‘“I brought a heart into the room But from the room I carried none with me.”’
‘John Donne?’
When he nodded Eleanor smiled. ‘So it was not only for Florencia’s sake that you wished for us to be betrothed.’
‘You thought that?’
‘You left so quickly.’
He grimaced. ‘I didn’t trust what I might do if I stayed.’
Walking straight into his arms. she turned her face up to his. ‘I love you.’
‘I love you, too. Tout se pardonne quand on aime.’
Where there is love there is forgiveness.
She found him in the silence, the strength of him and the gentleness, a man fully aroused, but trying to show his patience and temperance.
‘There are only a few hours left until the dawn, Cristo. Why waste them?’
‘You are saying that you should not wish to?’
‘I am.’
He pushed down the sleeves on her gown and undid the buttons left at the back. When the blue silk pooled at her feet she was full of neither shyness nor regret.
‘I thought you would want everything perfect after the last time.’
‘It is,’ she replied. ‘It is perfect because I have you.’
Much later they lay naked against each other, a blanket pulled across them against the gathering dawn and Cristo’s fingers tracing shapes of a heart across her back.
‘I think Martin felt the kind of hatred for you that he had never felt about anyone before.’ Her hand laid out flat against his chest, her fingers splayed across his heart. ‘He was a good man who made a bad choice, but I think had he known what I truly thought about you he would have tried to mend it.’
‘You do?’ She could hear the doubt in his voice.
He brought her close and she could feel his tongue against her shoulder and then her neck, the flare of affection almost making her forget how to breathe, but she had another question to ask him.
‘Who were the people who kidnapped us?’
He took a moment to answer. ‘Colleagues from Paris.’
‘Colleagues?’
‘I worked as a gatherer of information for England and the Foreign Office and Beraud worked for the Secret Police in France. Sometimes his loyalties incorporated the selling of secrets, for substantial amounts of cash, you understand.’
‘You are saying that he would betray his own country?’
‘All patriots have their price, and a gambling addiction could not have been easy to manage on the wages Fouche offered.’
‘Did you have a price?’
He merely shook his head.
‘How did they know about us?’
‘By chance. He must have seen us together in London and saw a way to make some money on the side.’
‘And Milne?’
‘Is completely trustworthy.’
‘Are there others who might harm us?’
‘If there are, I will make certain that they never come close enough.’
The amber in his eyes darkened and there was a menace in his voice that she absolutely believed. The recognition of an agent of death was chilling.
‘But your work with the Foreign Office is finished?’
‘It was completed when I left Paris and I have had no contact since. With you there is something returning that I have not felt in a very long while.’
‘What?’
‘Joy.’
She laughed.
‘There. That is the joy I speak of.’
She laughed again, and the release of gaiety felt like an opiate.
With Cristo and Florencia as her family and the memory of Paris between them, Eleanor felt she could do anything, be anyone, the reckless force of her youth returning in a great and wonderful measure.
‘I love you so much, Cristo, that I am sometimes scared because it seems too perfect.’
‘After all we have been through perhaps perfect is what we deserve.’
Leaning over, he rifled through a pocket in his jacket and, when he opened his palm, her grandfather’s lost medallion lay upon it.
‘You kept it?’
The gilded upstairs room in the Château Giraudon seemed close as he wound her hair around his finger. ‘It was all that I had left of you. If only I had been wiser then—’
She stopped him simply by slipping the chain around his neck and the warmth between them grew. ‘Now is what we do have, Cristo.’ The gold glimmered warm in the light.
‘I love you, my Eleanor, and I will never let you go.’
‘Promise.’
‘I do.’
In the early light of dawn they spoke again of the past.
‘I always wondered what was in the letter you brought to Paris from your grandfather,’ he said, looking at the sky outside. ‘When you left I tossed the sheets from the bed into the fire and the message was lost completely.’
‘I never read it, but I presumed it to be about my Uncle Nigel. My uncle had written a confession in the family Bible, you see, all about his part in my brother’s death, though I don’t think he meant to kill him. He took to the bottle straight after and Grandfather was probably trying to make amends.’
‘And because of it I harmed you.’
‘Found me.’ She turned to watch him. ‘Besides, you had to run from England for a mistake that was not in any way your fault.’
‘I was always running from mistakes as a youth. The only damn thing I have ever done right is to find you.’
She ran her fingers along the side of his cheek, liking the way he leaned into her touch, his hair silver against her hand.
‘You look like an angel, Cristo.’
At that he did laugh. ‘And one with very impure thoughts.’
‘My angel,’ she whispered as his mouth came down full against her own.
