Maiko, motionless as the mannequins. The woman, scowling with boredom, moved on.
“I panicked,” Maiko said, massaging her damp hair. “But I realized something. I realized that the perfect model is one whose expression never changes.”
Outside the window, she had seen the rain begin to pour. It streaked the glass, and the last of the people outdoors ran for cover. The sky darkened. The mannequins continued to stare out into nothingness. Maiko watched them watching nothing until a hot current boiled up inside her chest.
“I had to do something. So I smashed them. They all broke apart at the joints, losing their wigs and fake eyelashes. Then I sat down and….” She shook the thought out of her head.
“My supervisor paid me in cash for the remainder of the month. I gathered my things in my purse, took one of the store’s umbrellas, and then decided that I deserved a real going-away gift. I put this maribou cape inside my coat before buttoning it up. Maybe this is a good thing for me, losing the job.”
They listened to the music muffled by the rain. In the next room, the steady dripping continued.
“Do you like the music?” she asked.
“It’s very nice. Is there a city orchestra here?”
“Not yet. This music is from the north. All radio stations are up there.”
He imagined going to a concert hall for a live performance by an orchestra. The lights would illuminate the players and hide the audience in darkness.
She bit her fingernail and it produced a searing memory in Michael of doing the same to his own real nails when he was still a boy of flesh and blood. Maiko marched away.
“Would you like to see my mushroom collection?” she shouted from down the hall.
“Excuse me?” He went after her, where she stood with a closet door open. Inside, the bottom shelves had racks of planters filled with a variety of mushrooms: tall, spindly ones with miniature white caps, large ones the size of a tea saucer, and some with their dark, purplish gills curled around the edges. The smell of them was overwhelming. He stepped back, worried that he would take on the scent, absorbing it permanently into his skin, as paper was want to do.
They returned to the kitchen with a cardboard shoebox, where she unpacked several balls of yarn, a cushion, shaped like a mushroom that was stuffed with pins, and a handful of spools of thread. With her chin, she pointed for him to sit closer.
“It just so happens that I’m a very good seamstress,” she said. “You don’t know how many other fur models were rescued from shame and ruin because of me.”
“Shame and ruin?”
“They could have lost their jobs. When their outfits didn’t fit right, they would ask me to do quick alterations to them. Take out the hem here, tighten the darts there. You’d be surprised how small alterations can make something the perfect fit. Take off your shirt.”
“My…?”
“I’m going to fix your arm,” she said.
His segmented fingers loosened his tie and fiddled with the shirt buttons, but he couldn’t do it with one hand. She waited for him as he struggled. Eventually, he turned away to have a modicum of privacy.
“Don’t worry. I don’t care what your body looks like.”
“It’s not that,” he said, thinking of the dents and soggy spots he had discovered on his torso earlier.
“We should check for more damage. Here,” she finally said, and quickly undid the buttons. She opened the two panels of his shirt like a book. Michael’s reflex was to cover himself with his hands, but he only had one arm to do this. She calmly lowered his good arm and said, “You still need to dry. Look here, you’re soaking wet.” Her fingers grazed his ribs; he flinched. “Are you ticklish?”
“No,” he said quickly, then: “I don’t know.”
“Relax.” She tilted her head to study his shoulder socket. Michael, to avoid seeing his body in the light, glanced up at the water stains on the ceiling. “I want to keep the repair as close as possible to the original.”
First, she popped the flattened fingers of his detached arm back into shape. Then she began to sew.
“Does this hurt?” she asked.
“Not at all,” he said. He held his breath as the thread moved in and out of his paper skin, and saw how the arm became loosely connected to his shoulder. Despite her commitment to stick to the original construction, he worried that he’d never be the same. This new stitching would make him move differently, and like the alterations Maiko gave to the clothing for the other models, this one alteration would make the difference between survival for another day and being sent away.
A few times, she rested her free hand on his leg. She held extra pins between her lips and exhaled through her small nose. Michael could feel his body trembling—he figured it was because he was cold. He didn’t want to dwell on how vulnerable he was, in this foreign kitchen, with a strange woman making changes to a body that didn’t accept change so readily. When she was done, she had him move both arms, up and down and then left to right, to test the new stitches.
“How is it?” she asked. She hovered around his shoulder with the needle, a long trail of thread twisting around her small waist.
He walked the hall and could sense a slight shift of weight with each swing of his arm. His body seemed to lean on the left shoulder, whereas before his weight always sat in the center. When he explained this to Maiko, she had him sit again, but she could not find a solution other than tightening the thread.
“Any tighter and it might break.”
He walked again, and it felt no different. It wasn’t bad, for he could still walk, but it wasn’t the same as before. She stood before him, and for the first time, he noticed that he was taller than her. She was glancing at each shoulder, he guessed, in order to ensure they were even, but her breathing had changed, and her gaze was no longer on his shoulders, instead trailing down his soggy torso. This time there was no hiding the fact that he was shaking.
From the staircase above came a harsh knock on the door.
They both leaped back, Michael knocking against one of the dining chairs and Maiko spitting the needles she had clamped in her mouth onto the floor. Without thinking, he ran down the hall and hid in the bathroom. He listened to a man’s voice talking to Maiko. A few minutes later, she knocked on the door.
“It’s only the engineer. He’s here to clean up the flood water. It always happens whenever it rains.”
Michael opened the door to find her smiling at him, his shirt draped over her shoulder.
“Did you see yourself run? You’re as good as new.”
He waited in the hall, disturbed by the sucking sound of the engineer’s vacuum tube, which snaked from the front door along the length of the stairs. It writhed around every so often from the large globs of water it gobbled up.
“It sucks anything in its path,” Michael said.
“Cover your ears, and pretend
