go back and pick up my hair,” she said.
“Never mind. Hopefully no one is going to see you.”
“Does it look that bad?”
He could reassure her it didn’t, but that was something Prince Charming might do. “It looks terrible.”
He hoped she wasn’t going to cry. She put her sunglasses back on a little too rapidly. Her shoulders trembled tellingly.
Don’t be a jerk, he told himself. But then he realized he might be a lot safer in this situation if she did think he was a jerk.
When had his focus switched from her safety to his own?
Rattled, he pushed ahead. “I need you to think very carefully,” he said. “Is there a place on this island we can go where no one would find us for a week?”
He tried not to close his eyes after he said it. A week with her, her new haircut and her new green bikini stuffed in the backpack. Not to mention the shorty-shorts, and a halter top that had somehow been among her purchases.
He could see in her eyes she yearned for things that were forbidden to her, things she might not even be totally aware of, things that went far beyond riding on motorcycles and cutting her hair.
Things her husband should be teaching her. Right this minute. He had no right to be feeling grateful that she had not been delivered into the hands of a man she’d dreaded discovering those things with.
Instead she’d been delivered into his hands. One mission: keep her safe. Even from himself.
Still, he was aware he was a warrior, not a saint. The universe was asking way too much of him.
He turned from her swiftly, got on the motorcycle, persuaded it to life. He patted the seat behind him, not even looking at her.
But not looking at her didn’t help. She slid onto the seat behind him. The skirt hiked way up. Out of his peripheral vision he could see the nakedness of her knee. He glanced back. The skirt was riding high up her thigh.
It was a princess like no one had ever seen, of that he was certain. On the other hand, no one would be likely to recognize her looking like this, either.
“Hang on tight,” he said.
And then he felt her sweet curves pull hard against him. Oh, sure. For once she was going to listen!
“I know a place,” she called into his ear. “I know the perfect place.”
His cell phone vibrated in his pocket. He slowed, checked the caller ID. His mother. He wrestled an impulse to answer, to yell at her, Don’t do it! Instead he listened to her leave yet another voice mail.
“Ronan, call me. It’s so exciting.”
They were crossing over a bridge, rushing water below, and he took the phone and flung it into the water.
He was in the protection business; sometimes it felt as if the whole world was his responsibility. But the truth was he could not now, and never had been able to, protect his own mother from what she most needed protecting from.
Herself.
Shoshauna pressed her cheek up against the delicious hardness of Ronan’s shoulder. His scent, soapy and masculine, was stronger than the scent of the new shirt.
Alone with him for a week. In a place where no one could find them. It felt dangerous and exciting and terribly frightening, too. She pressed into him, feeling far more endangered than she had when the gun had gone off in the chapel.
Some kind of trembling had started inside her, and it was not totally because he had hurt her feelings telling her her hair looked terrible. It wasn’t totally because of the vibration of the motorbike, either!
“Go faster,” she cried.
He glanced over his shoulder at her.
“It doesn’t go any faster,” he shouted back at her, but he gave it a hit of gas and the little bike surged forward.
Her stomach dropped, and she squealed with delight.
He glanced back again. His lips were twitching. He was trying not to smile. But he did, and his smile was like the sun coming out on the grayest of days. That glimpse of a smile made her forget she had only a short time to squeeze many dreams into, though a week was more than she could have hoped for.
Still, it was as if his smile hypnotized her and made her realize maybe there was one dream he could help make come true. A dream more important than wearing shorts or riding astride or touching snow. A dream that scorned people who pretended all the time.
She had only a few days, and she wanted to be with someone who was real, not kowtowing. Not anxious to please. Not afraid of her position. Someone who would tell her the truth, even if it hurt to hear it.
I’m not going to be more responsible for you than you are willing to be for yourself, he had told her. She shivered. In that simple statement, as much as it had pained her to hear it, was the truth about how her life had gone off track so badly. Could Ronan somehow lead her back to what was real about herself?
When she was younger, there’d been a place she had been allowed to go where she had felt real. Relaxed. As if it was okay to be herself.
Herself—something more and more lost behind the royal mask, the essential facades of good manners, of duty. Something that might be lost forever when she was returned to Prince Mahail as his bride.
“There’s an island,” she called over the putter of the engine. “My grandparents have a summer place on a small island just north of the mainland. No one is ever there at this time of year.”
“No one? No security? No groundskeeper?”
“It’s a private island, but not the posh kind. You’d have to know my grandfather to understand. He hates all the royal fuss-fuss as he calls it. He likes simplicity.
“The island is almost primitive. There’s no electricity, the house is like a cottage, it even has a thatched roof.”
“Fresh water, or do we have to bring our own?”
“There’s a stream.” Ronan thought like a soldier, she realized. All she could think about was it would be such a good place to try on her new bikini, such a wonderful place to rediscover who she really was! But, given the strange trembling inside her, how wise would that be? Given the reality of his smile, the pure sexiness of it, was it possible she was headed into a worse danger zone than the one she was leaving?
“Bedding? Blankets?”
His mind, thankfully, a million miles from bikinis, on the more practical considerations. “I think so.”
“How do you get to it?”
“My grandfather keeps a boat at the dock across the bay from it.”
“Perfect,” he said. “Show me the fastest way to the boat dock.”
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