how are you doing today?” Bob greeted her as she rushed around a corner and nearly knocked into him. He wore an expectant smile.
She rushed past before he could try to ask her out. “Great, busy, busy. Doug’s waiting on me.” Alanna waved over her shoulder at the advertising manager and shot toward the glass doors enclosing Doug’s office. Two steps into the room her expression froze and her last step faltered.
Kyle.
What is he doing here? She couldn’t breathe when she looked into his dark eyes, saw the rough angles of his face, and the shock of red hair she’d loved against all sense—red hair had no right to be so sexy on a man. It was probably good she stopped breathing since the words running through her mind were definitely not office appropriate. She had the urge to step back and protect herself, to drive him off now while there was still time.
Kyle was completely at ease, however, and smiled. “Hey, Ahnna. Long time, no see.”
The jerk. His British accent and smooth baritone still did funny things to her stomach.
Doug stepped into the breach and clapped a hand on Kyle’s shoulder. “I understand you know Kyle.” A massive understatement, though he couldn’t possibly know the whole truth. “We’re very lucky he wanted to settle down for a while and was willing to come here. He said he can start this afternoon. Do me a favor and show him around.”
Alanna’s tongue started working again. “What do you mean?” Her gaze shifted from Kyle, where it had been glued, to her boss. “You can’t honestly be saying he’s the new head photog?” Panic rushed through her. He couldn’t be staying; how was she supposed to keep her secret if he stayed?
“Surprise.” Kyle’s voice was dry, but he looked amused.
It didn’t make sense. Kyle had been out snapping photos in Tanzania or something last time she’d heard—which had been a while, admittedly, as she didn’t make a habit of asking about him. His pictures were sought after by the biggest magazines and he’d even been a major contributor to a couple coffee table books. Why would he choose to move to middle-of-nowhere Juniper Ridge, Colorado? “Why?”
Doug answered for him, “He says he wants to spend more time with family—but you probably know all about that.”
Alanna thought Doug was an amazingly unobservant man for a newspaper editor if he’d missed the tension in the air. “Right. Of course.” She stared Kyle down. He hadn’t said a word about relocating—not one word—and if his father had known he was coming to town, surely he would have told her.
“Great, now, skedaddle. I have some calls to make.” Doug circled behind his desk, “Oh, and Alanna, try to keep your phone charged.”
“I’ll do better.” Alanna’s mind swam as she turned into the hallway. Her head was bursting with images of the last time she’d seen Kyle, of the sadness on his father’s face when Kyle’s name came up—an event which happened with less frequency as time passed. This despite the fruit of his labors always being in prominent display on the coffee table. She blinked and mentally wiped at the memories, pushing them away for now. Focus. “We’ll do a brief tour and I’ll let you get to work. Things have been a bit out of sorts since Lance quit.” She kept in the half laugh that wanted to escape when she realized Lance quit this job to freelance while Kyle gave up a successful freelancing career to take the position at the newspaper.
“I’d appreciate it.” Kyle followed without pushing her for conversation as she pointed out the different departments. His easy grace and British accent charmed everyone he met.
Alanna didn’t meet his eye, didn’t even look his way if she could help it as she made introductions to Carla, editor of the sports department, and Vaughn in composing. She ended at his desk. “Here’s your computer. If you’ve already had your papers processed for the job, you can probably pop over to George’s office to have him set up your account.” She gestured to the IT office two doors down.
“Thanks. I will.” He slid his hands into the pockets of his dress pants and studied her with a familiar warmth in his eyes.
“Good.” She picked up a paperclip from his desk and fiddled with it so she’d have something to look at besides him. “My appointment with the city councilwoman and the hotelier is at three. Meet me at a quarter till.” She turned and strode to her desk.
“Ahnna.” Kyle’s voice was a soft protest.
She ignored him and continued on, swinging by the bathroom first so she could have a private moment. Alanna barricaded herself in the closest stall and squeezed her eyes shut, releasing the hot tears which had been burning to get out for the past twenty minutes. How could Kyle do this—now of all times? How could he show up as if nothing had changed? Did he expect all would be forgiven?
She couldn’t pretend her worry was for his father and how he would feel to have his wandering son return without notice—Mark would be thrilled, as he should be. All of her concern was for herself—her and Danyella.
Last time Kyle had stayed for more than a week he had ripped Alanna’s heart to shreds. Though he was her stepbrother, they hadn’t been raised together, and since before she was old enough to know what hero worship was, he’d been her idol. Then they’d become friends and her admiration had grown. And finally, after years of loving him and dreaming of an improbable future, they’d become much more than friends.
In the end he’d left and never looked back.
When she felt more in control, she dabbed at her face, took a deep breath, and pushed out of the stall. Thankfully, most of the employees at the newspaper were male so the women’s bathroom was empty. Alanna cleaned herself up and put on a confident, unruffled smile before returning to her desk. She still had a story to write before her interview.
When she arrived at her desk, she turned on her cell phone and found she had several voicemail messages—two from Doug, one from a story contact, and one from her mother. She handled the first three, then sat back to listen to her mom’s message. “Hey, honey. Just letting you know we’re having a family dinner at our place tomorrow, don’t miss it. We…” Her mother seemed to change her mind about what she was going to say because there was a short pause. “We don’t get the whole family together very often. Please come. I hope your day is going smoothly. We’ll eat at six-thirty.”
Alanna jabbed at the delete button and closed the phone. Her mom hadn’t mentioned Kyle in the message, which must have been deliberate as she’d mentioned the ‘whole family.’ Resentment surfaced, but Alanna pushed it away—it wasn’t a productive emotion and she had too much going on to waste time with it.
Time passed too quickly as Alanna wrote her story for the next day’s paper and then revised it repeatedly. She looked up when someone stopped at her desk and found Kyle picking up her hideous frog candy dish. His lips quirked as he turned it over and studied it. “So you still collect frogs?”
Feeling ridiculously self-conscious, Alanna took it from him. “Please, keep your hands off my things. I’m sorry if its emptiness offends you. I’ll try to remember to buy some more candy this week.”
His face flashed surprise. “You stock it? And would I get a scolding if I cadged a piece while stopping to discuss a shoot with you?” Kyle adjusted the straps to his camera bag and threw her a charming smile, not appearing in the least offended.
“The candy is there to share. The dish is not.” Alanna read through
