Psalms for Skeptics. Kent Gramm

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hollow out its core like a nation

      sucking the blood of its poor. Thin marrow

      sipped from their bones, they become dry shadows

      circling to the bottom of a hand cupped

      around a black and blood-stained hole—erupting

      to a supernova—flambeau of gas

      blue, white, red—wild excess!—its shredding flower

      the settling shoulder of Orion’s power.

      Heed, ye heathen!—the heavy torch is passed.

      they murmured in their tents

      They murmured in their tents, some centuries

      before they were Jews—just Joe and Susie

      Blow in the desert: something anybody

      would have done—Arabs, campers, Comanches,

      men, women. A tent is made for murmuring—

      for a muffled, airy cinnamon breeze

      under colored shade, warm afternoon peace—

      made for murmuring and for being heard—

      murmuring like water, murmuring like

      a distant caravan, murmuring like

      people lying looking up at the stars;

      and who in the world do we think we are

      to sleep under these stitches of glittering light?

      he is good

      The Lord is good, and everything is one.

      I can’t believe Nels Mickleson is dead,

      so set my memory of him—face red,

      alive. What do I care for sunken bones,

      stones, or all the comfort under the sun?

      Lord, let me see him on his porch again—

      the one on Ninth Street—but as he was then

      and not in memory. Memory’s done.

      The heart’s done. It’s just a matter of time

      and it will all be done—everything one:

      one old stone in the cold—or in the mind

      of Mr. Mickelson, the universe

      drawing in like sand down the rounding course

      of his life, in that chair, in the sublime.

      Psalm 107

      O give thanks unto the Lord

      I’ve always pictured me as Grampa, sitting,

      remembering, beneath the big old oak

      out back—except that I would be more fit,

      enough to walk downtown and cast a vote

      for Lincoln come back joking from the dead.

      I’d hear pretty good and still have my sight;

      no hardening or hammer in my head.

      “Half dead,” he’d say; “but otherwise all right.”

      I’d take it with that quiet sense of humor

      and know my Norsk without a dictionary;

      and what he would assume, I would assume

      peacefully, without that thousand-yard stare.

      Whatever we were missing would be home.

      Whatever he would wonder I would know.

      My heart won’t let me live that long or see

      that much. My two dry retinas are loose

      already, tacked back down like parchment sewn

      with scabby threads. I hear a dimming fizz

      day and night. I have my first heart attack

      under my belt and under my skin. Nights

      aren’t so good. I’m afraid of being sick.

      If twenty years from now I’m still alive,

      my teeth will be Chinese, I’ll have steel knees,

      and if I still can get around at all

      I’ll scuff from room to room reciting Keats

      and urinating in my pants. My walker

      will say “Kent.” If beauty walks with Jesus,

      someday soon the truth will walk with me.

      He brought them out of darkness and the shadow of death.

      The light. “Move toward the light,” they said. And then,

      the name of Jesus on his lips, he breathed

      his last. The lights and lines on the machines

      unlit, and the last pressure left his hand.

      The circle stood around his bed in light

      they couldn’t see, but they had heard the name

      whispering through the crowd when Jesus came

      healing, casting demons back into night,

      telling the dead what they wanted to hear:

      “Rise; come forth! I am the resurrection

      and the Life.” And then his mouth fell open;

      they shuddered—one of them caressed his hair;

      they wept. He looked at them, adjusted sight,

      rose following the rumor toward the light.

      he satisfieth the longing soul

      The dead man rose—his spirit, that is, rose—

      and regularly is in touch with us

      through mediums,

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