the charter school takeover. Then the black woman takes the microphone.
“My name is Gillian Sparks. In the city of North Forks, where I live, everyone goes to public school. Except for kids like my son Scott, who are lucky enough to win the lottery and go to a Victory Academy school. You should have seen how big Scott’s eyes were the first day of kindergarten. His classroom was fresh, painted in bright colors. There were stacks and stacks of educational supplies, all kinds of shiny electronic equipment, even a mini-library filled with brand-new books.”
She pauses, brings a bottle of water to her lips, and takes a drink. The parents gathered with Peter near the front cheer and raise their pro-charter-school signs higher. No wonder they’re excited. Our mayor plans to turn over all the Monrow City schools to CSCH, so there will be no lottery. All their children will get to go to bright, shiny schools like Victory Academy.
“But, on the first day of kindergarten,” Gillian Sparks continues, “my son got detention for not being orderly in the halls.” She furrows her brow and runs her tongue over her upper lip. “I thought that was a bit harsh for a five-year-old, but since self-discipline is at the core of the Victory Academy model, I figured they were making that clear from day one. Then Scott kept getting detention again and again, for one reason or another. He started having emotional meltdowns in the mornings. He complained of stomachaches. He said the teacher made him and three other black boys sit in the back, separate from the rest of the class. He thought they must be contagious, because one by one, the other boys stopped coming to school, and he became afraid he would be the next one to get sick.”
I scan the crowd, see expressions of growing concern and anger, parental arms tightening around the shoulders of their young children. Some people standing with Peter have lowered their signs.
“I went to see what was going on”—the microphone squeals, and Gillian Sparks moves back a few inches—“and it was like a military camp in the school. Children walked the halls like silent robots. No one laughed or even smiled, not even the teachers.”
I glance at J. B., who is busy writing in the little notepad he always carries with him. Fragmented memories from almost forty years ago when I taught third grade in the Bronx flash through my head. The teacher across the hall from my classroom treated his students like army recruits in boot camp.
“The principal said my son was incapable of learning and behaving. She wanted him gone. What could I do? I saw how he was being damaged. When I transferred him to a public school, he said, ‘I’m sorry I failed kindergarten, Mom.’” A collective gasp ripples through the crowd. “Then he asked if they didn’t want him at Victory Academy because he had some disease or if it was because he was bad. I’ll never forget that.” She digs in her pocket for a tissue and blows her nose.
“But.” She holds up her hands. “My son’s story doesn’t end there. He did well in the public school. They understood him. They worked with him. He’s still rambunctious, but he’s happy and creative.”
Gillian Sparks walks off the stage to raucous applause and whistles. “How do we protect our children?” someone in the crowd shouts.
“Just say no,” someone responds.
The sign-waving crowd goes wild, with people chanting, “Just Say No! Just Say No! Just Say No!” My adrenaline is pumping and I’m about ready to join in when J. B. taps me on the shoulder.
“Want to go for coffee?” He slips the notepad into his pocket.
I nod, satisfied that the rally has been successful and that I’ve done my part for the day. I hand my sign to someone else as we jostle our way through the throng of people standing shoulder to shoulder and arm in arm, swaying from side to side.
“So, do you miss it?” J.B says, when we emerge from the park and wait for the red light to turn green before crossing the street. He nods to the Health Services Building across from City Hall, where I worked as a foster care supervisor until six months ago. “Do you like being retired?”
“I’m not retired. I resigned, remember?” I pause, give myself a minute to think about his question. “I miss it when I think about the kids, you know, and the workers. But I’m still trying to reform that system, and to save our public school system, too.”
“Why am I not surprised,” he says with a grin and a shake of his head.
Inside the coffee shop, we find a small round table for two by the door. J. B. hangs his coat over the back of the chair. He stands and watches me sit down and tuck my short, jean-clad legs and knee-high boots under the chair, then unzip my jacket and adjust the cowl neck of my gray cashmere sweater—another consignment-store find.
“So, you want the usual?” he asks. I nod, and he heads for the counter.
I tuck in a couple loose strands of hair that have escaped from the soft gray bun at the back of my head. Then I start to sort through sections of today’s edition of the New York Times on the table. I push the business and sports sections off to the side and leaf through the arts and entertainment section, make a mental note of some Broadway shows I’d like to see, even though I haven’t been to New York in years. Then I pick up the front section and turn the pages until a headline on page five jumps out at me.
“Dead Body Found in Rubble of Demolished Bronx Elementary School.”
I fold the page back and read the first sentence of the article. “Last month P.S. 457 in the Bronx was demolished to make way for a new school.”
I blink, read the sentence again. P.S. 457. That’s where I taught third grade in the mid-1960s. I hold my breath and keep reading.
The mountain of rubble had been cleared away and the excavation crew was pulverizing the last of the concrete base when they discovered a child’s body, likely a boy, estimated to have been of elementary school age.
A wave of nausea comes over me. I grab onto my elbows and squeeze my arms against my chest.
The body may have been buried under the basement floor, and later cemented over, three or four decades ago.
The words blur, move deeper and deeper into the page as if disappearing down a cave. The voices, other sounds in the coffee shop, are a distant hum to the shouting in my head. A dead child. Likely a boy. My school. When I was there. I tighten my hold on the edge of the paper and stare at my hands, my wrinkles and age spots, my misshapen, arthritic fingers.
“Are you all right?”
J. B.’s voice startles me. The bright lights in the coffee shop burn my eyes. A gust of freezing air from the open door leaves me shivering and rubbing my hands together. Cold irritates my arthritis.
“What is it, Sylvia? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
I stare down at the squiggles and other illegible marks in the New York Times, my hands gripping the newspaper like a vise.
J. B. sits down across from me. He leans forward, reaches for the paper, pries my fingers off one by one.
“What were you reading?”
“The school... in the Bronx,” I whisper.
“Hmm, it’s written by Daniel Leacham,” he says. “Must be important.” He tips his head and starts to read—some of the words to himself, some of them out loud. “‘Dead body found... P.S. 457... demolished... likely
