a slight shiver, and thought of how dreary it would be shut up there with the law-books, tin boxes, and dusty papers, and he gave up the idea.
Often of a night it was like a temptation to him – that intense longing to be free; and he would sit with a book before him, but his mind wandering far away, following the adventures of boys of his own age who had gone away to seek their fortunes, and if they had not found all they sought, had at least achieved some kind of success.
And how grand it would be, he thought, with his cheeks flushing, to be independent, and work his own way without encountering day by day his uncle’s sour sneers and reproaches, his aunt’s cold looks, and his cousin’s tyranny.
“I could make my way, I know I could,” he thought, and the outlook grew day by day more rosy. Those were pleasant paths, he told himself, that he wanted to tread, and it never occurred to him that if he went among strangers they might be harder than his uncle.
But the outcome of these musings was always the same: there was the stern figure of Duty rising before him to remind him of his promise to his mother, and with his brow knitting, his hands would clench beneath table or desk as he softly muttered to himself —
“I’m going to be a lawyer, and I will succeed.”
But it has been written by a wise man, “There’s a divinity that shapes our ends, rough-hew them how we will,” and Tom Blount was soon to find out its truth.
Matters had been going very badly at Mornington Crescent, and the boy’s life was harder than ever to bear, for, presuming upon his patience, Sam Brandon was more tyrannical than ever. Words failing to sting sufficiently, he had often had recourse to blows, and these Tom had borne patiently, till, to his cousin’s way of thinking, he was about as contemptible a coward as ever existed.
One morning at the office Sam was seated opposite to his cousin writing, Pringle was busily employed in the other room, and Tom was putting stamps on some letters, when his eye lit upon one standing edgewise against a gum-bottle between him and his cousin.
Just then Mr Brandon bustled in looking very stern and angry, and he gave a sharp look round the office. Then his eyes lit upon Tom and his task.
“What letters are those?” he said.
“The tithe notices, sir, you told me to fill up and direct from the book,” replied Tom.
“Humph! yes, quite right. Oh, by the way, Samuel, did you post that letter to Mr Wilcox yesterday afternoon?”
“Yes, father,” said Sam promptly; and as he raised his eyes he saw his cousin’s gazing at the letter standing on edge between them.
Sam turned pale as he now met Tom’s keen look.
It was all momentary, in the interval of Mr Brandon’s first words and his next question. “Then how is it that Mr Wilcox has not received it, and been on to me at home full of anxiety about not having my answer to an important question?”
“I don’t know, father,” said Sam sharply.
“Are you sure you posted the letter?”
“Oh yes, father. No; I recollect now: some one came in on business, to ask for you, and I told Tom Blount here to take it directly. Oh!” he cried, “I say, it is too bad. Why, you didn’t take it, Tom. Here’s the letter, father, all the time.”
He took up and held out the unfortunate missive, shaking his head at Tom the while.
“You never told me to take any letter yesterday,” said Tom quietly.
“Oh – my! What a lie, to be sure!” cried Sam, as if perfectly astounded. “Pringle must have heard me at the time.”
“Of course,” said his father, speaking with his lips tightly compressed, so that his voice sounded muttering and indistinct. Then aloud – “Here, Pringle.”
Scroop went Pringle’s stool, and he hurried in. “You call, sir?”
“Yes. What time was it when you heard Mr Samuel tell his cousin to go out and post a letter?”
“Never heard anything of the kind, sir, at any time.”
“That will do,” said his employer.
“Row on,” thought Pringle. “I hope he isn’t going to catch it again.”
Then as the door closed Mr Brandon, whose countenance was flushed and his eyes angry-looking, turned upon his son.
“Do you think I am blind, sir?” he said sharply.
“No, father: I don’t know what you mean.”
“Then I’ll tell you, sir. I mean that you have told me a miserable falsehood – a disgraceful falsehood.”
“I haven’t, father. I told Tom here to take the letter;” and he gave his cousin a fierce look which evidently said, “Say I told you, or it will be the worse for you,” and he accompanied the look with a sharp kick under the desk, which took effect on Tom’s shin, rousing him to a pitch of fury and obstinate determination.
“Oh, you haven’t, eh?” said Mr Brandon. “Tom, did your cousin tell you to post that letter?”
“Yes, you know I did,” cried Sam.
“No, uncle.”
“I did. You’ve forgotten it, or else you’re saying that out of spite,” cried Sam desperately.
“I haven’t forgotten it, and I’m not saying what I did out of spite,” said Tom firmly. “Indeed I spoke the truth, uncle.”
“Yes; I believe you,” said Mr Brandon.
“Shall I go and post the letter now, sir?”
“No; it is too late. Here, Samuel, come into my room.”
Mr Brandon walked into his room, while Sam got down slowly from his stool, leaning over toward his cousin the while.
“I’ll serve you out for this,” he whispered, and then crossed to his father’s room.
There was a low murmur of voices from within as soon as the door was closed; but that door fitted too closely for any of the conversation to be heard. Not that Tom was listening, for he was feeling a kind of pity for his cousin’s position, and more warmly towards his uncle for his simple act of justice than he had felt for months.
Just then there was a faint creaking sound, and looking behind him, it was to see that the inner office door was open, and Pringle standing there framed as it were, and going through a pantomimic performance expressive of his intense delight, grimacing, rubbing his hands, and laughing silently. Then he gesticulated and pointed toward the private office, and rubbed his hands again, till there was a sound in the private room, and he darted back and closed the door.
All this was meant for Tom’s amusement, and as congratulation; but the boy did not feel in the least elated, but sat waiting for his cousin’s return, fully intending to offer him his hand and whisper, “I am sorry – but you should have told the truth.”
A good half-hour passed before Sam came out, looking very red in the face; but when he took his place on his stool, Tom did not
