that you should take her out now and again on your own, just the two of you. Maybe take her to visit the Castello, or walk with her into the village.’
‘Is that why you seemed abstracted over our wonderful dinner?’
‘Yes. She wouldn’t sit and read earlier unless I did too.’ Hester raised worried eyes to his. ‘If she’s with me all the time, it will be even more painful when I leave. As I know from bitter experience. The Herrick twins sobbed so much when I left it tore me in pieces. Julia had chickened out of telling them I wasn’t going with them to America, so when they found out at the very last minute it was rough on all of us.’
Connah sat in silence for a while, sipping his coffee. ‘If,’ he said at last, ‘you find this part of your job so painful, isn’t it time you found some other way to earn a living?’
‘I’ve been thinking of it quite a lot lately, but though I’m top of the tree at what I do, I’m not qualified for anything else. Besides,’ she added with a sigh, ‘it was always a vocation for me rather than just a way of earning my living.’
‘So that’s the reason for your sober mood tonight? I thought it was something quite different,’ said Connah casually. ‘Like being addressed as “darling” this afternoon, maybe.’
CHAPTER EIGHT
THE silence which followed this statement grew too long for comfort. Hester drained her coffee cup and set it down, then refilled it. ‘More for you?’ she asked politely.
‘Thank you. So tell me. Were you annoyed?’ Connah said bluntly.
‘Surprised, not annoyed.’ She shrugged as she poured his coffee. ‘You don’t strike me as someone who bandies meaningless endearments about, so I assumed you had a practical reason.’
‘You assumed right.’ Connah leaned back in his chair, watching her, his long legs crossed at the ankles. ‘I didn’t like the way Luigi Martinelli was looking at you.’
Hester stared at him blankly. ‘How was he looking at me?’
‘You were wearing a few bits of green silk and a transparent shirt. How do you think he was looking at you? He’s a man, for God’s sake, and Italian at that.’
Hester was glad the covering darkness hid the rush of indignant colour in her face. ‘I would remind you that I was not expecting a stranger to appear in the garden when Lowri coaxed me to wear the bikini.’ Her chin lifted. ‘Don’t worry, it won’t happen again!’
‘Pity. That green colour looks spectacular against your tan. No wonder Luigi couldn’t take his eyes off you. But you won’t have any trouble from him,’ Connah added with satisfaction. ‘He knows the rules.’
‘Which are?’ she demanded.
‘No mention was made of your official role in the household so now, naturally, he thinks the role is more personal—’
‘Than the one I’m paid for,’ she said stonily.
‘Are you saying you’d have welcomed Luigi’s attentions?’
She glared at him. ‘Certainly not. He’s a total stranger, also married. You mentioned his wife, remember.’
‘Mainly because he’d rather forget he has one,’ said Connah, shrugging. ‘Luigi possesses a meaningless title but a very old name and impeccable lineage. Sophia inherited a pile of money from her wheeler-dealer Papa. She wanted Luigi’s aristocratic pedigree and he needed her cash, which just about sums up the relationship, according to Jay Anderson. Since the birth of their son, they lead separate lives.’
‘How sad.’
He shot her a look. ‘You, I assume, would only marry for love.’
Hester was silenced for a moment. ‘The subject has never really come up,’ she said at last, ‘but if it did, respect and rapport would be my priorities. Loving someone to desperation is not for me.’
‘But you were willing to spend a holiday in the South of France with the actor.’
Hester nodded serenely. ‘The offer was too tempting to turn down.’
‘Then I gave you the chance of one in Tuscany instead. And there was no backing out of this one at the last minute,’ he added.
‘But that’s different,’ she protested.
‘Why?’
‘It’s my job. I’m very grateful you asked me to come here with you and Lowri, of course, but you’re paying me to work for you wherever we are.’
‘A very cold-blooded way to look at it,’ he said morosely and shot her a look she didn’t care for. ‘If the trip to France had come off, would you have shared bed as well as board with your Romeo?’
Hester stood up and put the cups on the coffee tray. ‘The fact that I work for you, Mr Carey Jones, doesn’t give you the right to ask personal questions.’
‘I disagree. The moral welfare of my daughter gives me every right,’ he retorted, getting to his feet.
‘I was not looking after your daughter at the time,’ she reminded him, dangerously quiet. ‘Not counting breaks at home, the only holiday I’ve had in years was a package trip to Spain with school friends in my teens. Once I started work, I went straight from my first job to the Herricks. And looking after babies means constant responsibility, long, irregular hours and a lot of broken sleep. So yes. I was human enough to accept the offer of a free holiday in the sun before starting work in Yorkshire.’
‘A long speech, but you still haven’t answered my question, Hester.’
She gave him a haughty look. ‘I don’t intend to. Goodnight.’ She picked up the tray and took it into the kitchen to wash up and with supreme effort did so quietly, instead of bashing dishes about in a rage.
‘I apologise, Hester,’ said Connah, coming up behind her so quietly that she almost dropped the cup she was drying.
‘You startled me,’ she said tightly.
‘Come out again and have a glass of wine. It’s too early to go to bed.’
‘No, thank you.’
Connah looked down at her, his hard eyes wry. ‘I’ve obviously offended you past all forgiveness.’
‘I work for you,’ she said shortly. ‘I can’t afford to be offended.’
‘Dammit, Hester, that’s hitting below the belt! I know damn well I have no right to probe into your private life.’ He took the cup from her and put it on the tray, then fetched a bottle of wine from the refrigerator and gave her a smile she tried hard to resist. ‘It’s a pity to go to bed so early on a night like this. Can you honestly say you’ll sleep if you do?’
‘I’ll read.’
‘You can do that later. Come out and talk for a while.’
Because Hester had
