it up. I had to. She said she’d fight it to the end, but she won’t. She’ll see the writing on the wall. She’ll resign.”
They stood a moment in silence, and it really was like a death in the family. Not some distant aunt, but a beloved cousin. Leith couldn’t help but blame Dion for the loss. And Giroux. He said, “Was it really worth losing a good officer over that? She made a bad judgment call. Didn’t jump to it quite fast enough. You or I might have done the same in the circumstances.”
Giroux shook her head. “At great expense and difficulty, I pulled in Evangeline Doyle, all the way from Edmonton. What she says fits with Dion’s version, not Spacey’s. It’s not a trivial matter. Spacey lied. She tried to take credit away from Dion and tried to make him look the fool, and in the process she put his life in jeopardy. You can’t turn a blind eye to that kind of behaviour, now, can you?”
“No, ma’am,” Leith agreed.
But it still hurt. There was a sense of deconstruction here, now that the group had shrunk to so few familiar faces, and in an odd way, Leith missed all those who were gone. As for the Law boys, Giroux wondered if Frank would be deemed by the circuit judge to be neither a flight risk nor a danger to the public and would be let go on a condition-laden recognizance. It would be good, she said. For a little while at least the three bears would be together in their home in the woods.
Leith doubted it. Frank might not be a flight risk, but Kiera was still missing, and if her bones lay too close to the surface, somewhere out there in the ever-shrinking snow mass, there was a danger the killer would steal out one night and make sure she was never found.
Dismantle her, scatter her to the winds. And then how would the poor girl ever rest in peace?
Fifteen
Smithers
NOT ALLOWED BACK TO WORK till he got his doctor’s okay, Dion was learning the fine art of being idle. After a solidly overcast week, he opened the drapes one morning and saw the sky had shed its murk and become a broad, dazzling blue vista over Smithers, shot through with sunlight so sharp it made him wince. The stitches in his side were out, but it still hurt when he inhaled too deeply. When he eventually returned to work, they said he’d be put on light duties for at least a month.
It seemed to him that if his duties got any lighter he would turn into a puff of smoke and disappear. Two days ago he’d been sat down for assessment with the Internal Investigations people, but they hadn’t seemed too worried about the Spacey incident or anything else he’d done wrong. They’d asked a few questions, returned his confiscated notebook, nothing said, and basically told him to carry on.
He’d have preferred it if they’d bellowed warnings in his face and slammed down a list of conditions to meet before they’d let him back in the door. Instead there was that eerie silence, and he knew what it amounted to. They were going to gently downsize him till he vanished.
He didn’t want to go out like that. He looked out the window, up to the snowy peaks. He imagined if a hiker went missing up there, they’d search for a week then call it off. He’d climb so high the winds would batter him to death. So high they wouldn’t find him till he was bits of bone, white and pure. He decided to go for a walk.
A taxi took him to the base of a popular trail that wound up the ski hill just west of Smithers. Up there past the trodden path he would find pure wilderness, he knew, endless peaks and valleys. But even before he left the car he hit a snag, as the heavy-bellied middle-aged native cabbie he’d never met before balked instead of taking his cash. “What, you’re going to walk up the mountain?” the cabbie asked. “Dressed like that? S’a long haul, you know. It’s not Sunday afternoon in Stanley Park, hey.”
“I know. I’m okay.”
“You got no canteen, no provisions. You start walking, you’ll get thirsty, and you’ll look around and realize you’re miles from anything. No Starbucks up there, my friend. It’s dangerous. It’s a full day to the top, and that’s with all the proper gear. Soon as you’re out of the sun it’ll drop below zero. I’ve never seen anyone go up here without a pack.”
“So I’ll go halfway and come down again.”
“You got gloves? No, look at you, man, you don’t even got gloves!”
Dion sat with the passenger door wide open, exasperated. What was the problem? This guy wasn’t his mother, and even if he were, it wouldn’t be her business. “I’ll be okay,” he said again, and stood.
“And how you going to get back to town once you get back to this point, thirsty and hungry and cold? Even right here there’s no good cell service, you know. Let alone up there, you got nothing.”
Dion hadn’t thought it out this far, that the cabbie would report him to the police as a self-destructive lunatic, and they’d come and fetch him, and so much for going out with dignity.
“Tell you what,” the cabbie said. “There’s a road I know, gets you pretty high up the base of the glacier there out past the Johnsons’ farm on the 16. You can do the hike, it’s about three quarters of an hour, to this really spectacular kind of waterfall thing, then you come back down and I’ll pick you up at —” he looked at his watch “— one o’clock. How ’bout it?”
Following the cabbie’s orders, he was driven to a different trailhead, and he walked up a gravelly path fit for geriatrics, passing a few other hikers on the way, who all smiled hello at him. At the top he looked at the glacier and the waterfall and stood on a sightseer’s platform and listened to the wind. The wind slapped him hard but didn’t try to kill him. By the time he arrived back to the parking lot at five minutes to one, he was thirsty, hungry, and numbed. He was grateful when the cab pulled in a few minutes later.
“I brought you some coffee,” the cabbie said. “Knew you’d need it.”
Later, back in his apartment, Dion considered how easily he’d been dissuaded from suicide, and had to accept that he just wasn’t ready for it. He also wondered if the cabbie was just being nice, or really just wanted that big tip he’d ended up getting. His own judgment in all things was bad, following the crash, and one big fear of his was being taken for a sucker. Maybe that was why he thought through everything about four times longer than the average man, and sometimes forgot to say thank you.
While he was eating a late lunch in the silence of his apartment, he decided that the cabbie was for sure happy to get that big tip, but it wasn’t what drove him. Niceness was the purest of motives, in the cabbie’s case. Or caring, or common decency. Just as Scottie Rourke was nice, however off-the-rails he was. And Frank Law seemed like a good man, at least through hearsay. No doubt Kiera was good too. Stella Marshall might have been nice, in the right circumstances. Willy, who’d taught him how to say foolish and rabbit in the Nisga’a tongue, was very nice, and he missed Willy’s early morning company. Bunch of nice people, really.
He thought of Mercy Blackwood. For all her hospitality, she wasn’t nice. It wasn’t just the way she blew off the death of her dog. It went deeper than that. She was worse than not nice. She was just like him, bloodless, heartless, and cold to the touch.
Sixteen
Thaw
LATE MARCH, AND THE GROUND was still frozen, but the snow was on the wane. Spring break-up was washing over the central interior, and 90 percent of logging operations had shut down to ride it out. When Leith
