yet her stomach felt as if those pigeons were swooping around in there again.
Ralston made a sound in his throat.
She jumped with an audible gasp and stared at him.
‘Does it not meet with your approval?’ he asked, his voice chilly.
Oh! Busy with her runaway thoughts, she’d scarcely noticed her surroundings. He must have taken her silence as disgruntlement.
Her eyes widened. Cream and pink furnishings gave the spacious chamber an elegant look. It was far better than anything she’d been offered in years.
Her trunk sat beneath the window, and she dropped her valise next to it. ‘It is perfect. Thank you.’
‘Good. I’ll see you in my study in one hour to discuss your duties.’
She whirled around.
He’d already closed the door.
Sarah sank onto the edge of the bed. Discounting rumour as vicious gossip had been easy in London, but now, face to face with this brooding man, she wasn’t so sure.
A shudder ran down her spine.
Desperation had put her in an impossible position. And whose fault was that? Her own, mostly.
Well, she was here and she would do her best. After all, this really was her last chance.
Damn!
Brand stripped off his shirt and he splashed cold water on his face.
Why had he hired her sight unseen?
Just because his aunt had said Mrs Chivers’s school produced the best governesses, it didn’t mean he had to take the first one she’d offered. Except he couldn’t spend all his time keeping his son happy, and no one else had applied. He was lucky she had such an impeccable reference, but why someone of her calibre would want to work for him was certainly suspicious.
He dried his face and stared into the glass. The letter from Iris Chivers hadn’t said a word about her being more than passably handsome. He glared at his reflection. Oh, she looked modest enough, in her drab grey pelisse and brown skirts, but with her sapphire eyes and wheat-blonde hair she was far too young and attractive for a man sworn to celibacy.
Hell.
Wister, his ancient valet, barged in. He picked up the shirt and gazed at the stains with raised eyebrows.
‘Plum jam,’ Brand said.
Wister cocked his head and tugged at his thinning forelock with a pointed nod. ‘Ye’ve something …’
Brand put a hand to his head. It came away sticky. He touched it to his tongue. ‘Blancmange.’
No wonder Mrs Drake had looked at him with pursed lips. She must have thought him a veritable pig at the trough. He caught the wet towel tossed by Wister and rubbed at his hair.
‘Master Jonathon still not eating?’ Wister asked.
Brand let go a sigh. ‘No. He misses Maddy, damn her.’ The recollection of the nurse’s betrayal sent a surge of red-hot fury to his brain. Maddy was lucky he hadn’t strangled her on the spot.
He didn’t need another death added to his list of crimes. He pulled on a clean shirt and shrugged into his waistcoat.
‘Miles says she’s pretty,’ Wister said, brushing lint from Brand’s coat.
Brand looked up from the buttons.
‘The governess,’ Wister added.
‘Hmph.’ He’d expected a woman of experience, one with a gimlet eye and a large bosom who would make Jonathon listen. Not that Mrs Drake was lacking in bosom endowment. It wasn’t large, but it swelled above her small waist in a very … He squeezed his eyes shut and willed his body under control. ‘Miles needs to concentrate on his work.’
Wister grinned. ‘He said she seems like a nice lass.’
God, yes. A nice, calm, practical woman. Deliciously soft in all the right places. The kind of female who would be happy in the country teaching a child. The kind of woman he should have married. Would have, if he’d known.
‘He needs a mother,’ Wister added.
Bile rose in Brand’s throat. ‘One more word and you’ll find yourself following Maddy down the road.’
The craggy old Yorkshireman grinned. ‘Temper, temper, lad.’
Somehow Brand stopped himself from throwing his hairbrush at his valet’s head and used it on his hair. ‘She’s a governess. She will occupy Jonathon’s mind until his tutor arrives in two months’ time and then she will leave. In the meantime, perhaps she can teach him some blasted table manners.’ He snatched his coat and resisted Wister’s efforts to help him into it.
‘Cook wants to know if Mrs Drake is to take supper in her room?’ Wister said.
Lord, he should have remembered she’d had a long journey from York and would need feeding. ‘She can dine with me.’
The words were out of his mouth before he thought. To change his mind now would give Wister more grist for his mill, so he merely glowered.
‘Will there be anything else then, my lord?’
‘No, thank you.’
Not unless the valet could find a way to put things back the way they were, make life feel normal again.
Unfortunately Brand had destroyed any hope of that.
A stone-cold silence weighed heavily in the air as Sarah descended the winding stone steps. The thick walls absorbed all sound except for her footsteps and her breathing. Peter, standing outside her charge’s door, had directed her to the Earl’s study on the first floor by way of the tower at the other end of the hallway. There she found a wider set of steps, true, but just as circular.
A gothic arch led off the landing; this must be it. She stepped into a gallery-like corridor. Doorways ran along its length on one side and windows on the other. Second door on the left, Peter had said.
Feeling breathless, as if she’d climbed up those twisting stairs instead of descending, she knocked.
‘Come.’
A quick breath, a smoothing of her hair and she breezed in, the perfectly confident governess. Not too confident, though. Not arrogant or proud; competent.
A fire blazed cheerfully at one end of the comfortable and very male room. The upholstery on the heavy chairs each side of the hearth showed signs of wear. The linenfold oak wainscoting shone with the quiet pride of antiquity.
Ralston sat at a polished mahogany desk. He’d exchanged his mired clothes for a pristine shirt, a cravat and a navy coat over an ivory waistcoat. With his chiselled jaw freshly shaved and his hair neat he looked every inch a proud nobleman. And darkly handsome, if somewhat
