pictures,’ I say gently. ‘I know this is bad. That’s why we have to let the authorities handle it.’
‘Authorities?’ He almost spits the word. ‘Didn’t you hear what I said on the phone? You can’t trust anybody around here with this.’
‘My own police department? Do you really believe that?’
Tim looks astounded by my ignorance. ‘They’re not yours. Those cops were on the job before you got into office, and they’ll be there when you’re gone. Same for the sheriff and his boys. To them, you’re just a political tourist. Passing through.’
His casual damnation of local law enforcement disturbs me. ‘I trust a lot of those men. We grew up with most of them, or their fathers.’
‘I’m not saying the cops are crooks. I’m saying they’re human. They’re looking out for themselves and their families, and they like to have a little fun on the side, same as the next guy. How many guys you know wouldn’t look the other way to get a beer-drinking snapshot with a star NFL running back? I’ve been to a couple of these barn burners, okay? I know who I’ve seen there.’
Like the full import of a cancer diagnosis, the ramifications of what Jessup is telling me are slowly sinking in. ‘You’ve personally witnessed Mr X at these dogfights? You’ve seen him encouraging underage prostitution?’
Jessup snorts in contempt. ‘Are you serious? You want to arrest Mr X for promoting dogfighting? On my word? The bastard could get a dozen upstanding citizens to swear he was on the Queen any day or night we name.’
‘Dogfighting is a felony in Mississippi,’ I say evenly. ‘Just watching one is a felony. The maximum sentence is ten years. And with multiple counts? That’s hard time.’
This seems to get Tim’s attention. But even as I point out the facts, I silently concede that Jessup has a point about his being a problematic witness. ‘Obviously, nailing them for defrauding the city would be the lethal hit. Golden Parachute would lose its gaming license, and that would shut down five casinos in one pop. The IRS would eat them alive. The partners would lose hundreds of millions of dollars.’
‘Now you’re talking,’ Tim says bitterly.
‘So how do you propose we handle this? Do you have any documentary evidence, other than the pictures I saw?’
He licks his lips like a nervous poker player. ‘I’m not saying I got nothing, but I need more. I’ve got a plan. I’ve been working on it for a month.’
A sense of foreboding takes hold deep in my chest. Everything he’s told me up to now has been leading to this. ‘Tim, I won’t help you risk your life. I do have experience with this kind of operation, and I’ve seen more than one informer wind up with his throat cut.’
Jessup has the faraway look of a martyr walking into the flames. Without warning he seizes my wrist with a startlingly powerful grip. ‘This is our town, man. That still means something to me. I’m not going to sit still while these carpetbagger motherfuckers ruin everything our ancestors worked to build—’
‘Shhh,’ I hiss, feeling blood coming into my cheeks. ‘I hear you, okay? I understand your anger. But it’s not worth your life. It’s not even worth taking a beating. People in this town were gambling, selling slaves, raping Indian women, and cutting each other’s throats before Paul Revere sold his first silver candlestick.’
Tim’s eyes are glistening. ‘That was centuries ago. What the hell’s wrong with you, Penn? We’re talking about innocent lives. Underage girls and defenseless animals.’ He lowers his voice at last, but the urgency does not leave it. ‘Every week Mr X sends out four pickup trucks with cages in the back, a hundred miles in every direction. When those trucks come back, the cages are filled with house pets–cocker spaniels, poodles, dalmatians, cats. The trainers throw ’em into a hole with starving pit bulls to teach the dogs how to kill, or tie ’em to a jenny to make the dogs run. Then they feed them to the dogs when it’s all over. Every one of those animals gets torn to shreds.’
Even as the shiver goes through me, I recall that a neighbor who lives three houses down from me lost her seven-year-old cocker spaniel last month. She let the dog out to do its business, and it never came back.
‘I didn’t ask for this,’ Tim says stubbornly. ‘But I’m in a position to do something about it. Me, okay? What kind of man would I be if I just turned away and let it go on?’
His question pierces me like a blade driven deep into my conscience. ‘Timmy…shit. What would you say if I told you that the only reason I’m still mayor of this town is that I haven’t figured out how to tell my father I’m quitting?’
Jessup blinks like a stunned child trying to work out something beyond its grasp. ‘I’d say you’re bullshitting me. But…’ A profound change comes over his features. ‘You’re not, are you?’
I slowly shake my head.
‘But why? Are you sick or something?’
He asks this because our last mayor resigned after being diagnosed with lung cancer. ‘Not exactly. Soul sick, maybe.’
Tim looks at me in disbelief. ‘ Soul sick? Are you kidding? I’m soul sick too! Man, you stood up all over this town and told people you were going to change things. You made people believe it. And now you want to quit? The Eagle Scout wants to quit? Why? Because it’s tougher than you thought? Did somebody hurt your feelings or something?’
I start to explain, but before I can get a sentence out, Jessup cuts in, ‘Wait a minute. They came to you with money or something, right? No…they threatened you, didn’t they?’
‘No, no, no.’
‘Bullshit.’ Tim’s eyes flash. ‘They got their claws into you somehow, and all you know to do is run—’
‘Tim!’ I grab his leg and squeeze hard enough to bruise. ‘Shut up and listen for a second!’
His chest is heaving from the excitement of his anger.
I lean close enough so that he can see my eyes. ‘Nobody from any casino has come to me with anything. Not bribes or threats. I wanted to be mayor so I could fix the school system in this town, which has been screwed since 1968. It’s been our Achilles’ heel for nearly forty years. But I see now that I can’t fix it. I don’t have the power. And my child is suffering because of it. It’s that simple, Timmy. Until tonight, all this stuff you’ve told me was just whispers in the wind.’
‘And now?’
‘Now I can’t get those goddamn pictures out of my head.’
He smiles sadly. ‘I told you. I warned you.’
‘Yeah. You did.’
He rubs his face with both hands, so hard that his mustache makes scratching sounds. ‘So, what now? Am I on my own here or what?’
‘You are unless you tell me who Mr X is.’
Jessup’s eyes go blank as marbles.
‘Come on. I know law enforcement people who aren’t local. Serious people. Give me his
