PARADISE. Alasdair Gray

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needed by the whole domain, although 55

      God is not always equally in all.

      Yet in my body my imperfect will

      still craved more water from her well of truth. 58

      The pure cloth of the life she’d tried to weave

      was slashed before the fabric was complete.

      I begged Piccarda to explain. Said she, 61

      “A perfect love of Christ allowed Saint Clare

      to teach the vows by which a lady may

      put on the bridal veil and marry Him. 64

      Just such a nun was I who left the world

      to join the Poor Clare sisterhood. Alas,

      greedy relations came, dragged me away. 67

      God knew my sufferings. Upon my right,

      shining with all the splendour of the moon

      is one whose plight was mine. Raped from cloister, 70

      keeping bridal veil over her heart, she

      is Constance, heiress to the Swabian throne,

      mother of Europe’s holy potentate 73

      who should have been the Roman Emperor.”

      Piccarda, singing Ave Maria,

      76 sank from my eyes into deeper light like

      stone in pond. I looked to Beatrice who

      increased so vividly upon my sight,

      79 questioning her was more than I could do.

      4: More Moonlight

      Between two equally enticing meals 1

      an idiot might starve before he chose.

      A lamb between two wolves would also doubt

      which way to turn, or hound between two does. 4

      I hungered after what my guide might say

      if asked why Heaven’s justice seemed unkind,

      but can a man God made doubt God is good? 7

      I feared to ask that question choking me,

      but Beatrice, who understood my mind

      replied at once, “What ties your tongue is this: 10

      how can good vows and wills deserve the less

      if broken by another’s wickedness?

      Your other doubt is astrological. 13

      Plato wrote after death all souls return

      to planets ruling them. Did moons decree

      these nuns’ inconstancy? Both these doubts need 16

      an answer. I will take the second first.

      It is most poisonous, so listen hard.

      No seraphim that is most one with God – 19

      not Abraham, Moses or Samuel –

      neither John Baptist or Evangelist –

      22 not even Mary in the highest Heaven

      is separated from the two you’ve met

      although they chose to greet you in this sphere.

      25 All share alike in the eternal bliss

      according to their soul’s capacity.

      To indicate the nature of life here

      28 I am compelled to talk to you as if

      Heavenly Paradise has social ranks

      like those on earth. This is not so, but I

      31 can only make the highest things more clear

      by speaking of them in the words you know,

      although they may mislead. God’s Scriptures say

      34 He sees, acts, speaks with eyes, hands, mouth because

      only thus men and women can conceive

      One seeing with all light, whose deeds are days,

      37 whose voices teach in all that can be heard:

      thunder and waves, birdsong and whispered speech.

      Plato says after death all souls return

      40 to stars they left at birth, meaning perhaps

      natural forces shape our characters

      to some extent. If so this partial truth

      43 has misled worshippers of sun and moon,

      Venus and Mars, who treat these stars as gods.

      Your other doubt can do no mischief here

      46 or lose the smallest droplet of my love.

      That in your eyes justice seems cruelty

      is not a sign of heresy, but faith.

      By all who know that Jesus Christ is God, 49

      doubts can be logically overcome.

      Doubt should make faith more sure. The facts are these.

      No force can make a flame burn upside down 52

      or alter any wholly pure good will,

      though force may twist them sideways or depress.

      To show that torture could not change his mind 55

      Saint Lawrence chose to roast upon a grill

      and Mucius compelled his hand to burn.

      Rare are heroic virtues of that kind. 58

      When stronger forces make good nuns break vows

      and leave their cloisters, they are not to blame,

      yet must feel shame if the strong force withdraws 61

      and she does not return because

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