feel the love in his heart for me and I no longer have the arthritis pain
He gives me a hug and now I am in love with him again
I shake a few times and roll in the dirt
I hate being wet and then I jump up on his shirt
I leave the muddy marks on his shirt and run away
I am gone before he can push me down and now we can play
The time today has gone by so fast
Every time we play we have fun and I want it to last
We walk over to the lake together watching the sun setting on our fun day
Then I hear him tell me he loves me and together we start to play
Plant Addiction Creating Insanity
I see the battle scars on my old brown cat’s face
The scars remind me of my own life feeling out of place
My brain feels tattered and torn as I live my life in this rat race
Fighting with anyone who makes me feel out of place
I find it hard to smile or even be happy at this time
I live lost in my mind and my happiness is an uphill climb
I am slowly going into more depression falling downward into my dark mind
When I look into the mirror on the wall the picture I see is not kind
I look wrinkled and old, sad perhaps and most days mad
My once beautiful life has turned into a dark cloud making me sad
I hear intelligent words created by special voices in my head
Telling me I am better off alone and will find peace when I am dead
The voices in my head have become the only friends I have today
My doctor tells me I am sick and I am becoming my mind’s prey
I have two brains speaking and at times they feel tied together by a chain
I long for the peaceful feelings in my head and to no longer fight my brain
I have so much anger and love for the voice talking in my head
I am not sure how to think when I feel lonely and mentally half-dead
When I knock on heaven’s door to die the voices will die with me
So I have started to plan this peaceful day and soon will be free
From smoking marijuana every day my mind has become the prey
I wonder if I will ever be straight without voices and feel ok
My voices tell me I will feel better if I keep smoking the weed
I feel shattered and vulnerable and think medication is what I need
I used to be so smart with a memory like a steel trap
Now I cannot even remember where I laid my baseball cap
For years I have smoked marijuana and poisoned my brain
No wonder inside my mind I feel like a runaway crashing train
When I think about all the money for weed I spent
Feeding my habit just too mentally feel good and vent
I am tasting insanity in my mind and barely able to pay my rent
As I reflect I understand why I need help after reading the message this poem sent
Your Special Love Touches My Heart
When I see your pretty blue eyes they light the flame inside my heart
Our love creates a different beat in my heart, when you’re near or when we’re apart
When you’re near I feel the hot emotions stir inside of me that create a lover gone wild
When we’re apart I feel empty and sad like an abandoned, lonely child
Loving you is like a drug and I love the addictive high you provide in my mind
When I touch you all over, I drink your passionate love potion blind
I know our special love is warm and beautiful and sealed with our kiss
When I am alone, deep inside my heart it is only you I miss
I crave your tender love when I feel your body in a close embrace
I finish work early to come home to you I chase
I love your beautiful long blonde hair, soft skin and painted nails
I live my life through our love and affection that never fails
When we cook dinner it is always together just you and me
The close bonding of hearts in the kitchen is what I feel and see
When we sit down to dinner we look into each other’s eyes
Then I see the trust in your eyes created by never telling each other lies
You are my special rose in my sacred garden of my life
I feel so proud to tell everyone around me you’re my beautiful wife
The wonderful mother that helped create the family I love
You are my special angel sent to love me from heaven above
Winter’s Kiss From Jack Frost
I walk down to the old creek in my backyard and take a picture or two
All of the geese that lived here have left and toward the south they flew
I love the early morning crisp air walking through my field without a care
I miss my beautiful wife and time we spent walking or sitting by the fire in a chair
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