no,” Isabel said, “but I had fun and I…well, I’m feeling a need to escape home for a while. I’m coming out to Colorado, after all.”
“You and Roger are coming here?” Darla asked.
“Don’t sound so surprised,” Isabel said. “But no. Just me.”
Darla was quiet for a moment. “Didn’t you say you’d never traveled this far on your own?”
“Yes, I did. Since Mom died, I’ve always traveled with my sisters. Sounds funny, doesn’t it?”
“Oh, I understand why you’d be nervous,” Darla said. “I’d be, if I’d had your childhood.”
“Well, I’m ready to try something new. I’ll be at your wedding,” Isabel said. “I want to celebrate with you. Besides, it’s time I got away from Roger and let him miss me a little, don’t you think?”
“Yeah.”
Something in her friend’s tone caught Isabel’s attention. “What’s wrong, Darla?”
“My mom’s going through a rough spell, Izzy. We thought the July date would be perfect, but I’ve been busy helping Mom. We haven’t had time to plan, and the camp’s starting soon.” Darla paused, then dropped the bomb. “We called off the wedding.”
Disappointment welled up inside Isabel, and felt so heavy in her chest that she sank down onto a kitchen chair. “But that’s awful. And you must be busier still, contacting everyone to let them know.” She lowered her voice. “Do you mean to say you won’t be marrying Sam?”
“We’re postponing the ceremony, not canceling it, and we hadn’t invited many people yet. I sent your invitation early because I wanted to give you time to consider coming. I knew it’d be hard for you to get away.”
Darla had been so excited about her big day. Their conversations about mothers and sickness had been overtaken by more hopeful talk about how many guests to invite, how to decorate and which foods to serve at the reception. “I’m so sorry, Darla.”
“I am, too. And I apologize for the mix-up. I should’ve called to tell you, even though you’d already declined.”
Still shaken, Isabel remained quiet.
After a moment Darla said, “You could still come for a visit, you know. I’d love to see you.”
“I could help plan your wedding,” Isabel said, more as a vague, wouldn’t-this-be-great idea, rather than a true intention.
But Darla responded, immediately and enthusiastically. “That’d be great!” she exclaimed. “I considered asking you to be my maid of honor, but I didn’t want to pressure you to come. We have plenty of room. You could stay as long as you like. Come for the summer!”
A summer-long Colorado trip. What a dream!
And then it struck Isabel: Why limit herself?
Why not take a real vacation?
Blumecrafts was doing well enough. And except for the flood last year, when three feet of muddy river water had rendered Isabel’s house and workshop temporarily unusable, she’d generally worked year-round without a break.
If she caught up on her orders now, she could warn clients that new shipments would be delayed.
Her sisters would watch her house—maybe her younger sister, Josie, would move in to tend the gardens. In return, she’d get a bigger space for summer socializing and all the fresh veggies she could eat.
“What if I did come, Darla? I could free up some of your time by working in the office, or I could do legwork for the wedding. I could make favors and decorations. I could help with anything!”
“Isabel! Really?”
“Of course. This would be great for both of us,” Isabel said. “I’d get the kind of adventure I’ve always wanted, and you’d get to keep your summer wedding.”
“And Roger might get inspired,” Darla added. “Are you sure you can get away from him and those kids? I know they depend on you.”
Yes, they did, especially during the summertime. The school break coincided with Roger’s busiest season.
But Isabel was nothing more than a casual girlfriend to Roger. Callie had pointed that out recently. And Josie had mentioned that Isabel and Roger didn’t even go on dates, anymore. Their relationship had become more of a doing-what-we’ve-always-done type of arrangement.
As a consequence, she was nothing to Roger’s kids, either. Merely a friend who cared about them.
The thought saddened her. She felt connected to the Corbetts, at least emotionally. “Yes, they do depend on me,” Isabel said in a low voice. “Maybe they shouldn’t.”
“Right.” Darla’s tone was gentle, as if she expected Isabel to abandon the entire idea at this first snag.
She couldn’t do that.
Isabel didn’t want to hurt Roger or the kids, but she didn’t want to be taken for granted forever, either. She was determined, this time, to do something different.
Something daring.
Isabel felt excitement bubble up in her chest. “You know what? R.J.’s almost twelve. He’s old enough to help his dad around the farm this summer, or he can ride his bike to the local pool or to visit friends. He’ll be fine.”
“What about the little girl?” Darla asked.
“Angie presents more of a problem,” Isabel said, thinking about options. “Her mother works sixty hours a week, but maybe she and Roger could coordinate their schedules.”
“I’d think they could. She’s their daughter.”
“I know. I feel kind of bad for Angie, though,” Isabel said. “Hopefully they won’t argue in front of her, about who has to have her when.”
“They’d do that?”
“They have before.”
Darla hesitated, then said, “Things are awfully hectic around here once the camp is in session, but of course she’d be welcome, too, if it came to that.”
“Didn’t you tell me once that you catered to adult visitors only, during the camp weeks?” Isabel asked.
“Yes. And usually we limit ourselves to repeat guests who know the place well and don’t mind the chaos. Teenage boys tend to be loud, hungry and surprisingly needy.”
“Then Angie would be in the way.”
“I want you to come, so we’d work something out,” Darla said. “There’s just one thing.”
“What’s that?”
“How can Roger realize all you do for him if you help him long distance, my dear?”
