shook her head. “I think I’ll keep my expectations low, at least that way I won’t be disappointed.”
Paige stopped in mid-stride and turned to face her. “I can’t believe it.”
“What?”
“CBB wasn’t even good in bed.”
Ashley felt her cheeks flame as she reached out to rub the cow’s head. The big, dark eyes closed and the animal seemed to sigh with pleasure. “Sex was … fine.”
Paige lifted her brows. “Fine?”
“Look, if it’s okay with you, I’d really rather not discuss this now.” There wasn’t anything she couldn’t talk to her cousin about, but if they were going to perform a postmortem on her sex life, she wanted it to be in the privacy of her own home with a glass of wine in her hand, not in a public venue where anyone could overhear their conversation. Not that there were many other people in the barn, but still.
Unfortunately, Paige wouldn’t be deterred. “I need to understand this.”
“What’s to understand?”
“You were going to marry him.”
“And?” she prompted.
“And I can’t fathom why you would want to marry a guy who didn’t rock your world,” her cousin told her.
“Maybe my world isn’t capable of being rocked,” Ashley said, aware that she sounded more than a little defensive.
“Are you saying … never?”
She looked away. “Never with Trevor.”
“Sounds like a really bad slogan,” Paige said. “Maybe you should suggest he put it on his business cards, as a warning to other unsuspecting women.”
Ashley felt her lips curve, grateful that her cousin could make her see the light side of such a humiliating admission. “I’m happy just to move on,” she said, doing so towards the pigpen.
“But—oh.” Whatever else Paige was about to say was forgotten when she caught sight of the seven piglets, their round pink butts wiggling as they scrambled for position while nursing at their mother’s belly. “Oh, they are so cute.”
“My kids went crazy, oohing and aahing when they saw them yesterday,” Ashley told her.
“Kind of like I just did?”
“Just like that,” she agreed.
“Seven babies,” Paige mused. “Can you imagine?”
Ashley would happily settle for one baby of her own. At least one at a time. But she pushed the pang of longing aside, as she’d been doing for months now, since the end of her engagement to Trevor and the realization that her dreams of motherhood were slipping further and further away from her.
“Mama Pig doesn’t seem to be fazed,” she said instead.
“That’s because seven is actually a fairly small litter for a pig,” a male voice informed her from over their shoulders.
A familiar voice that had Ashley’s heart pounding too hard and too fast before she even turned around and confirmed the identity of the speaker. And when she saw Cam, her heart started to pound even harder and faster. He had his daughter with him, and obviously the little girl’s infatuation with the piglets she’d seen on her field trip had compelled her to bring her father back to the barn.
“Someone’s been doing his homework,” Paige noted. “Trying to impress the teacher?”
Cam just grinned.
“Mother pigs can have between eight and twelve babies,” Madeline said. Apparently she’d done the homework along with her father and wasn’t going to be outdone by him. Then the little girl smiled at Ashley. “I had so much fun visiting the pigs yesterday that I brung Daddy back to see them.”
“Brought,” both Ashley and Cam corrected automatically.
“Sorry,” Ashley said. “The teacher instincts don’t clock out after hours.”
“No need to apologize,” Cam assured her.
From over her shoulder, Ashley registered the sound of a throat clearing. She sighed and turned.
“This is my cousin, Paige,” she said to Maddie. “I brought her to see the pigs, too.” Then, to Paige, “You know Cam, of course. And this is his daughter, Madeline.”
Paige offered her hand to the girl. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, Madeline.”
Madeline took Paige’s hand and shook it awkwardly. “Okay.”
“She’s six,” Cam said, as an explanation of his daughter’s response.
“She’s adorable,” Paige said, and he smiled like the proud father that he was, while Ashley tried to ignore the ache she felt whenever she looked at his little girl and the much stronger sizzle of attraction she experienced whenever he was near.
“There’s cows, too, Daddy,” Maddie said, tugging on his hand.
“Cows?” Paige interjected, as if they hadn’t already come from that direction. “Can you show me where?”
Madeline looked to her father for permission. He nodded and released her hand, and she immediately headed off for the bovine stalls, Paige trailing in her wake.
“Not very subtle, is she?” Ashley mused.
“You won’t hear me complain about having some time alone with you,” Cam assured her.
“We’re not exactly alone.”
“Close enough,” he said, and edged nearer to her.
Too close, she thought, as her heart started to pound just a little bit faster. “Cam.”
He ignored the warning in her voice and leaned closer. “You smell much nicer than the pigs.”
She couldn’t help but smile at that. “I should hope so.”
“I like your perfume,” he told her. “It’s similar to what you wore in high school, but sexier.”
“It’s the same perfume I wore in high school,” she admitted.
“Then it must be that you’re even sexier now than you were then.”
She swallowed and shifted away from him. “Why are you doing this, Cam?”
“What is it that you think I’m doing?” he asked her.
“Flirting with me.”
He smiled. “Maybe to see if you’ll flirt back.”
“I won’t,” she said, a reminder to herself as much as a response to him.
