marriage shouldn’t be so frail.”
Really. He was guiltless as a conqueror. “Omar, is our marriage monogamous?”
“Finance is my mistress, Dru. Give me this gift. A child. And, Dru, it’s good to enjoy it.”
She hung up. Heard the water beyond the mist.
“What did he say?”
She jumped.
He leaned against a steel piling, needing a shave, his long lean face ending at that cleft chin.
Her cheeks hardened to thin sheets of ice. “Were you listening?”
“With limited success.”
She strode past him, toward the docks. He followed, his footfalls silent. Without looking, she knew he was there and said, “You think nothing of sleeping with married women?”
“You would be my first. You’re very traditional.”
Was she? “I’m an Islander. I suppose you’re not,” she said. “Traditional.”
No reply.
She walked. Heard her own breath. Never his. The moon appeared through clouds, a paler, more genuine sister of the security light. The dock creaked beneath her feet.
Such a frightening sound, behind and around her—her own breath.
At the trawler, he caught her forearm.
Warmth. Hard grip. Sliding to her hand.
Their fingers touched in darkness. He pulled her to him, close enough to smell, then her breasts against his chest. Omar was broad, with a different kind of power. She touched these new shoulders. Each hand fumbled, jerking slightly, removed from her will. She shouldn’t touch him.
“Is it because you live in the desert?” She tilted back her head. “Have you not had a woman in so long?”
He watched her, reading her.
“Just tell me,” she said. “Have you been traveling with some Oxford scholar or married the daughter of a chief?”
“No chief has offered me a daughter.” He dropped his eyes, raised them. “As to the former—no.”
“You’re a virgin?”
The certainty of his hands denied it. He kissed her forehead.
Omar wants this. Wants me to do this. And Ben wants to help—for Omar.
His lips pressed between her eyebrows and touched the bridge of her nose. They nuzzled like animals, and she felt that stirring beneath his jeans. Strong and warm. His mouth touched hers, gently biting her lower lip.
For Omar?
Ben Hall didn’t need to give his sperm to her and Omar. His wanting money was unlikely. Omar trusted him, and she’d never known a man so cautious with his trust.
Her body settled against that form under his jeans. Wanting. She should ovulate in a day, maybe two.
The deck was damp, the cabin door dewy. She unlocked it, opened it. She should say just the right thing, in just the right tone. But she wished she could tell him she was scared to death.
The sole bowed and bent beneath her weight. The utilitarian table, flipped up and out of the way. Nothing like a stateroom, just slim berths throughout and a wider berth forward of the galley. “That’s it,” she said, under a bare bulb.
The light made them naked, even in their clothes, everything so unreal, especially the stranger touching her lip.
“It doesn’t have to be good,” she said. “For me.”
“Doesn’t your orgasm increase the chance of conception?” Throwing aside his shell. Unbuttoning his plaid wool shirt. T-shirt underneath.
Her legs turned watery. She switched off the light. The boat was dark, except for the geometric patches of blue-gray from the dock lights and the portholes.
“It’s unnecessary.” Squeaking words. “I’m fertile; I’ll ovulate soon. And I’m really not interested in your patented techniques learned on the women of Africa.”
Ghostly blue and black dyed his face. The tilting of his lips was less than a smile. He nudged her toward the narrow berth. A bulkhead beside it had separated, a cheap panel peeling down like banana skin. All smelled damp and old. Only the mattress was new.
“You don’t have any diseases, do you?”
A faint shake of his head. He watched her. “You like me?”
Dru swallowed. “Enough.” She discarded her sweater. “I don’t want you to make love to me. Just sex. I wish I had a turkey baster with me. Why not artificial insemination?”
The hard mattress brought her too close to him.
“I wish I knew,” she said, “what’s in it for you.”
His lips tracked her jaw. His hand held her side, fingers spreading, guiding her down. “I can wait till you figure that out.” His nose near hers.
“It’s so appealing to be wanted as a one-night stand.”
“This is not a one-night stand. You’re coming back to the Sahara with me. My first three wives will be jealous and cruel to you, but you won’t be spending much time with them, anyhow. You and I will make love all day.”
His kiss warmed her lips, parting them. Their legs twined, the teeth of two combs fitting together. His skin swallowed her voice. “We weren’t going to do it…like that.” The words collided, falling on each other, never quite standing up, defeated by coursing blood, mating rites.
He said, “It’s the only way I know.”
Making love.
He was full of lies.
Dru searched her memory. Did Omar ever press his mouth to her as he spoke? Had they ever spoken this way? She was wild at his smell. At hard limbs. At a man her age. Her ears filled with shrieking winds, the sound of desire. It was evil, so cruel, to want anyone but her husband, the only man she’d ever known.
Evil to think, even for a second, It’s never been like this.
Hot shivering.
Permission. Omar had given it.
She sat up, shaking rapidly, jerking in blurred time. Her body had not been hers. Almost. It was now. Mine. Dru despised Omar, then imagined, then believed, she knew what he wanted—for her to know this about herself, to come to the point of refusing his Trojan horse. “Sorry. I can’t.” She scrambled her vibrating, quivering body over Ben’s and put her feet on the floor. Yes. The sole. Standing. Swaying. The hollow tinkling of water on the hull amplified. Unable to speak for trembling. “I w-won’t m-m-make l-l-l-love to anyone b-b-but m-m-my husband.”
