you an excuse to look at her for another few minutes.”
Raking his hand through his hair, Mark released an audible breath. “No, man, it’s not like that. Really. I’ve got a kid at home and I’m not in any place to be—”
“She’s a cute little thing. Spunky, too.” The man took a few steps and then paused. “And she don’t have no wedding ring on her finger, either.”
Mark looked down at the hand that gripped the compass, a familiar lump building in his throat at the sight of the half-inch band of skin that no longer stood out the way it once had when his ring was off. What on earth was he doing? He’d taken this class as a release, not to pick up chicks. It was way too soon. Seth needed his complete focus. He needed his complete focus….
Mark started back across the grass and along the path where Emily had just disappeared. Step by step, he ventured farther into the woods, and found the excitement he’d felt during the hands-on portion of the class resurfacing in spades.
It was as if the sunlight that randomly poked through the heavy leaves, warming him from the outside in, had somehow managed to rekindle a part of his spirit that had disappeared along with any respect he’d once had for himself prior to Sally’s death.
Mark climbed onto a stump and looked from side to side, his heart rate picking up at the sight of Emily heading back toward him, the bag she’d been carrying into the woods now looped over her shoulder, a pad of paper and a pencil in her hand. “Emily? I saw you head back here. Everything okay?”
She stopped midstep and gave him a funny look. “Just jotting down a few new coordinates for next time. Did you forget something, Mr. Reynolds?”
“No, I …” He glanced down, saw the compass he held in a death grip. “Actually, yeah. I forgot to turn in my compass. By the time I realized it, Trish had already collected them and I didn’t want to just leave it sitting around.”
The smile he’d found so engaging all afternoon returned. “Kind of got used to holding it, huh? Well, don’t worry about it. I’ve found myself driving home with a compass still in my hand after one of these kinds of outings, so you’re in good company. Means it started to feel natural.”
He tucked the compass into his pants pocket and swept his gaze across the woods, nodding. “I can’t believe how good it felt to be out here … playing.”
Her laughter echoed around them. “Welcome to my job. Where I get to play—and help others play—all day long.”
“Sounds like heaven to me.”
“Really? Because the last time I checked these woods were in the middle of Winoka, Wisconsin,” she joked, before beckoning him to follow as she wound her way back through the trees. “If you don’t mind me asking, what made you decide to take this class, Mr. Reynolds?”
He considered the best way to respond. If he shared too much, the lift in his heart from stepping out of his reality would be gone. If he didn’t give her any kind of answer, he’d come across as rude. He opted for the safest reply he could find. “First of all, it’s Mark. Mr. Reynolds makes me feel as if you’re talking to someone much older than I want to be. And as to why I came today, I guess you could say I’m looking for something that’ll help me unwind.”
“Sounds like a good reason.”
They emerged from the woods side by side, then cut across the clearing toward the old converted barn that served as the offices for Bucket List 101. When they reached the front door, Mark tried to think of something else to say, something to allow him even a few more minutes in her orbit, but he came up empty.
“Well, thanks for today. It was really great.”
“I’m glad you enjoyed it, Mr. Reynolds.”
“Mark,” he reminded her gently. At her nod, he turned and headed toward his car, the sound of the door opening and shutting behind him making it both easier and harder to breathe. Never in his recent and not-so-recent memory could he recall a woman who affected him quite the way Emily did.
Except, of course, for Sally. And even then, it was for very different reasons….
When he got to his car he reached into his pocket for his keys and froze.
“Oh, no …” He wrapped his fingers around the circular object and pulled it out, denial quickly morphing into self-recrimination. “What an idiot I am!”
Shaking his head, he retraced his steps to the barn and went inside, his feet guided down the hall by the sound of music and a pinpoint of light streaming through the crack under a door.
He knocked and heard Emily say, “Come in.”
Pushing the door open, Mark peeked inside, to find her hunched at a desk, poring over some sort of outdoor catalog. “I’m sorry to bother you, but I forgot to actually give you my compass after tracking you down in the woods. I’m a head case, I know.”
Her laugh echoed off the walls and brought his body to attention. “Considering the fact that you showed it to me twenty minutes ago and I didn’t take it, I think it’s safe to say your state of mind isn’t the only one in question at the moment. But no worries. I happen to believe momentary insanity is par for the course after running through the woods for two hours the way we did. It rattles brains, I think.”
He took a few steps into her office and leaned against the wall, her sincerity and her genuineness speaking to him on some unexpected level. “Do you ever get tired, running around like that?”
The sparkle in her eyes dimmed. “No, never.”
“Wow.” Despite his best intentions, he found himself glancing around the room, looking for any excuse to stretch out their time together. It was as if by being there, talking to her, he could almost forget the unforgettable. He pointed at the illustrations on the wall behind her desk. “Looks like you’ve got a budding artist on your hands.”
The sparkle returned. “Nope. Just a dreamer who happens to have a very sentimental friend.”
“You lost me.”
She grinned. “I drew those when I was ten. Kate, my sentimental friend, just uncovered them in her hope chest a few weeks ago, and felt the need to share them.”
He took a step toward the pictures. “And this is you in all of these?”
“Minus the freckles, of course. I hated my freckles when I was ten.”
“You shouldn’t have.” He pointed at the first drawing. “Trail riding?”
“That’ll start back up in the spring.”
Stepping to the right, he considered the second. “Nice rapids in this one.”
Her laugh sent a skitter of awareness down his spine. “If I took my customers white-water rafting without helmets today, I’d lose my license.”
“Artistic liberties, that’s all.” He matched her laugh and took in the third picture. “Something tells me I didn’t look quite as confident in the woods just now with my compass.”
“You did great.” Emily
