style="font-size:15px;"> He stopped in surprise. ‘You do, lord?’
‘Truly,’ I said, and explained no further. I drew him on, pacing the long rampart. It was true I had sworn an oath to protect Æthelstan, but increasingly I was not certain that I liked him. He was too pious, too like his grandfather, and, I also knew, too ambitious. There is nothing wrong with ambition. Æthelstan’s grandfather, King Alfred, had been a man of ambition, and Æthelstan had inherited his grandfather’s dreams, and those dreams meant uniting the kingdoms of Saxon Britain. Wessex had invaded East Anglia, it had swallowed Mercia, and it was no secret that Wessex wished to rule Northumbria, my Northumbria, the last British kingdom where men and women were free to worship as they wished. Æthelstan had sworn never to invade Northumbria while I lived, but how long could that be? No man lives for ever, and I was already old, and I feared that by supporting Æthelstan I was condemning my country to the rule of southern kings and their grasping bishops. Yet I had sworn an oath to the man most likely to make that happen.
I am a Northumbrian and Northumbria is my country. My people are Northumbrians, and Northumbrians are a hard, tough people, yet we are a small country. To our north lies Alba, full of ambitious Scots who raid us, revile us, and want our land. To the west lies Ireland, home to Norsemen who are never satisfied with the land they have, and always want more. The Danes are restless across the eastern sea, and they have never relinquished their claim to my land where so many Danes have already settled. So to the east, to the west, and to the north we have enemies, and we are a small country. And to the south are Saxons, folk who speak our language, and they too want Northumbria.
Alfred had always believed that all the folk who speak the English language should live in the same country, a country he dreamed of, a country called Englaland. And fate, that bitch who controls our lives, had meant I had fought for Alfred and his dream. I had killed Danes, I had killed Norsemen, and every death, every stroke of the sword, had extended the rule of the Saxons. Northumbria, I knew, could not survive. She was too small. The Scots wanted the land, but the Scots had other enemies; they were fighting the Norsemen of Strath Clota and of the Isles, and those enemies distracted King Constantin. The Norse of Ireland were fearsome, but could rarely agree on one leader, though that did not stop their dragon-headed ships crossing the Irish Sea bringing warriors to settle on Northumbria’s wild western coast. The Danes were more cautious about Britain now, the Saxons had become too strong, and so the Danish boats went further south in search of easier prey. And the Saxons were getting stronger. So one day, I knew, Northumbria would fall, and it was likely, in my judgement, to fall to the Saxons. I did not want that, but to fight against it was to draw a sword against fate, and if that fate was inevitable, and I believed it was, then it was better that Æthelstan should inherit Wessex. Ælfweard was my enemy. His family hated me, and if he took Northumbria he would bring the whole might of Saxon Britain against Bebbanburg. Æthelstan had sworn to protect me, as I had sworn to protect him.
‘He’s using you!’ Eadith had told me bitterly when I confessed to her that I had sworn to kill Æthelhelm the Younger on King Edward’s death.
‘Æthelstan is?’
‘Of course! And why are you helping him? He’s not your friend.’
‘I like him well enough.’
‘But does he like you?’ she had demanded.
‘I swore an oath to protect him.’
‘Men and oaths! You think Æthelstan will keep his oath? You believe he won’t invade Northumbria?’
‘Not while I live.’
‘He’s a fox!’ Eadith had said. ‘He’s ambitious! He wants to be King of Wessex, King of Mercia, King of East Anglia, king of everything! And he doesn’t care who or what he destroys to get what he wants. Of course he’ll break his oath! He never married!’
I stared at her. ‘What has that to do with it?’
She had looked frustrated. ‘He has no love!’ she had insisted and looked puzzled by my lack of understanding. ‘His mother died giving birth to him.’ She made the sign of the cross. ‘Everyone knows the devil marks those babies!’
‘My mother died giving birth to me,’ I retorted.
‘You’re different,’ she had said. ‘I don’t trust him. And you should stay here when Edward dies!’ That had been her final word, spoken bitterly. Eadith was a strong, clever woman, and only a fool ignores such a woman’s advice, yet her anger aroused a fury in me. I knew she was right, but I was stubborn, and her resentment only made me more determined to keep the oath.
Finan had agreed with Eadith. ‘If you go south I’ll come with you,’ the Irishman had told me, ‘but we shouldn’t be going.’
‘You want Æthelhelm to live?’
‘I’d like to poke his eyeballs out by shoving Soul-Stealer up his rotten arse,’ Finan had said, speaking of his sword. ‘But I’d rather leave that pleasure to Æthelstan.’
‘I swore an oath.’
‘You’re my lord,’ he had said, ‘but you’re still a bloody fool. When do we leave?’
‘As soon as we hear of Edward’s death.’
For a year I had been expecting one of Æthelstan’s warriors to come from the south bringing news of a king’s death, but three days after I had first spoken with Æthelwulf a priest came instead. He found me in Bebbanburg’s harbour where Spearhafoc, newly repaired, was being launched. It was a hot day and I was stripped to the waist, helping the men who pushed the sleek hull down the beach. At first the priest did not believe I was Lord Uhtred, but Æthelwulf, who was with me and who was dressed as a nobleman, assured him I was indeed the ealdorman.
King Edward, the priest told me, still lived, ‘God be praised,’ he added. The priest was young, tired, and saddle sore. His horse was a fine mare, but like the rider she was dusty, sweat-soaked, and bone weary. The priest had ridden hard.
‘You rode all this way to tell me the king still lives?’ I asked harshly.
‘No, lord, I rode to bring you a message.’
I heard his message, and next day, at dawn, I went south.
I left Bebbanburg with just five men for company. Finan, of course, was one, while the other four were all good warriors, sword-skilled and loyal. I left the priest who had brought me the message in Bebbanburg and told my son, who had returned from the hills and was to command the garrison while I was away, to guard him well. I did not want the priest’s news spreading. I also gave my son instructions to keep Æthelwulf as an honoured prisoner. ‘He might be an innocent fool,’ I said, ‘but I still don’t want him riding south to warn his brother that I’m coming.’
‘His brother will know anyway,’ Finan had said drily. ‘He already knows you’re sworn to kill him!’
And that, I thought as I pounded the long road to Eoferwic, was strange. Æthelstan and I had sworn oaths to each other and agreed to keep those oaths secret. I had broken that agreement by telling Eadith, Finan, my son, and his wife, but I trusted all of them to keep the secret. So if Æthelhelm knew, then Æthelstan must have told someone, who, in turn, had told Æthelhelm of the threat, and that suggested there were spies in Æthelstan’s employment. That was no surprise, indeed I would have been astonished if Æthelhelm did not have men reporting to him from Mercia, but it did mean my enemy
