“And Luiz, the driver?”
“I don’t know. I haven’t seen the autopsy report. In any event, the body was blown to bits.”
David beaten? Tortured? What on earth for? For what purpose? Revolted, Juliette left the office. She so wanted to share her distress and horror with someone, Béatrice, for example, even Patterson. But she was alone at the hospital. She also desperately needed to sleep, but knew she wouldn’t. From now on, she couldn’t afford to feel tired. She had to be alert, for both of them. In the common room at the end of the corridor, the vending machine spat out the over-sweetened American chocolates that gave her heartburn. Even Toblerone, the one exception, was getting to be too much for her. Dr. Rangarajan said something about sweets, didn’t he? What was it? She couldn’t remember. She slipped the money into the slot and got mint chocolate for a change, the only type she hadn’t yet tasted. She was distracted, and it was no surprise she didn’t notice the man sitting in a high-backed armchair facing away from the door. When she realized it was Max O’Brien, she gave a start.
He got up and smiled: “Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you.” It was a sad smile that showed the fatigue in his face. She noticed the bags under his eyes. He gestured to the chocolate. “I was sure I’d find you here.” She was about to mumble some banality when he added, “I’m sorry I left in a hurry yesterday.”
“Is it true what you said about getting to the bottom of this?”
“What do you know about me?”
“Practically nothing. The black sheep of the family, a repeat criminal. The man of many faces. Béatrice mentioned some horrible things about you. If you’ve done even half the things she says …”
“What about David? What does he say?”
Nothing. Max didn’t exist. In the lead-up to the wedding, his name hadn’t come up once. Worse than dead. At least the dead get mentioned, remembered, but Max? Nothing at all.
“I sent him several emails at the High Commission, but he never answered.”
This was news to her: “What about?”
“Oh, nothing special. I wrote to Béatrice, too. I’m not sure why. It wasn’t to get back into the family; I just wanted to connect. Tell them I was still around. I thought maybe time would win out over the past.” He seemed pained by this. “Just before Philippe went to El Salvador, he made me promise to look out for David. It was stupid. There was no way I could do it, and even if I could, David would never allow it.” He looked away. “When I heard about the bombing, it came back to me. I felt I’d let Philippe down; not taken him seriously. I was wrong. David was all that was most precious to Philippe, even more than Béatrice. Entrusting him to me was Philippe’s way of helping me redeem myself. Do you see what I mean?”
She didn’t really, but let him go on.
“It was an emergency exit. He was showing me a hidden passage, a way back in, unnoticed in the wall and papered over, and all I had to do was open it. I didn’t.”
Juliette was still in a fog, so he went on.
“The explosion is another door, a way out, one more chance, and this time I’m not going to miss it.”
Juliette listened to him soliloquize, his head slightly tilted, till finally he looked up at her. “I’m leaving for New Delhi tonight.”
He expected her to give a start and wade in against him, like Béatrice, for instance (if he dared tell her), but Juliette seemed to go along with it. He realized she was at a loss, that she didn’t trust either Béatrice or Patterson, much less the RCMP or the CBI.
“I want to catch them, too,” she said, finally.
“I’ll help you.”
“Tell me.”
With the police, everything had been dragged out of her painfully and oh-so-slowly, but with Max, it just poured out naturally: first the High Commission and the past frantic days before the Montreal conference at the end of the month, involving government officials and some private companies. The prime goal was to stimulate economic activity between the two countries. Forget about the poor, the lepers, overpopulation, and the caste system. Think economic development, the middle class, and skilled labour.
“Who’s taking part?”
“Every Canadian business already working in India, or those who want to be: information technology, recycling, pharma … then there was Béatrice’s lightning descent.”
“To do what?”
“See her son and empty all the shops in Connaught Place. We took her to the airport two days before the attack. What else? Mrs. Fothergill dropped in uninvited just as we were about to have supper. That persistent Japanese diplomat looking for a squash partner. Didier, the librarian at l’Alliance Française was in a panic …”
“And before Béatrice got there?”
Juliette clammed up. Should she tell him? Was it even relevant?
“Dr. Rangarajan confirmed I was pregnant.”
Max was the last person she ever expected to share that secret with. No one had even breathed his name at her wedding, and now he was her confidant, and Béatrice was still in the dark. The fact was she didn’t even want her mother-in-law to know, though she really ought to tell her. When the time was right. Max had to know that it was because of Béatrice’s invasion that she didn’t have time to tell David; well, that and her stupid decision to wait for “just the right moment.” Besides, he was about to head off to Kathmandu.
Max was intrigued by this. In Nepal, the Canadian Co-operation Office provided support for various development projects. David travelled to Kathmandu from time to time for meetings, get-togethers, and rundowns on the political situation, of course. Things were tense there these days, and Nepal was in a state of civil war, with Maoist guerillas seeking to overthrow the monarchy.
Juliette sighed. She recalled asking David to find a replacement. She hardly saw him as it was: first preparations for the conference, and then he’d be returning to Canada.
“You weren’t coming with him?”
“I’m a teacher. I couldn’t get the time off.”
“And he wouldn’t drop Kathmandu?”
“I couldn’t very well force him.”
“Did you fight about it?”
“No, we never fought.”
Well, sometimes, about having a baby, for instance. It was his idea. Juliette hadn’t wanted one at first. There had been shouting, doors slammed, periods of seemingly endless silence. He absolutely had to have one. She tried to reason with him, but her arguments didn’t stand up: Look, we hardly see each other as it is. And a baby on your first posting … in India …? In her heart of hearts, she felt he was getting round her again. First, she’d followed him to Delhi, then this baby thing. Surely it was his turn to give a little. It had to do with principles or something she didn’t believe in, when in reality, she wanted a child as much as he did.
“So
