At the Back of the North Wind. George MacDonald

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the same moment, a peal of thunder which shook Diamond’s heart against the sides of his bosom hurtled out of the heavens: I cannot say out of the sky, for there was no sky. Diamond had not seen the lightning, for he had been intent on finding the face of North Wind. Every moment the folds of her garment would sweep across his eyes and blind him, but between, he could just persuade himself that he saw great glories of woman’s eyes looking down through rifts in the mountainous clouds over his head.

      He trembled so at the thunder, that his knees failed him, and he sunk down at North Wind’s feet, and clasped her round the column of her ankle. She instantly stooped, lifted him from the roof—up—up into her bosom, and held him there, saying, as if to an inconsolable child—

      “Diamond, dear, this will never do.”

      “Oh yes, it will,” answered Diamond. “I am all right now—quite comfortable, I assure you, dear North Wind. If you will only let me stay here, I shall be all right indeed.”

      “But you will feel the wind here, Diamond.”

      “I don’t mind that a bit, so long as I feel your arms through it,” answered Diamond, nestling closer to her grand bosom.

      “Brave boy!” returned North Wind, pressing him closer.

      “No,” said Diamond, “I don’t see that. It’s not courage at all, so long as I feel you there.”

      “But hadn’t you better get into my hair? Then you would not feel the wind; you will here.”

      “Ah, but, dear North Wind, you don’t know how nice it is to feel your arms about me. It is a thousand times better to have them and the wind together, than to have only your hair and the back of your neck and no wind at all.”

      “But it is surely more comfortable there?”

      “Well, perhaps; but I begin to think there are better things than being comfortable.”

      “Yes, indeed there are. Well, I will keep you in front of me. You will feel the wind, but not too much. I shall only want one arm to take care of you; the other will be quite enough to sink the ship.”

      “Oh, dear North Wind! how can you talk so?”

      “My dear boy, I never talk; I always mean what I say.”

      “Then you do mean to sink the ship with the other hand?”

      “Yes.”

      “It’s not like you.”

      “How do you know that?”

      “Quite easily. Here you are taking care of a poor little boy with one arm, and there you are sinking a ship with the other. It can’t be like you.”

      “Ah! but which is me? I can’t be two mes, you know.”

      “No. Nobody can be two mes.”

      “Well, which me is me?”

      “Now I must think. There looks to be two.”

      “Yes. That’s the very point.—You can’t be knowing the thing you don’t know, can you?”

      “No.”

      “Which me do you know?”

      “The kindest, goodest, best me in the world,” answered Diamond, clinging to North Wind.

      “Why am I good to you?”

      “I don’t know.”

      “Have you ever done anything for me?”

      “No.”

      “Then I must be good to you because I choose to be good to you.”

      “Yes.”

      “Why should I choose?”

      “Because—because—because you like.”

      “Why should I like to be good to you?”

      “I don’t know, except it be because it’s good to be good to me.”

      “That’s just it; I am good to you because I like to be good.”

      “Then why shouldn’t you be good to other people as well as to me?”

      “That’s just what I don’t know. Why shouldn’t I?”

      “I don’t know either. Then why shouldn’t you?”

      “Because I am.”

      “There it is again,” said Diamond. “I don’t see that you are. It looks quite the other thing.”

      “Well, but listen to me, Diamond. You know the one me, you say, and that is good.”

      “Yes.”

      “Do you know the other me as well?”

      “No. I can’t. I shouldn’t like to.”

      “There it is. You don’t know the other me. You are sure of one of them?”

      “Yes.”

      “And you are sure there can’t be two mes?”

      “Yes.”

      “Then the me you don’t know must be the same as the me you do know,—else there would be two mes?”

      “Yes.”

      “Then the other me you don’t know must be as kind as the me you do know?”

      “Yes.”

      “Besides, I tell you that it is so, only it doesn’t look like it. That I confess freely. Have you anything more to object?”

      “No, no, dear North Wind; I am quite satisfied.”

      “Then I will tell you something you might object. You might say that the me you know is like the other me, and that I am cruel all through.”

      “I know that can’t be, because you are so kind.”

      “But that kindness might be only a pretence for the sake of being more cruel afterwards.”

      Diamond clung to her tighter than ever, crying—

      “No, no, dear North Wind; I can’t believe that. I don’t believe it. I won’t believe it. That would kill me. I love you, and you must love me, else how did I come to love you? How could you know how to put on such a beautiful face if you did not love me and the rest? No. You may sink as many ships as you like, and I won’t say another word. I can’t say I shall like to see it, you know.”

      “That’s quite another thing,” said North Wind; and as she spoke she gave one spring from the roof of the hay-loft, and rushed up into the clouds, with Diamond on her left arm close to her heart. And as if the clouds knew she had come, they burst into a fresh jubilation of thunderous light. For a few moments, Diamond seemed to be borne up through the depths of an ocean of dazzling

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