CRAVE
SOJOURN OF A HUNGRY SOUL
© 2015 by Laurie Jean Cannady
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The author has attempted to recreate events, conversations, and spaces from childhood memories and memories recounted to her by family members and friends. Some names have been changed.
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Published 2015 by Etruscan Press
Cover design by Laurie Powers
Cover photo by Rachel Eliza Griffiths
Interior photographs courtesy of Mary Carter
Interior design and typesetting by Susan Leonard
The text of this book is set in Goudy Old Style.
First Edition
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Cannady, Laurie Jean, 1974-
Crave : sojourn of a hungry soul / Laurie Jean Cannady. -- First edition.
pages cm
ISBN 978-0-9903221-4-6
1. Cannady, Laurie Jean, 1974---Childhood and youth. 2. Cannady, Laurie Jean, 1974---Family. 3. African Americans--Virginia--Biography. 4. African American families--Virginia--Biography. 5. African American families--Social conditions--20th century. 6. Virginia--Social conditions--20th century. I. Title.
E185.97.C25A3 2015
306.85’08996073--dc23
2015002581
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To those curvy, unnerving, twist walking, body talking, get-all-up-in-your-face women. Ones who don’t take no crap, even though it’s often tossed at them. Ones making ends meet, when no ends exist. Those ladies can’t nobody stand, ’cause no one understands them. Not many things are dedicated to you. This book is.
“If growing up is painful for the Southern Black girl, being aware of her displacement is the rust on the razor that threatens the throat. It is an unnecessary insult.”
—Maya Angelou, I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings
“A satisfied soul loathes the honeycomb, but to a hungry soul every bitter thing is sweet.”
—Proverbs 27:7
CRAVE
FROM SCRATCHFrom ScratchA Feast in the MakingThe Way It Is DoneThe ReasonsThe CoastMISSING INGREDIENTSMissing IngredientsWhite WashSnow ColdNowhere ManUNNECESSARY ADDITIVESBlack OakLearning CurveNo-No ZoneSIDE DISHES AND ENTREESSide Dishes and EntreesCasualty of WarPrayer ListThe Good ReverendStubbleThe SingerOur SongRESTARTING FROM SCRATCHRestarting from ScratchSweet and SourNew RecipesGuard DutyCool It NowHIDDEN INGREDIENTSNothing New in NewFrom Constitution to QueenOur SecretA Teenage LoveBlind SpotYellow PeaceA MESS OF POTTAGEA BreakLincoln ParkWhen It RainsWondering and WanderingWar of WarsNo Peace in DysfunctionFew Good MenThe Living Doesn’t Get EasierHUNGER PAINSCutting Into a New MeDirt Can Never CleanWe Each Miss HerChicken LittleEarly to RiseFood for ThoughtMALNUTRITIONNever TellReawakeningLemme Show You SomethingPut a Fork in ItEYES BIGGER THAN YOUR STOMACHLife Rang OnMy HappyDull PainGotta Be My Own HealingPretty as PatPatty ChangePURGEMr. Lover ManOn the Next Bus
FROM SCRATCH
From Scratch
A Feast in the Making
The Way It Is Done
The Reasons
The Coast
MISSING INGREDIENTS
Missing Ingredients
White Wash
Snow Cold
Nowhere Man
UNNECESSARY ADDITIVES
Black Oak
Learning Curve
No-No Zone
SIDE DISHES AND ENTREES
Side Dishes and Entrees
Casualty of War
Prayer List
The Good Reverend
Stubble
The Singer
Our Song
RESTARTING FROM SCRATCH
Restarting from Scratch
Sweet and Sour
New Recipes
Guard Duty
Cool It Now
HIDDEN INGREDIENTS
Nothing New in New
From Constitution to Queen
Our Secret
A Teenage Love
Blind Spot
Yellow Peace
A MESS OF POTTAGE
A Break
Lincoln Park
