breaking and entering rendered her vulnerable.
Yet her head was up and her voice was smooth. “I’ll leave you to your studies and return later. You can be the one to explain how you gained entry without a key.” Abandoning the forgotten praxinoscope, she swept past him, reaching for her leather binder where it lay on the desk.
With barely a conscious thought, Wilson grabbed for her shoulder as she moved by, his every instinct commanding that she stay. They hadn’t seen each other in six months or so...and even then, when they’d flayed each other with insults, his blood had sung. More than that, it had been seven years since their fateful, carnal afternoon together. But he realized now he’d never forgotten a single second of it. While diverted by others, his memories of Adela had been haphazardly contained in one of his mental boxes, where he stored thoughts and notions for later review, or otherwise. But even during his bouts of exotic and protracted lovemaking with Coraline that box had still been there, radiant with golden, stolen moments once spent by a river with his distant cousin, its perturbations inchoate, but nagging.
Wilson held his breath. She had to stay, but she was struggling, shaking her arm wildly and jerking away from his grip. She even slapped him—hard—around the back and neck with her blessed leather portfolio.
You always were deliciously physical, cousin.
“Let me go, you insufferable oaf. Don’t paw me.” It was a low, controlled threat, not the squeal of a vexed miss. Resentment dripped from it. “You made it perfectly plain last time we conversed what you think of me, Wilson, and my family. Useless, you said, just sitting around waiting to be supported by a man or an inherited fortune, and myself, personally, neither accomplished nor beautiful enough to be worthy of either. Just as much a parasite as my mother.”
“I didn’t say that!”
Liar. Why was he denying his own bad behavior? He’d certainly implied she was no better than her mother, and just now, he’d attacked her with cutting words again. What was wrong with him? He couldn’t even blame Coraline this afternoon, because his former mistress was so faint to him now he could barely picture her.
What would it be like to go back and expunge his thoughtlessness? To be a different man? A man free to take Adela’s graceful body in his arms and gently comfort her. To kiss her and touch her... Maybe there was even some convenient river or brook nearby? A soft mossy bank where they could lie down and—
A sharp elbow gouging his ribs dissolved his wayward memories and urges. His grip loosened, and Adela raced for the door, clutching her leather folder while Wilson rubbed quickly at his rib cage, astonished at how viciously she’d jabbed him.
But he didn’t box and run and practice a little-known Oriental fighting art for nothing. He had reflexes like a panther, and he shot across the room after his cousin, catching her at the door. He grabbed her again in a light hold that wouldn’t hurt, but wouldn’t yield, either. Why didn’t he have the words to make her stay, without resorting to manhandling?
“Don’t go, Della. I know our last meeting was somewhat disastrous, and I shouldn’t have been so harsh....” He watched her face. Was she mellowing? “But let’s put that behind us, shall we? And start again... Perhaps we can investigate this ingenious toy of yours?” He nodded at the praxinoscope. “And then perhaps select a few exciting volumes from this hoard together? It seems a shame not to, now we’re here.”
She was relenting. He was sure of it. Indecipherable emotions flickered in her gleaming eyes.
Adela’s looks didn’t conform to fashionable standards of beauty, and he was only too aware that, though she wouldn’t admit it, certain imperfections troubled her. The slight crook in her nose troubled him, too, though not because it was unattractive. To him, it was piquant, almost provocative. It was only the little kink’s provenance that irked his soul.
His fault. He couldn’t be blamed for her chicken pox scars, though, even if Adela would probably have liked to pin them on him, too. The little pink marks were like a dusting of stars scattered across the apples of her cheeks that only accentuated the otherwise porcelain perfection of her skin.
But what female ever saw her flaws as assets? Adela was intelligent and pragmatic, but even the most sensible woman had vanity.
Her next words only confirmed that. “Well, if you’d stop gaping at my bent nose and my pockmarks, I might consider staying. But I’m not one of your scientific studies, you know.”
“I’m not staring.” More lies. He was staring. “It’s just that it’s, um, very pleasant to see you.”
Good Lord, I sound like a gauche youth faced with his first woman.
His heart turned over and his hand went limp, freeing her again. Adela was his first woman, and he her first man. And whatever difficulties and conflict arose, that simple truth would forever be a bond between them.
“Well, it looks like staring to me.” But Adela was the one staring now. She was gaping at him as if he’d gone stark mad. “And I don’t care for it. I’m looking careworn and as washed out as whey at the moment.” Her mouth pursed in a little moue of displeasure. “Black is the most unflattering of colors, and even though I know Papa wouldn’t mind me abandoning it, thanks to the Old Curmudgeon and his grudges we don’t have funds for colorful gowns at the moment.” She fixed Wilson with an old-fashioned look, as if daring him to comment.
Black did suit her. Couldn’t she see that? She looked superb in the inky hue, and was just trying to make him feel guilty. Again. “Don’t be stupid, Della, you look exceptionally fine in black. It gives you a regal and very intriguing quality.” It sounded fanciful and made-up, but by George it was the truth.
“You have a strange way of trying to butter me up, Wilson. It won’t work.” She gave him a stiff look, narrow of eye, but surprisingly, she stayed where she was.
“But I’m not trying to butter you up. It’s the truth. You’re a handsome woman.” Her gleaming walnut-colored eyes widened. He saw her wanting to believe. “You’re only being willful in denying it. If you don’t believe me, I’ll prove it to you.”
Catching her again and spinning her toward him, he inclined his head and pressed his lips on hers. As hard as he could.
3
The Most Aggravating Man in the World
The touch of Wilson’s lips rocked Adela in her shoes. Seven years ago he’d done exactly this. Grabbed her and kissed her. Now it felt as if barely a second had passed between that kiss and this one, and just as before, all her resolution melted, lost in a heightened perception so intense it almost pained her.
Her cousin’s mouth was like warm velvet moving against hers, infinitely teasing and tantalizing, and she could smell his shaving lotion and his soap, the notes of each one quite separately distinct. On his lips there was a very faint flavor of something sweet and spicy, plum cake perhaps. It was on his tongue when it traced the seam of her lips.
These impressions crowded into the space of a small, surprised fragment of a second, each one of them enough to rock her heart.
I should push you away. I should push you away and run like the wind. This is all wrong and it will only lead to trouble, no matter what Mama thinks.
Yet with this rationale in her mind, Adela still wound her arms around her outrageous cousin instead of thrusting
