a voice way back in her mind warned, to ever want or need someone like you.
She had to get some distance. Fast.
She shifted back away from him. “We should either drop the anchor or start up the engine again. We’re getting a little too close to shore.”
They started the engine. Toby, who’d been sitting on the deck with Bernie, got up and stood proudly beside his father as Rick took the wheel. At a cove Natalie knew, they dropped the anchor.
When she and Rick were settled on the padded bench once again, Natalie found herself asking him, “Are your parents still alive?”
Rick shook his head. “They died when I was in my teens. An electrical short that started a house fire. Late at night, while we were asleep. I woke up and managed to get Mom out, but couldn’t find Dad. A neighbor saved me, but they… neither of them made it.” He looked out over the water.
Not stopping to consider whether such a move was wise, she laid her hand on his. “How sad for you.”
He looked down at where she touched him. “It was a long time ago. I went to live with my aunt and uncle, but they didn’t have kids, either. Anyway, I always wanted a bunch of brothers and sisters. But you know what they say, if wishes were horses…” As his voice trailed off, he looked up into her eyes. Then, slowly, he turned his hand and wrapped his fingers around hers.
Natalie was stunned. It seemed at that moment like the most intimate thing any man had ever done to her—to turn his hand and take hers and look right into her eyes as he did it. Suddenly, the day seemed terribly hot, the air unbearably close and humid against her skin. And the hand that held hers was so warm and encompassing, sending little shivers zinging through her.
She realized he was smiling at something behind her. “What?” she asked, turning.
Bernie was stretched out on the deck, asleep. And Toby had used the dog as a giant-size pillow. The big brown-and-white belly cradled the small, dark head. The boy’s eyes were closed, and his thin chest rose and fell in an even, shallow rhythm.
Natalie turned back to Rick again. He smiled at her, deep into her eyes. And for a moment, what they were doing—sitting here, holding hands as the boy and the dog slept so peacefully a few feet away—seemed the most natural, right, thing in the world to be doing.
But then reason reasserted itself.
Natalie Fortune, are you out of your mind? that voice in her head warned. Before you know it, you’ll be doing his laundry and raising that darling little boy for him.
It occurred to her that there were worse fates.
And that was when she knew she was really in trouble here. She’d barely gotten rid of Joel. In fact, Joel still refused to admit he’d been gotten rid of. It was way too soon to be falling for another man—and especially not a man like this. A man who was just too good to be true.
She pulled her hand free. He let it go.
There was an awkward, awful moment when she had no idea what to do next.
She glanced frantically out toward the water again, spotting a blue-and-white patio boat far off to starboard, past the mouth of the cove where they lay at anchor, and focusing on it to keep from looking at Rick. She squinted. The boat seemed to have two people aboard. She wished she was on it.
Anywhere but here, where she was having much too lovely a time for her own good—and where she kept doing and saying things she shouldn’t.
“Natalie?” His voice was so gentle.
“Umm?”
“Are you…all right?”
“Of course,” she lied.
She still didn’t have the nerve to look right at him, so she went on staring at the faraway boat, her entire body tingling with a thoroughly dangerous kind of awareness. And though she still couldn’t meet Rick’s eyes, she knew very well that they were trained on her face.
And it was hot. She shifted around again, because the backs of her legs were damp from the leather seat pad. And she raised her arms and lifted her hair off her neck. The air caressed her damp skin, cooling it a little.
Rick was leaning on the railing.
She dared to give him what she hoped was a very casual kind of smile. “It’s hot.”
He went on watching her. “Very.”
“Funny. When people think of Minnesota, they think of snow. But we have our summers, too.”
“We certainly do.”
She reached into the pocket of her shorts and found an elastic hair band, which she used to quickly tie her damp hair into a high ponytail. Then she straightened her shirt, which had pulled out a little when she lifted her arms. “Better,” she said, and forced herself to smile directly at him.
It was a mistake. In his eyes there was a look—a questioning, hopeful look. And though her mind kept saying, “No” to that look, the rest of her was shouting, “Yes!”
She should say something totally innocuous now, she knew it. But she couldn’t think of what.
So that meant he was the next to speak, and what he said wasn’t innocuous at all. “I’ve been…alone for a long time now.”
And then, with one or two glances at his sleeping son, he quietly began to tell her about his ex-wife, Vanessa Chandler, whom he’d met at a friend’s Christmas party and married a year later. He frankly confessed that he hadn’t put as much time and attention into the marriage as he should. He’d put so much energy into succeeding at work, there wasn’t a lot left over for his marriage. Vanessa had felt neglected.
And then, later, he hadn’t been much of a father to Toby. Vanessa had divorced him when Toby was only a year old, then moved back to Louisville, where her widowed mother lived, taking Toby with her. Visits with Toby had been few and far between. Vanessa would have been perfectly happy never to set eyes on Rick again, as long as he sent the support checks on time. And Rick had been so busy getting ahead that he didn’t pursue his parental responsibilities as he should.
“So now,” he said ruefully, “I’m trying to make it up to my son for all the times I wasn’t there for him.”
“I think you’re making a pretty good start.”
He muttered a thank-you, then asked, “What about you?”
“Was I ever married, you mean?”
“Yeah, for starters.”
She shook her head. “Never married.”
“What about ‘meaningful relationships’?”
And then, there she was, telling him about Joel, how she’d met him when she first started at Travistown School and how they’d been together for five years. That Joel had called it off between them about a month before. That she had been deeply hurt at first, but had gotten past that.
“And now, I’m planning to fully
