White Nightgown. Megan Gannon

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tides pull.

      Are you there, Kyle?

      He was singing in a cartoon.

      You have fourteen days

      before lunar night turns to lunar noon.

      Have you heard, Kyle?

      He was hardly in a car ever.

      I’m still ringing through loose strata.

      Laika needs a lullaby and you

      used to pet my dog’s soft ears.

      Shade

      Fingernails under wallpaper

      scratching sound like palpable

      air, scatter-pattern of hands

      behind your headboard, the face

      you’re sure—a third floor

      window, the peripheral whisked

      looking in—what don’t you

      believe? A boy the color

      of a lightbulb cowering

      in the corner of an old

      hotel or rounding a wind-licked

      house in full flee. Not eyes,

      not corpuscles or corpses. The stain

      of shape. The sand-scrubbed

      rubbed-thin trace of veinery

      pressed into stone. A violence

      so shattering, his body not bulwark

      or ballast enough, the spirit

      jerks loose and imprints itself,

      releasing his huddled, focused fear

      like dust from a hung rug.

      Skin icing over nerve, you want

      to believe feeling evaporates, leaves

      nothing, not even

      a wet mark. Emotion a scrim

      like early morning mist or just morning

      touching bodies in their beds.

      The Dead, Dreaming

      In this half-gleam

      we don’t

      sleep, but glisten

      continuously.

      Where the light

      might

      —we catch, sheet

      lifted and bit

      in the pin.

      Does it concern you, this

      being of one body?

      Consider

      hair, how much of it

      is wind, how the wind

      tatters

      to tendrils and the tendrils

      touch.

      To be inside such

      opalescence,

      skin of milkglass, with inmost

      listening the bridge of evening

      and a child’s lost progress

      past us

      disquiets.

      Dreaming, her one foot

      leaving, we cling.

      We would air her

      nothingness

      among us, safe

      from the brightness,

      the pulsing,

      and the pocket of eggs

      seed

      deep in our teeth.

      Before the flickered windows,

      daily dirtying of [] pages,

      [] murmured words

      you’ve tried so hard to inherit.

      Myth

      She of the unwritten

      question, and he who plucked

      her lambent answers

      into hymn.

      Who’d twined her with a strummed

      thrumming and taught

      her tightening eyes how a self

      from all its hemmed-in skin,

      insistent listening,

      can unhinge.

      Now outside of her

      smallness,

      following.

      She owed him

      his hunger, the chance

      to diminish her.

      Or diminish from him, and to her

      some air,

      the sound that flows on the grey hills

      and gathers, alluvial in rooms.

      She was learning how to be

      limitless,

      a scented stain, a tarnish

      wandering, child

      wading for the first time eternal

      into the far glittering

      where

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