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      To my lovely mother, Ada Thomas.

      I love you with all my heart, and I remember you said, “And you better finish that book,” and I did it for you.

      May God continue to bless your family with your beautiful memories. I know you are missed by many, and this void we have can never be replaced.

      We love you, Ma.

      In loving memory of Vernada and Zola.

      Acknowledgments

      I acknowledge the dominant system that took a part of me in three ways, leaving my mind wandering and acknowledging I couldn’t do anything at all. I learned the power of patience through this system and a mother’s emptiness to the fullest, not being able to give a hug through a call. The power of lonely nights without a call can break the most influential person, not knowing what’s going on behind the walls that I acknowledge took three from me.

      I also acknowledge the power of love for the child can turn into prayers which led me to write this book in those long three years, with only three people telling me that I would not fall.

      I acknowledge the phone calls from my mother and father telling me everything was gonna be okay and my sister Melissa Shaw for telling to my face, “I see the pain through the fake smile,” and I want to acknowledge them for knowing a mother’s pain.

      I

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