Sign with Convergent Nested Elements
7 What Starlight Has Become in the Moving Trees
8 Hospice
9 The Heron Rookery
10 Kayak
11 The Ross Giant Cedars
12 Counting the Senses
13 Low Tide Pictograph, Made of Seaweed, With Headdress, Dancing
14 Geography Lesson
15 The Emerging Field of Image Theory
16 The Wounded Bird
17 Moon of the Visible Nests
18 Frosted Marsh
19 The Bridge
20 Crossing the Winter Dream
21 Translation
22 Moving Pictograph: Parenthetical Signs of Spring
1 III.
1 The Missouri Breaks
2 Traveling Pictographs: Eagle Creek
3 Madison Buffalo Jump
4 Pictograph: The Falling Buffalo
5 The Ground, Which is Only Heavy Wind
6 The Difference Between Loneliness and Solitude
7 Petroglyph: The Hoofprint Tradition
8 The Black Calf
9 Eagle Tree
10 Thunderbird
11 Thunder Egg
12 The Phenomenology of Fire
13 Past Life with Wooly Mammoth
14 Powder River Battlefield
15 Questioning the Dead
16 What Does Calm Say
17 Petroglyph: Castle Gardens
18 Rockslide
19 Invisible Petroglyph
I.
Prior to writing as a form of possession what lights and shadows swept the walls.
SARAH GRIDLEY
OUTSIDE THE LITTLE CAVE SPOT
The opening to the world is lopsided, irregular, dipping down like a lock of hair over someone’s eye. Outside the cave: liquid gold, silver. Inside: as if flesh had been scraped off. Of the many ancient virtues, hope is the one you almost forgot. Limestone so dry and jagged, so pockmarked, it could cut your skin. It stops you. Like a clock stops: you are here. From inside, you see that you are often unkind to others. You shake hands without taking off your gloves. There is a motor of living water outside your ear. Little socket, the earth is frozen, cold and skinny and breaking down. You could lean out and lend your warmth to it. You sit here and the cries are muffled. You worry how, in the matter of a single letter reversed, a bit of food during a fast, a shade too dark for the sky-paint, sacred can turn scared and cause harm. This is how large you are. A thumbprint in a cliff. How much you are asked to keep in mind.
PICTOGRAPH: AVALANCHE MOUTH
We didn’t know what we were seeing, and so, saw less. Red lightly painted over the surface. They showed themselves like the animals do, only in certain light. It was an empty place we visited, and then they filled it. The coaxing of figures, as if out of a dream, from the corners of dream into the open: handprints, finger-lines, a turtle. Meander outside the area of recent spalls. Dark and cold this time of year, in the canyon, and we were sullen, increasing the severity of where we are. A crazy mean lost culture, blue going in the wrong direction. Always interfering with something sacred still going on. Deer-sex in the interior: one must move by touch. The walk-through pictograph in the making. Ever since we were born, we could imagine these still and silent fields. Deer positioned on top of hay mounds in the safe zones.
PICTOGRAPH: THE RED DEER PLACE
Close to the river, rain-clear near its shore: seven doe, rose-orange. A mother with a fawn. One starburst. A hundred tally marks. A kind of feather. Clear water, red lacquer of the bare dogwood branches, the shale muted, mixed, spirit tempered with blood. Rock-blood, which is a flower shade, more silent, safer. Your mother is entering a timelessness on the edge of death. A light source so distant we feel auxiliary. Yet a loud thrumming of our ears against the gates. Why do whitetail deer have a white tail that could so easily betray them? Does it bind them like knots in a rope at night or in the confusion of flight from harm? The white is not so bright in the broken tines of hoarfrost, the penciled-in trunks of aspen that fall in lines like faults or fences, yet these look like deer bodies, too. It is perhaps the heathering, the empty space between the colors. A fading language that might be bridge to our existence here.
THE SHAMAN’S CAVE
Up in long steps through heat to heat, each tree a station where we recover. O, un-diseased trees, who hold a place for us. That the earth was such a place. Place your hand there. Or rather, there were pools here, but they are dry now, smeared with guano. From this nest, Thou directs. The cold winds leap. Our valley, murderous, far below. Unnatural green of our truck and of our pasturage. Is this the state of our interior—barren? Is this where the waxwing song—plummets? All people still dream. The thresholds appear, arcs stained with hematite, red ochre. Which give way to zigzags and stars. Until the line that divides the world in two snaps. Until we lose all courage before this cause. From deep within, something tosses the tops of the highest trees. We are without shields. Intrinsic lack of the right weapon: possible bear, possible star figure, possible god.
CHICKADEES AND THEIR ALLIES
The flower chart expresses in concise and graphic form the general lines of evolution from the ancestral buttercups, silverberry, sow thistle, goosefoot. The larger rocks crowd together in the downward stream. Water buffalo, bottom-feeding with their snouts. Patterned with lichen, the shadow of a chartreuse beard. They say, you, wading there, are like an ant, a speck of dust. You, who are busy and then gone. And the cloud cover? Eccentric. Who rose at six to paint a second coat of ocher on the walls. A staging ground, where we eat our lunch, scatter tobacco. I am trying to find out what bird accompanied us from the cave, a black-and-white one, but was it wagtail or eastern kingbird? Enigmatic birds, like people, like rocks—who knows what are their shields or what protects them? Four grosbeaks land out of nowhere, like dried leaves, with citrine veils. I mistake the raindrops on aspen limbs for buds.
THE SENTIENCE OF ROCKS
