she strained to keep her focus on the lapel of his dark tuxedo. She would not look up at him. She would not meet his eyes. She was too afraid of what he would read in hers.
There were other senses besides sight, though.
His warmth enveloped her, relaxing her even as it made her heart beat triple-time.
Loving the scent of his spicy aftershave, she inhaled deeply...and caught herself just as her eyelids began to close. Wouldn’t that have made a pretty picture for all the wedding guests to see!
She shifted slightly in his arms. Her hand brushed the edge of his collar, her fingertip catching the faint sandpaper prickle of five-o’clock shadow on his neck. A shiver ran through her.
“You okay?” he murmured, tilting his head down.
“Fine,” she whispered. So many uses for that one little word. So many lies.
He moved his arm from around her waist and rested his hand flat against her back. His thumb grazed the skin left exposed by her gown. For a moment, she felt sure he’d done it deliberately.
Silly wishful thinking. Yet she had to swallow hard against the small, strangled sound that had risen to the back of her throat. She should have turned him down.
No matter how much she longed for him to hold her.
The musicians brought the song to an end. With a sigh of relief, she dropped her arms and stepped back. Instantly, she missed his warmth.
“Thank you for the dance,” he said.
Reluctantly she looked up, more unwilling than ever to meet his eyes. Instead, she focused on his mouth. On any other man she might have taken the curve of those lips as a complacent smile. Or even a self-satisfied smirk.
Not on Ben.
“Thank you, too,” she murmured. She saw Tess approaching and turned to her.
“Dana, didn’t you say P.J. and Stacey are staying with Anne all night?”
“Yes.” The casual question helped clear her head. She had made special arrangements with her babysitter. “Anne’s keeping them at her house, since I knew Lissa and I would get home so late.”
“Good. But Lissa’s now staying at the Whistlestop with Nate.”
Dana frowned. Tess’s mother had turned their family home into a bed-and-breakfast inn a couple of years earlier. Lissa spent the night at the Whistlestop Inn as often as Nate stayed at their house. But... “Roselynn doesn’t need an extra—”
“No buts, please. I checked with Mom first.” Tess leaned toward them and continued in a lower voice, “Nate’s having a hard time adjusting to us going away. I invited Lissa.”
“In that case, then, of course.”
“Great.” Tess turned to Ben. “We’ve had to do some rearranging and the limo’s now overflowing. You won’t mind taking Dana back to town, will you?”
“Of course not.”
“But—” Dana started.
“Gotta run,” Tess interrupted. Again. “Caleb’s waiting.” She turned away, her gown swirling behind her.
“I can find another ride—”
“No need,” Ben said.
He closed his fingers around her elbow as if she planned to hurry after Tess. She did. “Duty calls,” she said, tugging her arm free. “After all, I’m Tess’s matron of honor tonight.”
“No problem,” he said easily. “I’ll be waiting for you when it’s time to go.”
A few quick steps, and she’d left him behind. If only she could have left her own treacherous thoughts on the dance floor, too. On the long ride to Flagman’s Folly in the quiet darkness of his truck, she’d better put those thoughts out of her mind. Or even safer, put herself to sleep. Then she wouldn’t be tempted to think...to say...to do...anything she’d regret.
Silly to worry about that. What harm could come from a simple ride home with him?
Good old, dependable Ben. She could count on him to be there for her. To be her friend, always. To never do anything inappropriate.
It was enough to break her heart.
* * *
A RED GLEAM FROM THE ROAD up ahead caught Ben’s eye. The headlamps of his pickup truck reflected off the taillights of a vehicle pulled to one side of the road.
“Ben,” Dana said, her voice tight with concern.
“Nothing to worry about.” Even if he hadn’t seen the car days ago, he’d have realized that. The coating of yellow dust from bumper to bumper and the dingy handkerchief hanging from the antenna told him it had sat there for a while. “I noticed it when I came this way last week.”
No need to check for anyone stranded inside the vehicle. Still, habits died hard. He slowed for a look as he drove past. Around here, with towns few and far apart and where the sun parched everything it touched, folks kept an eye out for others.
Just as he watched over Dana.
“I’m surprised you didn’t notice it before tonight,” he added. “You’re on the road often enough.”
“Not lately.” She sounded irritated.
“In fact, that could’ve easily been your van broken down back there. And what would you have done by yourself?”
“Called for a tow truck, of course. Besides, when I leave town, I’m usually not alone. I have clients with me.”
She shifted in the passenger seat.
She hadn’t said much so far on their way home. He’d even caught her with her eyes closed a few times. No surprise, considering the clock read ten past midnight.
Cinderella hadn’t made it home on time.
Between her last-minute duties at the banquet hall and the long ride back to town, they’d only come to the outskirts of Flagman’s Folly now.
“Sleep well?” he asked, smiling.
“Just resting my eyes.”
In the dim light from the dashboard, he could see the line of her cheekbones. Again, he noted the weight she’d lost. Still, she looked beautiful. But tired. “With all the kids away, maybe you can get some extra rest in the morning.”
“Not a chance. I’m picking up P.J. and Stacey at seven.”
“So early?”
She laughed softly. “I wouldn’t inflict P.J. on Anne and her mother any longer than that.”
It had been a while since he’d seen the kids. Once, he’d had the run of Paul’s house. He swallowed the bitter thought and
