all it had accomplished was to leave him thinking about how he had the whole week with Kit right next door.
“You’re just asking for misery,” he muttered in warning. The kind of misery he’d suffered before. The kind of misery he was determined not to ever suffer again.
So he knew that what he should do was eat this breakfast by himself, not see Kit any more than necessary while she was here, and squelch the hell out of that mental picture of her that kept raising things he didn’t want raised.
No doubt about it, that’s what he should do.
Except that just then he heard the door on the studio apartment open and close.
And did he do what he should do? Did he ignore it and count himself lucky not to have to see her first thing this morning?
No, he didn’t.
He dropped everything to charge to his own door and fling it open before any better judgment had a chance to take hold.
“Oh, you scared me,” Kit said, pressing a hand to her chest.
“I’m sorry,” he apologized.
She had on a pair of white short-shorts that made him think twice about the notion that she didn’t have long legs, and a red cap-sleeved T-shirt that fit tight enough to give him pause. And her hair was a loose cascade of curls and waves, and she looked all fresh-scrubbed and…
And wow!
It took him a moment to remember what he was doing and get back on track.
“I wanted to catch you before you hit the restaurant for breakfast,” he explained. “I thought maybe you’d like to share mine.”
“That’s nice,” she said, making him realize just then that he even liked the sound of her voice—a soft, sexy voice that went on to say, “Kira called a little while ago and said she’d be here to pick me up earlier than we planned last night. I’m going down to meet her now. Thanks, though.”
“Sure. Anytime,” Ad answered as if it didn’t matter to him one way or another. Which was how it was supposed to be. But wasn’t.
“Does the restaurant close early tonight since it’s Sunday?” she asked then.
“Yeah, at eight.”
“I was thinking that if that was the case maybe tonight would be a good night for me to bake the cakes. I always do them ahead anyway and freeze them, and if the kitchen will be free—”
“Tonight would be good,” Ad assured her. “I hadn’t thought about it, but you’re right, with the place closed you can have free rein.”
She seemed to hesitate slightly before she said, “I was also thinking that—if it wouldn’t be a huge hassle for you and you don’t have other plans—it might help if you’re there.”
“You want me to play assistant pastry chef?”
“No, but you could point out where the bowls and utensils are, how to work your mixer, how long your oven takes to preheat, if there are any hot spots—things like that. I just don’t know the workings of your kitchen.”
“Sure. No problem,” he said as if he wasn’t already looking forward to being alone with her.
“You don’t have other plans?” she asked.
“Tallying up weekend receipts—but I think they can wait.”
“You don’t mind?”
“Nope.”
“Great. I’ll see you tonight, after eight, then.”
“I’ll be here.”
Horn dog. You’re just a damn horn dog, Walker, he chastised himself.
Kit headed down the stairs then and Ad’s eyes went with her, riding the small swell of the pockets of her shorts and sliding along the backs of smooth thighs and trim calves all the way to thin ankles and bare feet cushioned by a pair of sandals that exposed painted toenails.
“Have a nice day in the meantime,” she called to him.
“You, too,” he responded in a voice that was huskier than it should have been.
Denver. She lives in Denver. Remember Lynda and that year and after that year…
But nothing did the trick.
Ad was still looking forward to tonight. After eight…
Standing in front of Ad’s restaurant waiting for Kira to pick her up, Kit felt more self-conscious than she had since she was a gawky teenager in high school.
What had she been thinking to wear these shorts? she demanded of herself.
She’d bought them on a whim, without trying them on, and then brought them home to realize when she did slip into them that there was no way she was ever going to wear them. They were just too short.
But she hadn’t paid a lot for them and she also hadn’t had the time to return them, so she’d packed them to bring to Northbridge with her, thinking that maybe the teenage baby-sitter Kira referred to frequently would like them.
Yet there Kit was, wearing those shorts herself.
And feeling really stupid in them.
And even more stupid for why she was in them.
She’d brought perfectly nice clothes with her. Perfectly sensible, tasteful clothes. Clothes that she looked good in and felt comfortable wearing.
But when she’d surveyed them this morning to choose an outfit for today they’d all seemed so lifeless, so dull, so ordinary.
Not that the clothes had changed. It was just that she’d been under the influence.
No, she hadn’t been drinking mimosas for breakfast or anything. She’d been under the influence of Ad Walker.
Of course he had no idea he was having any effect on her. But still he’d influenced her choice because it had been with him in mind that she’d opted for these dumb shorts. With him in mind and with the overwhelming desire to have his eyes pop right out of their sockets when he saw her.
And she just wanted to kick herself for it.
Yes, she’d enjoyed the reaction she’d gotten when he’d seen her a few minutes earlier. She’d even liked that his voice had suddenly gotten huskier.
But honestly, what was the point? It wasn’t as if she wanted to start anything with Ad. It wasn’t as if she should care whether or not he noticed her at all.
He was just a guy. The best friend of her best friend’s fiancé. They were going to be in a wedding together. They would see each other off and on this week in connection with that, and then they would go their separate ways.
So why did having him notice her,
