Some Assembly Required depicts with painstaking clarity.
I commonly hear from my patients with chronic pain that “I can only be okay if I take something to relieve my pain,” even when the benefit has become minimal and transient, and with time the effects only diminish further. Like many with chronic pain, Dan truly believed that he couldn’t live without opioids.
With chronic pain comes the experience of suffering, and suffering is often more influential than the pain itself. Twenty-five hundred years ago, the Buddha said: “When touched with a feeling of pain, the ordinary uninstructed person sorrows, grieves, laments, beats his breast, and becomes distraught. So he feels two pains, physical and mental. Just as if they were to shoot a man with an arrow and, right afterward, were to shoot him with another one, so that he would feel the pains of two arrows.” The second arrow is suffering, and that is the overwhelming experience of chronic pain, which is well-characterized in this book.
Fueled by a sense of uniqueness and of being different, helping professionals are often the last to get treatment. With irony and dramatic accuracy, Dan details his parallel journey as a behavioral health/addiction treatment professional and addicted person with all the attendant denial, rationalization, dishonesty, and ambivalence. In describing his process of transcending a professional know-it-all attitude in surrendering to the truth and taking the difficult and necessary steps toward recovery and self-discovery, Dan evidences an honest, self-aware, and realistic view of himself.
Some Assembly Required blends a wonderful matrix of clinical and personal observations about the process of addiction and recovery. It discusses the commonalities between Western psychological theories, certain psychotherapeutic approaches, twelve-step recovery, and Taoism and Buddhism, and provides a comprehensive review of psychological and physical interventions for chronic pain. Dan articulates the complex interplay of thoughts (in the forms of negative self-talk, catastrophization, resistance, and self-judgment) and feelings (such as shame, guilt, anger, fear, depression, and anxiety) associated with his conditions, consistent with what I have observed in many patients who suffer from co-occurring pain and addiction.
As Some Assembly Required conveys, there are cognitive-behavioral and mindfulness-based ways to reduce both physical and emotional pain. Basically, if you think differently about your pain and/or you act differently in response to your pain, you have less pain. This is an important component of our pain recovery model at the Las Vegas Recovery Center and Central Recovery Treatment. Pain recovery is about balance. It involves the way we think, how we cope with feelings, how our body is functioning, and our spirituality. The net result is that people have relationships that are enhanced and much greater involvement in positive actions and behaviors. Nonmedication treatments are really all about movement: exercise, release of tissue adhesions through massage, yoga, chi kung, Reiki’s nontouch, energy work, and acupuncture.
What we see consistently in our program is that people give up opioids, and they go from a state of depression, despondency, and disability to a state of freedom they didn’t think was possible. It is possible to recover from the co-occurring conditions of chronic pain and addiction and live a better life. It can be very tough to get there, but it’s the closest thing to miracle work I’ve ever seen in my thirty-two years of clinical practice.
Some Assembly Required will be of benefit to anyone who struggles with addiction and chronic pain, as well as the professionals who treat them. It is a story of hope and success in the face of disabling illnesses: addiction and chronic pain.
Mel Pohl, MD, FASAM
Vice President of Medical Affairs
Medical Director
Las Vegas Recovery Center
There are many people who have directly and indirectly contributed to this project and my heartfelt appreciation extends to all of them. The task of formalizing this list of acknowledgments is inherently intimidating by virtue of the inevitability of certain omissions. There are many thanks to give.
To Nancy Schenck, Executive Editor of CRP and editor for this project, whose guidance and friendship is a great gift. Clearly, one of the reasons I was brought to Las Vegas was for her to be part of my life and my recovery.
To my other talented CRP teammates: Valerie Killeen, Managing Editor, and my walking partner at work, as well as a walking example of professionalism and humility; Helen O’Reilly, Senior Editor and human dictionary; Daniel Kaelin, Editorial Coordinator and permissions guru; Eliza Tutellier, Assistant Editor, who did a wonderful backup edit for this book; and Patrick Hughes, Sales and Marketing Manager, ace book pimp, and cinematic savant.
To Bob Gray, CRP Publisher, whose efforts facilitate our mission.
To Stuart Smith, whose vision and support make this book and all the important work we do at Central Recovery Press possible.
To Mel Pohl, MD, FASAM, for composing the Foreword to this book. To be able to collaborate on projects such as this with the renowned physician who met me at my nadir is a stirring example of what is possible in recovery.
To Claudia Black, PhD, whose groundbreaking work on dysfunctional family systems I utilized with clients as an addiction treatment professional, for her kind feedback and generous support of this project.
To my most excellent colleagues at Central Recovery and Central Recovery Treatment, especially: Debbie Champine, Joni Baumgart, Doyne Pickett, Bill Peiffer, Paul Hinshaw, Travis Shephard, Tony Carter, Dave Lawrence, Greg Pergament, and Alvin Elliot.
To my informal reviewers, Margie Williams, MA, LPC, dear friend and colleague, whose path and mine have had so much in common; and Beth Kovac, my beautiful (inside and out) partner.
To my mentors in behavioral health, most notably: Wendy Yalowitz, MSW, LCSW, my first post-master’s supervisor from whom I learned so much about the art of psychotherapy; Dave Glaser, MSW, LCSW, my East Coast Grateful Dead concert-going buddy, who taught me the ropes of clinical supervision and administration; and Susan Rubin, PhD, MSW, who showed me what courageous leadership in the face of political pressure looks like, and was instrumental in helping me refine my management skills. Their guidance and support have been an enduring resource.
To Frank Szabo, for the many extensive discussions we had that clarified and enriched my understanding of recovery.
To Phil F, who loved me when I had little capacity to love myself, and foresaw this book long before I ever did.
To Jimmy S, a living example of how to walk a spiritual path, even on burning coals in bare feet.
To Alan Trist at Ice Nine Publishing Company, who immediately and generously granted my request to use Grateful Dead lyrics in chapter epigraphs for this book. I am honored to be able to quote from songs that have meant so much to me and have been so close to my heart for so long.
There is no shortage of autobiographical stories that describe the horrors of addiction. Many of these also depict people’s journeys into recovery. Some of these narrative self-portraits have been painted by those who rose from the ashes of their active addiction to find recovery and go on to become addiction counselors. The usual sequence of events is active addiction to recovery to counselor/therapist/helping professional. This story is a little different. Like no small number of things in my life, I got it ass-backward insofar as I was a behavioral health professional,
