Can't Hardly Breathe. Gena Showalter

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face softened. He pulsed with new life; fresh and vibrant, he was the epitome of spring.

      Then he frowned, as if he couldn’t believe he’d found humor in, well, anything.

      Her brow furrowed with confusion. Why the doom and gloom?

      “In that case,” he said, his tone flat, “I think I’ll stay another night.”

      “Really?” She licked her lips. “What about your girlfriend?”

      He stiffened. “She isn’t my—”

      “No, don’t tell me. I’m sorry I asked. Your love life isn’t my business.”

      “I live in Strawberry Valley. My love life is everyone’s business.”

      His wry tone made her chuckle, and he stiffened all over again. Great. What had she done wrong this time?

      “I’ll be alone tonight,” he said, looking anywhere but at her. “Apparently I hover over my dad when I’m home, so he’s asked for another night off. But I swear to you, this room will be clean in the morning.”

      She snorted. “I’ll believe it when I see it.”

      The corners of his mouth twitched. “Doubting Dottie.” A pause, then, “Would you like a cup of coffee before you go?”

      “Oh, uh, no, thank you.” While she no longer viewed Daniel through the wounded eyes of high school betrayal—he’d been a nice boy doing a nice thing for a vulnerable girl in desperate need of a white knight—she’d endured too much heartbreak over the years to risk getting to know him better and reigniting her crush.

      Look at the way she’d reacted to him already.

      He appeared...disappointed? No, of course not. A trick of the light, surely. “Well. See you around, Daniel.”

      “Yeah. See you around, Dottie.” He returned his attention to his toiletry bag, dismissing her.

      Irritation had her snapping, “My name is Dorothea.”

      Before he could respond, she stepped into the hall and closed the door with a soft snick. Hands trembling, she hooked the vacuum to the cart and rolled the cargo to the supply room...where her younger sister Holly was smoking a cigarette.

      Coughing, Dorothea claimed the cigarette and stubbed the tip into an ashtray.

      “Hey!” Eighteen-year-old Holly glared at her. “I wasn’t done.”

      “You mean you weren’t done giving our guests lung cancer and stinking up the inn?”

      “Exactly.” Ever the smart aleck, Holly tossed a piece of gum in her mouth and popped a bubble in Dorothea’s face. “Besides, we don’t really have guests, now, do we? Since you took over, only four people have stayed here. Mayor Trueman and his side slice, and Daniel Porter and whatever bimbo he happens to be banging.”

      Not true! A few months ago, Dorothea had hired Harlow Glass, and everyone in town had rented a room to witness the former bully’s downfall.

      Good times.

      Dorothea hadn’t wanted to like Harlow, but dang it, something bad had happened to the girl in the years since high school, and she’d changed. More than that, Harlow had done everything in her power to make amends, and eventually Dorothea had warmed up to her.

      Now the beautiful brunette was married to reformed playboy Beck Ockley. The happy couple were expecting their first child in a few months.

      A razor-sharp pang cut through Dorothea. Won’t think about my own—

      Nope. Slam the breaks.

      To ward off the oncoming pity party, she drew in a deep breath...slowly released it... Good, that was good.

      She focused on her sister. Holly had pinned back the sides of her jet-black hair, the remaining locks tumbling all the way to the metal links anchored around her biceps. She’d paired a crimson corset top—her first pop of color in months—with a ruffled black skirt, ripped fishnet stockings and combat boots caked with mud Dorothea would have to clean from the floors.

      In a town as small as Strawberry Valley, Oklahoma, Holly was a legend. Unique.

      “My inn, my rules,” Dorothea said. “No smoking. Ever.” Besides, she suspected the teenager only ever lit up to aggravate her. Not once had Dorothea witnessed an actual puff.

      “You’re worse than a Mogwai that’s been fed after midnight.”

      A Gremlins reference? Seriously?

      “No wonder Jazz left you,” her sister added.

      Air hissed between her teeth. Holly might hate her guts, but the teenager loved to insult her, and this barb hit harder than most.

      Rather than waiting for love, as Dorothea had dreamed, she’d settled for companionship, marrying the first guy to pay attention to her. Worse, she’d believed his words rather than his actions. I adore you and only want what’s best for you...for us.

      Jazz Connors had been a master at manipulation. He’d cajoled and charmed...and then he’d cheated.

      Holly had no idea. To this day, she idolized him and blamed Dorothea for the split. And that was the way Dorothea preferred it. The girl distrusted too many men already. Starting with their snake of a dad!

      When Joe Mathis divorced their mother to marry his side slice, as Holly liked to say, he’d cut all ties with his daughters. Dorothea had been hurt, but Holly...she’d cried herself to sleep for weeks.

      Carol had shut down so completely Dorothea was ultimately forced to step up and act as both mother and father. A role she’d played until the day she moved to the city.

      Biggest mistake of my life.

      She’d promised to stay in constant contact, but every time she’d visited, every time she’d called, Holly had treated her like, well, this. Insults and rancor had abounded.

      Eventually Dorothea stopped coming around, and even stopped calling, unwilling to deal with a new bombardment of vitriol...not realizing until too late that young Holly had interpreted her move as yet another rejection.

      Now Dorothea longed to repair their broken relationship without damaging her sister’s perception of Jazz. The two were like siblings. Loving siblings.

      Jazz called Dorothea at least once a week to report the things Holly texted him—and also to beg Dorothea to give their marriage another chance.

      He missed her worship and adoration, nothing more.

      After saying “I do,” he’d somehow—and easily—convinced her to drop out of school, work two jobs and support him until he graduated. That way, he could get a job at a news station and one day become the state’s premier meteorologist. Then Dorothea could return to school. And after she graduated, Jazz would do her a favor and recommend her to his boss.

      I’m such a fool. He’d finished school and gotten a job, no problem. But before she could

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