that there would be little escaping him if she did—by some terrible mischance!—happen to be pregnant. Oh, God! She might have fallen in love with Lyon, but she knew he certainly didn’t love her, and any marriage made on those conditions had to be doomed to failure. Would be hell on earth, in fact.
She could feel the nausea rising up within her, knew she was seriously in danger of being sick as her next course of food was placed in front of her. One look at the beef—even beautifully presented as it was—and she knew it was no longer just a possibility, getting up hurriedly from the table to rush from the room, only just making it to the bathroom in time before losing the contents of her stomach.
‘It’s OK, Silke,’ soothed an all too familiar voice as she stood with her burning forehead resting against the coolness of the mirror that covered the whole of the back wall of the bathroom. ‘Here.’ Lyon turned her gently round, placing a coldly damp facecloth against her forehead.
Silke just felt too ill at that moment to refuse his kindness, weak after her bout of nausea, resting limply against Lyon as he continued to hold the cool cloth against her face.
‘Well, this wasn’t quite the reaction I expected the first time I proposed marriage,’ he murmured self-derisively. ‘No,’ he told her firmly, his arms tightening about her as she started to retch again. ‘You—’
‘Silke! Darling, what is it?’ Her concerned mother entered the room, coming anxiously to Silke’s side. ‘Silke...?’ She smoothed the damp blonde hair from Silke’s now pale face.
‘Probably a prawn,’ Lyon dismissed arrogantly before Silke could answer her mother. ‘Don’t worry about it, Tina, I’ll take care of her.’
‘Of course I’m worried about her,’ her mother told him sharply before turning concernedly back to Silke. ‘Darling, do you want to lie down for a while? Perhaps that—’
‘I’ll take her home,’ Lyon cut in firmly, still holding Silke at his side.
‘But—’
‘You have your guests to attend to, Tina,’ Lyon reminded challengingly. Lyon might have been presented with a fait accompli when Henry married his ‘Satin’, but it was obvious that he still didn’t accept Tina Jordan as a suitable member of his family, and he wasn’t hesitating now to remind her of her social manners; Silke may be ill, but as hostess of this dinner party her mother wasn’t expected to abandon her guests in this way. A fact Lyon was reminding her of all too forcefully!
And he was right. The fact that Silke felt the way she did couldn’t be allowed to interfere with her mother’s first big social occasion as Henry’s wife; Silke wouldn’t allow that either.
‘I’ll be all right, Mummy,’ she assured her mother weakly—feeling anything but all right. ‘Please go back to the dinner party,’ she added pleadingly as she could see her mother was about to protest further.
‘I’ll see that Silke gets home safely,’ Lyon repeated firmly.
Silke could see her mother was still hesitating, and in truth Lyon was the last person she wanted to take her home—the last person she wanted to be with at all! He was the one who had made her ill in the first place!
‘It’s OK, Mummy.’ Silke attempted to smile, knowing it hadn’t quite come off, but it was the best she could do in the circumstances. ‘As Lyon says, he’ll see me home. Don’t let this spoil your dinner party,’ she encouraged with a lightness she was far from feeling. ‘It must have just been something I’ve eaten,’ she added dismissively.
‘Not the prawns, I hope.’ Her mother looked worried now. ‘Can you imagine how awful it will be if all our guests come down with food poisoning?’ She frowned. ‘Not that it isn’t dreadful enough if it’s just you, Silke,’ she continued hastily as she saw Lyon’s mocking glance. ‘It’s just that—’
‘I understand completely, Mummy,’ Silke said drily, also having seen Lyon’s mockery. ‘And it happened too fast for it possibly to have been the prawns.’ She gave Lyon a censorious look for having even suggested it could be that; he knew damn well how nervous her mother was about the success of this dinner party!
‘Make our excuses, Tina.’ Lyon took a firm hold of Silke’s arm. ‘I’ll drive Silke home now. And stay with her until I think she’s OK to be left,’ he added challengingly.
It was a challenge Silke had no intention of taking up in front of her mother. But once the two of them were on their own it would be a different matter—Lyon wasn’t staying at her flat with her for even a few minutes, let alone until she felt better. In fact, she doubted she could feel better until he was well away from her!
‘Well, if you’re sure...?’ Her mother was looking at her closely, well aware of Silke’s aversion to being in Lyon’s company for any length of time. Even if she wasn’t aware of the exact reason for it!
‘Of course, Mummy.’ Silke squeezed her hand reassuringly. ‘I’m just sorry to have been so silly.’ She gave a self-derisive grimace.
‘You weren’t being silly,’ Lyon told her quietly as they left the house a few minutes later, a bright moon shining in the darkness outside. ‘You were terrified,’ he added with some amusement. ‘Do you think I’ll make that much of a despot of a husband?’
‘You aren’t going to be my husband!’ Silke snapped, recovering some of her usual spirit, her initial shock over now, and the nausea having receded too.
Lyon raised dark brows as he unlocked the passenger door of his car for her. ‘I didn’t necessarily mean as a husband to you, I mean as a husband to any woman,’ he drawled mockingly.
She swallowed hard. He was right, she had been terrified at the thought of marrying this man, but the thought of him as someone else’s husband...! She suddenly felt sick again.
‘Get in the car, Silke,’ Lyon told her wearily as he saw her expression of abject misery—and completely misread it. ‘Maybe you have eaten something that’s disagreed with you, after all. You certainly look as if you’re about to be ill again!’
She felt ill again. She couldn’t marry Lyon, because he didn’t love her, but the thought of him marrying someone else actually caused her a physical pain in her chest. Oh, God, this was a hopeless situation. How could she have fallen in love with someone so unsuitable, someone who couldn’t possibly return her love?
She shook her head. ‘I’ll drive my own car.’
‘Get in, Silke,’ he told her in a voice that brooked no argument.
She glanced down at the leather seats. ‘What if I’m sick again?’
‘Then I’ll have the car cleaned,’ he dismissed with his usual arrogance. ‘Oh, for God’s sake get in, Silke,’ he said impatiently. ‘Otherwise we’ll have your mother or Henry out here in a moment wanting to know what’s going on!’ He looked pointedly towards the house, the lights from the dining-room glowing out into the driveway, the people seated around the table perfectly visible to them—as they must be to them!
Silke got into the car, too tired now to argue any more. That was probably half the reason she had reacted as she had earlier and actually been physically sick; she hadn’t slept at all well this last week, couldn’t seem to stop thinking about her time in Lyon’s arms. And its possible consequences!
