I Love Artists. Mei-mei Berssenbrugge

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I Love Artists - Mei-mei Berssenbrugge New California Poetry

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Imagoes hatched on thin ice, it's

       their illusion membranes are brighter

       than occluded flesh of interiors

      Membranes have the density

       of an edge, and edges violent as lava

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      All day she walked across the tundra

       He began to drive away obliquely

       at exactly her speed, so she altered

       her angle, aiming above him, as in a current

      He departed in a zone that solidified

       at his whim, so she reached for his hand

       Land cracked with their weight. He seemed

       to reach toward her, a hand like paper

       twisted and folded over, only a surface

       with wan modulations, like a map

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      Then she delicately stepped out

       toward the edge, tenuous as a leaf

       as if waiting for a letter

       but it froze too swiftly before her

       At dusk his voice broke her concentration

       She turned, vexed, and saw he had not spoken.

      from The Field for Blue Corn

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      Certain colors are the conversation

       we held one dusk, that altered

       from the violent afterglow of fresh bones

       to the gray corolla of old ones, only minerals

       As restless matrices in blue sage dissolved

       a horntoad ran under a bush. I insisted it was

       a baby bird. Then a baby bird and a horntoad ran out. Now, on a hill I never noticed between two close ones we've climbed, I see at an altered angle. Some small shift in refraction has set the whole plain trembling and hostile

      4

      I wondered if seasons were invented

       by our brain, which is maternal, to soothe

       chaotic events, since no springs here

       have been alike. Moths swarmed the elm tree

       one year, and bees the next, so I thought

       it was the teeming, but this year is dry

       austere, an anatomical drawing of the heart

       taken from life, inaccurate and scientific

       Branches without leaves over bare ground

       pretend to reveal everything. We revolved

       around ourselves as if we were central, the way

       the earth was, which is not, like this plain

       sun lights between the Taos Mountains and Jemez

       Now, move a little to the west. Seasons are

       an amulet against the heartbreak of things not unique

       dulling loss by flowerings, the columbine

       that died back. A rite of passage is the first

       winter, we need to survive meeting strangers

       as pulsating light and not explosions, the way

       a flower, as “the culmination of a plant”

       expresses its seductive intent

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      Color is an aspect of the light on a face

       and on the pale gash of a washout in the hills

       like spans of window glass on winter sky

       The hue of vapors is revealed through a filter

       of clouds with soulful articulation. We see

       blue shadows on peaks normally glittering

       with snow. I learned the palette

       of diffuse days. Positive tones, finely altered

       are silence and distance. In curtained rooms

       a pulse beats in prisms on the floor

       Other days one goes out adorned and sunburnt

       All the more precious a veined wing

       Undiluted brightness is an aspect with heroic

       edges, in spite of common immersion in sun

       as from the lover's face, veiled or aggressive

       along a large but rhythmic wave. As with

       land, one gets a sense of the variations

       though infinite, and learns to make references

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      Please stay a little longer, at least

       until the garden is turned, our old whimsical

       siege on arid land, where I have seen snow peas

       and columbine, even though not inert growth

       Extra effort to keep a flowering vine as it is

       entropy, is locked into our memory, since

       we'd naively assumed flowering was natural

       A sprout against its seed coat is the first

       battle, after the one with air. All the seeds

       seem to fall near the enemy. If I have failed

       to grow herbs in a knot, as in English gardens

       some motley hardy ones may take, and buckle

       the topsoil with incompatible roots. Please

       stay. Help me pace out the field for blue corn

       If a winter has seemed to pass as only our shadows

       on a rough wall, weren't they blank and rough

       as apple petals blown over and over each other

      

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