with a tarp.
On the other hand, the fact that she didn’t feel well meant that she never fully realized the extent of her loss. She’d always loved the water: baths, swimming pools, freezing lakes, and seas. Here in the warm waters of this ocean, she would have discovered one more version of the element to love. A version even I loved. I thought of her as I submerged, the waves against my eardrums, and how her musician’s ear would appreciate the thrumming of multiple lifeforms underwater like a percussive line from her favourite rock band.
My glimpses of the ocean had been brief before: the Pacific seen from Vancouver, frigid water up to my knees, the ride on the ferry, the cliff past Mile 0 in Victoria on one of the yearly cross-country trips or the Atlantic from our perch on a huge weathered rock close to Peggy’s Cove, a country’s breadth away. As for Florida — the Quebeckers’ promised land — and its shoreline, we’d never been. Papi felt no need to introduce us to the land of the gringos. But in Xihuatanejo, during the short time I had before it was decided for Faith’s sake that the two of us should head back, I saw the ocean like never before.
I had only ever seen its surface, from the shore or the shallows or the deck of a ferry, and thought the fascination it exercised came from the waves, the tides, the seagulls, and washed-up shells. But this time, thanks to the snorkel gear - the tubes, masks, and life vests our mother’s friends kept in a rattan chest — I was able to see the soul of the ocean and, for me, the never-before-dreamed-of life hidden there: coral reef and brilliant fish instead of surface sameness. Such a shame that a glimpse was all I had.
Mom swam ahead of me, pointing, taking my arm. Every once in a while, she’d hold her thumb up, a sign for me to lift my head out of the water, she had something to say. The resurfacings that I instigated were much more spontaneous, triggered by a mouthful of water I’d let into my tube, or stinging pupils from leaking goggles — a little spit served to solve that.
Each time we broke the surface, I was reminded of the mother killer whale and calf we saw with Papi off the West Coast, the way they crested the waves of the Georgia Strait in unison. So unlike Mom and me — the two of us had none of the killer whales’ grace.
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