the door will open for me, and Clara will escort me to my new lodgings, but when I open my eyes I find her standing outside checking her watch.
I reluctantly step out with my red suitcase, from crisp air conditioning to savage humidity. The butterflies in my stomach are waging war on each other. Clara hurries onto a blacktop driveway that branches off to a concrete stoop. I walk behind her at a much slower pace, happy to notice my right shoelace coming undone. “One second, please,” I say, to which Clara heaves a sigh. I kneel to tie my sneaker and pray for the will to carry on.
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The third death that led to the group home’s sudden evacuation occurred within the house itself. Chris Myrow was claimed during the night. I had the displeasure of finding him while rounding up the kids for breakfast. He was hog tied with the same blue jump rope he often got in trouble for using indoors. A Nerf football was stuffed down his mouth and exposed through a slit in his throat. The sheet beneath him, once colorful with blue and orange triangles, had turned various shades of black and red. On the wall beside him, under a tacked up poster of Spider-Man, were the white-jelly remnants of his smeared left eye.
Once news of Chris’ murder broke, our already tense group home became increasingly hectic. The phone never stopped ringing, spectators hung around on the street day and night, and news reporters set up camp on a neighbor’s lawn to film our home around the clock. Police frequently stopped in to check on us, and even arrested someone who refused to stop taking pictures from the property line.
Instead of relocating the three survivors to another Catholic group home, our director decided to transfer us to separate foster homes across Long Island. We were picked up with relative ease. Married couples came and went, interacting with us under the watchful eyes of lawyers and social workers. Peter Heffernan and Amanda Czark were chosen on
