style="font-size:15px;"> ‘She is the shattered dawn, tearing round the world…’
Knots of broken concrete rolled their way through my spine. Jagged bars of rusty iron jabbing through the base of my neck. My knees refused to hold my weight.
Bloody Rhona. Felt fine till she started rabbiting on about how battered I looked.
‘She’s dark and light and home tonight, cos she’s the Shining Girl…’
I sank down, till my backside was on the cold tiled floor. Curled my throbbing wrist against my chest.
God, everything ached…
A circle of people formed around me, all of them staring. A couple had their mobile phones out, filming me sitting there, covered in broken glass and blood. Then someone shouldered their way through the cordon.
‘Come on, give the man some room to breathe. Back up.’
‘Who died and made you God?’
‘I’m a nurse, you moron, now back up before I put you on your arse in front of all your friends.’
I blinked up at her. A familiar face: broad forehead, small eyes, hair in a ponytail – blonde wisps sticking to her shiny face. A T-shirt with sweatmarks under the arms and between her breasts, white shorts and trainers. Wide hips and thick legs. A ‘TURN MILES INTO SMILES!!!’ towel draped around her neck.
She blinked back. ‘Inspector Hutcheson? Bloody hell… What happened?’
‘Henderson. Not Hutcheson.’
‘Of course, yes, sorry.’ She knelt on the ground beside me. Took my head in her hands and stared into my eyes. ‘Are you experiencing any nausea? Dizziness? Ringing in the ears? Headache? Confusion?’
I grabbed her hand. ‘Who are you?’
‘OK, that’s a yes on the confusion. It’s Ruth. Ruth Laughlin? Laura Strachan’s friend? You came to the flat after they found her, remember? Talked to all the nurses?’
‘She’s still alive.’
‘Of course she is. They let her out of hospital two weeks ago.’ Ruth shifted herself around, placed one hand on the back of my neck, pressed her other against my chest. ‘Come on, let’s get you lying down… There we go. You know, you’re lucky I was here. Concussion can be very serious.’
A distorted voice burbled from the station’s loudspeakers. The words echoing back and forth until they were little more than a smear of syllables fighting against the song. ‘… the train now departing from platform six is the one seventeen to Edinburgh Waverley…’
For God’s sake – why didn’t Rhona tell them to cancel the trains? Fifteen minutes from now he could be in Arbroath. Dundee in twenty-five.
Not too late – call Control and get patrol cars to the nearest station. Have the bastard picked up right off the train…
‘Inspector Henderson?’
Bloody fingers wouldn’t work, Airwave handset was all slippery…
The wail of sirens cut through the end of the announcement. That would be the backup I called for. Late as always.
‘Hello?’
Yellow and black dots bloomed in the siren’s wake, growing, spreading, blanking out the glass ceiling behind Ruth Laughlin’s head as she frowned down at me. A halo of darkness.
‘Inspector Henderson? Can you hear me? I want you to squeeze my hand as hard as you can … Inspector Henderson? Hello?’
I eased Alice’s door closed and crossed the corridor to my own room. It was small, but functional, just big enough for the double bed against one wall, the chest of drawers, and wardrobe. A pair of dark-blue curtains that still had the same creases as the ones in the lounge. A cheap-looking alarm-clock radio on the floor beside the bed, glowing 00:15 at me.
My cell was bigger than this.
An old-fashioned brass key sat on top of the duvet, with a cardboard tag attached to it by a red ribbon. Spidery handwriting: ‘THOUGHT THIS MIGHT COME IN HANDY’.
Ah …
I turned. There was a lock fitted to the bedroom door, specks of sawdust dandruffing the floorboards underneath it along with a few quavers of shaved wood. The key slipped right in, and when I turned it, the bolt slid home with a clack.
After two years inside, it was strange how comforting that sound was. Especially combined with the muffled rattle of Shifty’s snores coming through the wall.
The laptop went on the bed, while I stripped, folded all my clothes, and placed them in the chest of drawers. Old habits.
I took out my shiny new mobile phone and thumbed in the number on Shifty’s Post-it note. It rang, and rang, and rang …
Crossed to the window, eased one side of the curtains open a couple of inches. Just concrete, gloom, and streetlights. Someone crept their way across the garden opposite with a torch. Good luck finding anything worth stealing around here.
Then a click, and a muzzy voice crackled from the earpiece. ‘Hello? Hello, who’s this?’
‘You Alec?’
Some rustling, a hissing noise, then a clunk. ‘Do you have any idea what time it is?’
‘I need a piece. Tomorrow. Semiauto—’
‘There must be some mistake. I offer spiritual guidance to wayward souls. Are you a wayward soul in need of guidance?’
Ah. Right. Cautious. Probably a good trait in a gun dealer. ‘What do you think?’
‘I think … I think that you’re on a dangerous path. That your life hasn’t turned out the way you hoped. That darkness surrounds you.’
Why the hell else would I need a gun? ‘So, what now?’
‘I think you should come see me. We can meditate on your predicament. Drink some herbal tea. Find a core of peace within you.’ A muffled yawn. ‘Now, do you have a pen and paper?’
I stuck Shifty’s Post-it to the windowpane. Went back to the wardrobe and pulled a pen from my jacket pocket. ‘Go.’
‘Thirteen Slater Crescent, Blackwall Hill, OC12 3PX.’
‘When?’
‘I shall be available for spiritual guidance between the hours of nine and five tomorrow. Well, I might head out to the shops around
