Surrendering Oz. Bonnie Friedman
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ALSO BY BONNIE FRIEDMAN
Writing Past Dark: Envy, Fear, Distraction and Other Dilemmas in the Writer’s Life (HarperCollins)
The Thief of Happiness: The Story of an Extraordinary Psychotherapy (Beacon Press)
“Coming of Age in Book Country” was published in Ploughshares and earned a Pushcart Prize “Special Notice.”
“Surrendering Oz” was published in the Michigan Quarterly Review under the title “Relinquishing Oz: Every Girl’s Anti-Adventure Story” and was chosen for inclusion in The Best American Movie Writing, 1998, and The Practical Stylist with Readings.
“My Gertrude Stein” was published in Sister to Sister (Anchor Books) and in The Thief of Happiness, reprinted by permission of Beacon Press.
“Beauty from the Underworld” was published in About Face (Seal Press, Perseus Books Group).
“The Watcher” was published in Image and named a “Notable Essay” in The Best American Essays, 2012.
“Becoming Visible” was published in Ploughshares.
“In a Room Beside the Sea” was published in Shambhala Sun.
“The Vagabond Queen of Craig’s List” was published in Shambhala Sun and reprinted in Utne Reader. It appeared in The Best Buddhist Writing, 2013.
“The Button King: The Discipline of the Notebook” was published in Image.
“A Summons to Riverdale” was accepted for publication in The Sun (to be published under the title “Final Ceremonies”).
© 2014 by Bonnie Friedman
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Etruscan Press
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Published 2014 by Etruscan Press
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“The Thief of Happiness” by Bonnie Friedman
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Reprinted by permission of Beacon Press, Boston
Metamorphoses translated by A. D. Melville (1986), used by permission of Oxford University Press.
Library of Congress Cataloguing-in-Publication Data
Friedman, Bonnie, 1958-
Surrendering Oz : a life in essays / Bonnie Friedman. -- First edition.
pages cm
ISBN 978-0-9897532-1-0
1. Friedman, Bonnie, 1958- 2. Women authors, American--Biography. 3. Women teachers--United States--Biography. I. Title.
PS3606.R556Z46 2014
814’.6--dc23
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2014015293
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
Sabotage
My Gertrude Stein
Beauty from the Underworld
Becoming Visible
The Watcher
The Masquerade Guest
In a Room Beside the Sea
Beyond Comparison
The Vagabond Queen of Craig’s List
The Button King: The Discipline of the Notebook
A Summons to Riverdale
Afterword: Message from the Shades
Acknowledgments
The woman’s adventure story—unlike the man’s—often involves an episode of coma, a kind of prolonged death-in-life. From the moment I noticed this, as a young woman, it worried me.
In Psyche’s version, which I discovered in my early thirties when I myself felt lost, the woman falls into an enchanted sleep. In Dorothy’s Hollywood portrayal, the Kansas girl collapses while crossing a field of poppies. A saturating torpor descends just after the woman has won her prize—exactly when everything ought to be perfect. After all, she’s achieved what the authority figure said was required. Psyche is supposed to fetch a box of underworld beauty. And she does! Dorothy possesses the witch’s broom, at last! So why does their success