By the Numbers. James Richardson

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      *

      Eyes, blank or deep,

      a lake

      gone bright dark bright

      (on thin ice giving way—

      one: roll up the window

      two: when the car fills…)

      the fatal-in-seconds

      keen cold of a mirror,

      the blank bright blank

      that any word might,

      any word might not.

      *

      No one my touch

      (that treasurer says)

      can bear and tell

      (apparently did not touch himself).

      *

      Wine so cold it’s nails,

      rings in the glass, poured,

      your ring and its click

      two-three, and click,

      the bar awash

      in digital and silver

      whispers of the disc,

      yes-no, yes

      yes,

      and This

      Just In:

      incredible metals

      the shifting of your silks

      imagines, unimagines,

      the thought-blue

      alloy of your lids,

      the pistol

      chill of your lips

      my lips might freeze to.

      Flashing vehicles, unurgent lounging

      tell you what it’s too late for.

      Don’t rubberneck.

      Don’t look down the front of death’s dress.

      Don’t say that white oblong on a gurney

      looks like a bobsled, looks like room service.

      Don’t say it looks like a man,

      all bright days jarred from his brain

      like droplets from a branch.

      Lest he could not make out my name tag,

      I signed that I was a god, and would eat.

      He brought me, as was meet, utensils,

      but served, Lycaon, pans of scorn: sauté

      of which of the human muscles I won’t say.

      No problem. Nothing I had not imagined

      as vividly as its happening. Whereas a man

      concocts strange sauces for his cruelty

      that he may forget what meat he feasts on:

      thinner and thinner his wife, his pale subjects,

      his guests, ghost-thin, and at last,

      in anesthetic dark, painlessly he tooths

      the sweet flesh from the bones of his own hand.

      All this I knew, without what you call horror,

      but since he meant to horrify, I chose anger,

      and thereafter, it is true, he was a wolf.

      All one to me were his turns and swervings,

      confession, lies, indifference, remorse.

      Say that I showed him heavily how I saw him

      from above: no wanderer but a map, unmoving.

      Though a man thinks he can hide in changes.

      Shoulders and faint sheen

      of lotion, torsion,

      loose dress sliding

      over flanks of glass,

      silks so utterly watery

      splashing, as you click along the shine,

      on left shin right shin, but alas

      the chase is a tired

      and tiring metaphor:

      let’s sit. It is

      your Beauty that is omnipotent,

      and I the god its constant

      victim, automatic

      as the keyboard you reach over

      accidentally typing with a breast

      aaaaiiiiyyyyesssss,

      as the copier you press

      with a page and another page

      that lights again and again your face.

      Hear my song:

      I will walk out of the 14th floor

      and into your ear like a wireless call.

      The bull or swan,

      face rippling as it changes,

      speaks, and for a long, long moment,

      you can’t tell luck from disaster.

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