Bloodshot Monochrome. Patience Agbabi

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Siamese Twins

       Eat Me

       Skins

       Yore Just my Type

       Josephine Baker Finds Herself

       Heads

       Man and Boy

       PROBLEM PAGES

       Contributors

       In Joy and Woe

       Two Loves I Have

       A Crowne of Sonnets

       My Light Is Spent

       Queen of Shadows

       Scorn Not the Sonnet

       O for Ten Years . . .

       Not Death, but Love

       Send My Roots Rain

       Not Love but Money

       On ‘The White House’

       Babes in the Basement

       Knew White Speech

       From Africa Singing

       BLOOD LETTERS

       ‘Ruby, the Hypodermic DJ’

       R.A.P.

       Osmosis

       There Was an Old Woman Who Lived in a Shoe

       Step

       In Invisible Ink

       What’s Black and White and Red All Over?

       Not the One They Read To Tell My Fortune

       Lines

       The Exchange

       VICIOUS CIRCLE

       Vicious Circle

       Notes

      SHOTS

       SEEING RED

      1

      Black mum parts my continent of head,

      with glazed black cotton begins to wind

      each division so fiercely my mind

      bleeds black. I can’t close my eyes in bed.

      White mum uses fading navy thread,

      the tension less cruel, more kind

      but the vision colour-blind

      so I see red.

      2

      I read the instructions for shocking-red dye

      (freedom has given me the green light)

      yet bury the evidence under a head-tie

      like the insight

      that I see the world through a red eye

      where blood and heart mean more than black and white.

      a snapshot. Monochrome. A woman

      in a ’60s rayon suit. A knee-length pencil

      skirt and jacket with three-quarter sleeves.

      Hot aqua and a mod original.

      That shade translates to stylish grey. It’s me.

      And on the back, someone’s scrawled in pencil

      Brighton Beach, 1963

      for fun because I wasn’t even thought of

      in 1963. Imagine Rhyl,

      ’82, where the image was conceived

      by someone with good taste, bad handwriting

      and lack of a camera. Yet that negative,

      in our heads only, was as sharp and real

      as the suit so out of fashion it was in.

      We two sip wine outside a Jo’burg café.

      Soweto’s bloody dangerous, don’t gotill it’s over she says. I don’t respond.

      A white man swaggers by with a black

      woman who’s not his wife, girlfriend or date.

      A black man curses her in Xhosa.

      Click.

      The white man pulls out a gun and

      I’m sitting so close I could lift my hand, touch metal.

      Slow motion back

      to our car. No split second.

      The beer is ice-cold in Soweto, cold as lead.

      Home is a grey area yet safe.

      I don’t want to go.

      Action! Alien with Day-Glo afro

      (wig) and eyes (lens) like stained-glass window,

      mount silver stairs, float down to earth

      (down-escalator Canary Wharf),

      make earthling

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