The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy Bulstrode. Van Vorst Marie

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and then very poor."

      "Yes," nodded Bulstrode.

      "She is like the rest of us – one of a fast wild set – a – "

      "A gambler?" Bulstrode helped the description.

      "She played," acknowledged the young man, "as the rest do – bridge."

      "Were you engaged to her, Waring?"

      "Yes," he slowly acknowledged, as if each word hurt him.

      "And did she believe you guilty?"

      "I think," said the other, with an inscrutable expression, "she could not have done so."

      "But she let you go under suspicion?"

      "Yes."

      "Without a word of good faith, of comfort?"

      "Yes."

      "Did she know of your embarrassments?"

      "Too well."

      "You tell me she was poor and – possibly she had embarrassments of her own?"

      "Possibly."

      Bulstrode came over to him.

      "Was she at the Christmas ball that night?"

      The young man rose as well, his eyes on his questioner's; the color had all left his face – he appeared fascinated – then he shook himself and unexpectedly laughed.

      "No," he said; "oh no."

      The older man bowed his head and replied, quite inaptly:

      "I understand!"

      He took a turn across the room.

      The few steps brought him in front of the mantel and the photograph of the modern lady in her furs and close hat. He stood and met the fire of her mocking eyes.

      "And you believe him, Jimmy!" he could hear her say in her delicious voice.

      "Yes," he mentally told her, "I believe him."

      "You think that to save a woman's name and honor he has become an outcast on the face of the earth … Jimmy!"

      He still gently replied to her:

      "Men who love, you know, have but one code – the woman and honor."

      Still mocking, but gentle as would have been the touch of the roses in the bowl near the photograph, her voice told him,

      "Then he's worth saving, Jimmy."

      Worth saving … he agreed, and turned to his guest. In doing so he saw that Ruggles had come into the drawing-room to remove the coffee-tray.

      "Beg pardon, sir, but you mentioned there would be a letter to send shortly?"

      "By Jove! so I did!" exclaimed Bulstrode. "I beg your pardon; will you excuse me while I write a line at the desk?" The line was an order to the florist.

      For some reason the eyes of the Englishman had not quitted the butler's face, and Ruggles, with cold insolence, had stared at him in turn. Waring, albeit in another man's clothes, fed and seated before a friendly hearth, and once again within the pale of his own class, had regained something of his natural air and feeling of superiority. He resented the servant's insolence, and his face was angrily flushed as Bulstrode gave his orders, and the man left the room.

      "I must go away," he said, rather brusquely. "I can never thank you for what you have done. I feel as if I had been in a dream."

      "Sit down." His companion ignored his words. "Sit down."

      "It's late."

      "For what, my friend?"

      "I must find some place to sleep."

      "You have found it," gently smiled Bulstrode. "Your room is prepared for you here." Then he interrupted: "No thanks – no thanks. If what you tell me is all I think it is, I'm proud to share my roof with you, Waring."

      "Don't think well of me – don't!" blurted out the other. "You don't know what a ruined vagabond I am. When you send me out to-morrow I shall begin again; but let me tell you that although I've herded with tramps and thieves, been in the hospital and lock-up, and worked in the hell of a furnace in a ship's hold, nothing hurt me any more, not after I left England – not after those days when I waited in Liverpool for a word – for a sign – not after that, all you see the marks of now – nothing hurts now but the memory. I'm immune."

      "You will feel differently – you will humanize."

      "Never!" exclaimed the tramp.

      "To-night," said Bulstrode, simply.

      Waring looked at him curiously.

      "What a wonderful man!" he half murmured. "I was led to you by fate: you have forced me to lay my soul bare to you – and now…"

      "Let's look things in the face together," suggested the gentleman, practically. "I have a ranch out West. A good piece of property. It's in the hands of a clever Englishman and promises well. How would you like to go out there and start anew? He'll give you a welcome, and he's a first-rate business man. Will you go?"

      Waring had with his old habit thrust his hands in his pockets. He stood well on his feet. Bulstrode remarked it. He looked meditatively down between the soles of his shoes.

      "You mean to say you give me a chance – to – to – "

      "Begin anew, Waring."

      "I drink a great deal," said the young man.

      "You will swear off."

      "I've gambled away all the money I ever had."

      "You will be taking care of mine, and it will be a point of honor."

      "I'm under a cloud —

      "Not in my eyes," said Bulstrode, stoutly.

      " – which I can never clear."

      Bulstrode made a dismissing gesture.

      "I should want the chap out there to know the truth."

      "The truth," caught his hearer, and the other as quickly interrupted:

      "To know under what circumstances I left my people."

      "No, that is unnecessary," said Bulstrode, firmly. "Nobody has any right to your past. I don't know his. That's the beauty of the plains – the freshness of them. It's a new start – a clean page."

      Still the guest hesitated.

      "I don't believe it's worth while. You see, I've batted about now so much alone, with nobody near me but the lowest sort; I've given in so long, with no care to do better, that I haven't any confidence in myself. I don't want you to see me fail, sir, – I don't want to go back on you."

      Bulstrode had heard very understandingly part of the man's word, part of his excuse

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