his addiction. He sees all women as sexual beings, even his own daughter. He manipulated her with calculating talk. He spoke to her like a man would speak to his wife. He’d find a way to make it seem like having sex was her idea. That’s sex addiction: no sense of consequence.
Another man, call him Greg, strayed from his marriage with the original intention of seeing where another woman’s interest in him might go. He wanted to know if he “still had it.” Again, here was a man whose pleasure was his pride and priority. Seeking satisfaction outside his marriage was more important to him than considering the consequences of his actions. Maybe he had other reasons, too, including some kind of revenge on his wife. There are many motives for sin. You don’t have to be a hardcore whoremonger to commit adultery; all it takes is a horn to hone on the whetstone of sin.
Another friend fell into adultery out of curiosity; he hadn’t experienced much sex with women before getting married, so once he was a husband, he felt he’d missed out on what everybody else seemed to have done before they married.
So there I was, serving the fellowship and working in the men’s ministry, helping other guys with their problems, as if I had none of my own. Call me a wounded warrior. I had been trying to fight the good fight and help others stay on the right path, but I was deeply wounded, myself. And then I fell into in a situation of unbearable temptation, with a woman from the fellowship: Deloris.
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