nursery window, which was likewise closed. We heard nothing more. After a minute he crossed the street, and picked up the slice of bread. Now in those days bread was precious, exceedingly. The poor folk rarely got it; they lived on rye or meal. John Halifax had probably not tasted wheaten bread like this for months: it appeared not, he eyed it so ravenously; — then, glancing towards the shut door, his mind seemed to change. He was a long time before he ate a morsel; when he did so, it was quietly and slowly; looking very thoughtful all the while.
As soon as the rain ceased, we took our way home, down the High Street, towards the Abbey church — he guiding my carriage along in silence. I wished he would talk, and let me hear again his pleasant Cornish accent.
“How strong you are!” said I, sighing, when, with a sudden pull, he had saved me from being overturned by a horseman riding past — young Mr. Brithwood of the Mythe House, who never cared where he galloped or whom he hurt —“So tall and so strong.”
“Am I? Well, I shall want my strength.”
“How?”
“To earn my living.”
He drew up his broad shoulders, and planted on the pavement a firmer foot, as if he knew he had the world before him — would meet it single-handed, and without fear.
“What have you worked at lately?”
“Anything I could get, for I have never learned a trade.”
“Would you like to learn one?”
He hesitated a minute, as if weighing his speech. “Once I thought I should like to be what my father was.”
“What was he?”
“A scholar and a gentleman.”
This was news, though it did not much surprise me. My father, tanner as he was, and pertinaciously jealous of the dignity of trade, yet held strongly the common-sense doctrine of the advantages of good descent; at least, in degree. For since it is a law of nature, admitting only rare exceptions, that the qualities of the ancestors should be transmitted to the race — the fact seems patent enough, that even allowing equal advantages, a gentleman’s son has more chances of growing up a gentleman than the son of a working man. And though he himself, and his father before him, had both been working men, still, I think, Abel Fletcher never forgot that we originally came of a good stock, and that it pleased him to call me, his only son, after one of our forefathers, not unknown — Phineas Fletcher, who wrote the “Purple Island.”
Thus it seemed to me, and I doubted not it would to my father, much more reasonable and natural that a boy like John Halifax — in whom from every word he said I detected a mind and breeding above his outward condition — should come of gentle than of boorish blood.
“Then, perhaps,” I said, resuming the conversation, “you would not like to follow a trade?”
“Yes, I should. What would it matter to me? My father was a gentleman.”
“And your mother?”
And he turned suddenly round; his cheeks hot, his lips quivering: “She is dead. I do not like to hear strangers speak about my mother.”
I asked his pardon. It was plain he had loved and mourned her; and that circumstances had smothered down his quick boyish feelings into a man’s tenacity of betraying where he had loved and mourned. I, only a few minutes after, said something about wishing we were not “strangers.”
“Do you?” The lad’s half amazed, half-grateful smile went right to my heart.
“Have you been up and down the country much?”
“A great deal — these last three years; doing a hand’s turn as best I could, in hop-picking, apple-gathering, harvesting; only this summer I had typhus fever, and could not work.”
“What did you do then?”
“I lay in a barn till I got well — I’m quite well now; you need not be afraid.”
“No, indeed; I had never thought of that.”
We soon became quite sociable together. He guided me carefully out of the town into the Abbey walk, flecked with sunshine through overhanging trees. Once he stopped to pick up for me the large brown fan of a horse-chestnut leaf.
“It’s pretty, isn’t it? — only it shows that autumn is come.”
“And how shall you live in the winter, when there is no out-of-door work to be had?”
“I don’t know.”
The lad’s countenance fell, and that hungry, weary look, which had vanished while we talked, returned more painfully than ever. I reproached myself for having, under the influence of his merry talk, temporarily forgotten it.
“Ah!” I cried eagerly, when we left the shade of the Abbey trees, and crossed the street; “here we are, at home!”
“Are you?” The homeless lad just glanced at it — the flight of spotless stone-steps, guarded by ponderous railings, which led to my father’s respectable and handsome door. “Good day, then — which means good-bye.”
I started. The word pained me. On my sad, lonely life — brief indeed, though ill health seemed to have doubled and trebled my sixteen years into a mournful maturity — this lad’s face had come like a flash of sunshine; a reflection of the merry boyhood, the youth and strength that never were, never could be, mine. To let it go from me was like going back into the dark.
“Not good-bye just yet!” said I, trying painfully to disengage myself from my little carriage and mount the steps. John Halifax came to my aid.
“Suppose you let me carry you. I could — and — and it would be great fun, you know.”
He tried to turn it into a jest, so as not to hurt me; but the tremble in his voice was as tender as any woman’s — tenderer than any woman’s Iever was used to hear. I put my arms round his neck; he lifted me safely and carefully, and set me at my own door. Then with another good-bye he again turned to go.
My heart cried after him with an irrepressible cry. What I said I do not remember, but it caused him to return.
“Is there anything more I can do for you, sir?”
“Don’t call me ‘sir’; I am only a boy like yourself. I want you; don’t go yet. Ah! here comes my father!”
John Halifax stood aside, and touched his cap with a respectful deference, as the old man passed.
“So here thee be-hast thou taken care of my son? Did he give thee thy groat, my lad?”
We had neither of us once thought of the money.
When I acknowledged this my father laughed, called John an honest lad, and began searching in his pocket for some larger coin. I ventured to draw his ear down and whispered something — but I got no answer; meanwhile, John Halifax for the third time was going away.
“Stop, lad — I forget thy name — here is thy groat,
