up another stone. He stepped forward. Ofir gripped his rifle, bent his knees, braced to dance around like a soldier-clown again. Face twisting from the effort, the boy hurled the stone. It flew. Ofir could see it. Then he couldn’t. He jerked to the left, the right, and, jumping back, took it right in the chin.
He buckled forward, retching. No pretending it didn’t hurt this time. Dark blood dripped onto the dirt, the dirt his stepfather liked to say these two peoples had been fighting over since the Book of Kings. He brought his fingers to his chin. He was going to need stitches.
Gadi laid his hand on his back. “Ofir, you all right?”
Ofir raised his head. The Palestinian boy came into sharp focus as the rest of the world, Gadi’s voice, the burning tires, the wailing alarms, even the sun itself, receded. Now there really was only him and the boy. The Palestinian boy was everything. He fucked up his chin, killed his father, made his mom a fat tearful mess. Even put his grandmother in Treblinka. Why? Because the Palestinian boy in his stupid I’M A HOT DOG, MAN! T-shirt became the face of the undying hate for the Jews. Everything that kept him from his fucking piano.
Dan placed his hand on his shoulder. “Go to the police station and sit it out.”
Ofir stared at the boy, and the boy stared back with an expression that said, Your move.
“Nu, Ofir. Go to the station . . .”
Dan’s words trailed behind him. He was running. Running like water after a dam breaks. Running like blood through the veins. And it felt so good. Free. It took the boy three or four seconds to realize what was happening and make a break for it. If he was going to catch the boy, it had to be before the kasbah, and that wasn’t going to be easy, weighed down by all this gear. The boy stumbled on a rusty exhaust pipe, and Ofir gained a few yards.
He was reaching out for the hot dog T-shirt when the boy ran into the shade of the kasbah. Ofir jogged to a halt and watched the boy beat it down the cobblestoned alleyway. He stood with his heart pounding, not ready to stop running, to calm down, to turn around and go back to the usual hell. He flipped out the rubber cartridges, chambered in a live round, and ran into the kasbah.
The shouts and sirens of the riot were dampened inside. The cool air smelled of cumin and wet stone. Ofir dodged a woman in a black robe and white headscarf. Otherwise the street was deserted. All the men and boys were at the riot, the women and girls indoors. Ofir didn’t glance behind to see if he was being followed; he didn’t want to know.
The boy was nowhere in sight. He must have taken the first turn off the alleyway. This lane was even narrower, cooler, covered by a blue tarpaulin that glowed with sunlight. The old stone walls and the steel grids lowered over the store entrances were scrawled with red, green, and black graffiti. Ofir glimpsed the boy disappearing to the left and charged, though he no longer knew what he was going to do if he caught up to him.
Shouts and footfalls echoed behind him. Ofir searched for a place to hide. He ran to a wood door that was slightly ajar. He ducked inside, praying no one was in there. He closed the door and, panting, tiptoed backward in the darkness. No windows, no lamps, it was too black to see. The sliver of brightness along the door’s edge provided the only light.
He huddled in a corner. He was never going to catch the boy now, and he didn’t care. He didn’t want to fight him anymore, risk busting up his fingers. The anger was gone. The fear back. He’d never been so scared. The best he could do was wait until the footsteps passed and pray he made it out of the kasbah alive.
When Ofir’s eyes adjusted, he found himself surrounded by mirrors—piled against the walls, hanging from the ceiling, skinny mirrors framed by iron vines, square mirrors bordered by tiles, round mirrors in brass fretwork. Ofir was wondering if he could take a small mirror as a memento of having been in this magical forbidden place, having survived it, when his gaze fell on the boy. He too was backed into a dark corner. His widened eyes reflected the door’s sliver of light, the door that stood dead center between them.
The boy didn’t move. Didn’t even blink. Ofir kept equally still. The boy looked like he couldn’t believe Ofir was here any more than Ofir could. They surveyed each other—the boy afraid Ofir would shoot, Ofir afraid the boy would scream and in moments he would be surrounded by Arabs.
He tightened his grip on his rifle. Oh, God. What should he do? He could shoot the boy and run for it. What if it were the other way around? What if he, the Jew, were unarmed in the corner and the Arab had the gun? What then? He would shoot him, wouldn’t he? Would he? He didn’t know. Didn’t matter. He didn’t want to shoot the boy. How had he ended up here? All he wanted now was to take a small mirror and get the hell out. He wanted to live. He wanted to finish his composition. But who knew what the Palestinian boy wanted?
Eyeing the boy, Ofir slowly rose from his corner. The boy stiffened. Ofir let go of his rifle and raised his palms in the air. The M-16 hung in front of him as they searched each other’s eyes. The boy’s face relaxed.
Ofir kept one hand in the air and reached his other hand into his pants pocket. The boy, nervous again, jumped to his feet. Ofir pulled out a twenty-shekel bill, and the boy watched with a furrowed brow as Ofir laid the money on the counter and picked up a mirror the size of a dessert plate. Ofir held the mirror up to the boy, as if to ask his permission, and the boy shook his head. With a raised finger, the boy walked around the darkness, inspecting the mirrors. He lifted one from the wall, one that was slightly larger, the size of a dinner plate, bordered by red and blue tiles, and held it out to Ofir. Ofir took it, tucked it under his armored vest, and stuffed his green army shirt back into his pants. He gave the boy one last look before slipping out the shallow door.
He bolted down the street, heart pounding against the mirror. Turning the corner, he found his unit holding back a small crowd.
“What?” Dan screamed at him. “Are you fucked in the head?”
Ofir had never seen his commander so incensed. Gadi’s eyes shone with terror as he pointed his M-16 left and right at the shouting throng. Yaron’s rifle trembled, and Shai’s face was flushed, sweaty, as he squinted down his barrel; if he shot someone, Ofir would have that on his conscience. Dan ordered the soldiers to push through the people, but the angry mob wouldn’t break apart for them.
People shouted: “Where’s the boy? He’s killed the boy!”
Dan’s face reddened. “Don’t make me shoot! I’m going to shoot! I’m about to shoot!”
The crowd broke open enough to let them through.
The soldiers ran behind Dan down the labyrinthine alleys. They didn’t say a word. Just moved. As they bolted down the last passage toward the sunlight of the square and the noise of the riot, Ofir had to fight not to laugh. It was wrong to have endangered his unit, and the Palestinians they might have hurt to rescue him, but he loved the mirror tucked under his vest. He loved that moment he and the boy had in the dark room, as miraculous as that handshake on the White House lawn. He felt ready to inherit the world. The new century. His century, which promised to be so much better than the last one.
The sunburst at the end of the dim alley wasn’t just the sunlight of the square, but life, and Ofir was running headlong into it, wishing time would hurry up already, the way his mother claimed only a seventeen-year-old would. It felt like if he just kept on running and breathing in the good feeling, he would soon outrun gravity and take leave of the cobblestones. His chest ached as if his soul were too big for his body, and all at once he knew what was missing from his composition. Not fear. It was this ache. The ache of feeling like you should be taking leave of the cobblestones, but you’re not. The ache of gravity.
