a man long for a bit of softness in his life.
But he had had softness, Jefferson reminded himself, and had proved himself entirely unworthy of it.
He lifted a shoulder in defense against the sympathy that blazed in her eyes. “My wife was the architect who designed the house.”
“Ah, that explains a lot.”
He lifted an eyebrow at her.
“You don’t really seem like the type of person who would be amenable to having your home photographed. You are honoring her. That’s nice.”
Jefferson really didn’t want her to think he was nice, and he squinted dangerously at her.
She got the message, because she moved over to an enlarged black-and-white photo on the wall.
“Who is this?”
The people responsible for the fact you haven’t been sent packing. “It’s me, with my grandparents, in front of the old house.”
“It’s a very powerful photograph.”
That’s what Hailey had said, too. She wasn’t into hanging family portraits, but she had unearthed this photo and had it enlarged to four feet by six feet and transferred to canvas.
“How old are you in it?”
“Six.”
She turned and looked at him. “How come you look so sad?” she asked.
He started. Hailey had never asked a single question about the photo. She had considered it an art piece. She had liked the composition, the logs of the old house, the dog on the porch, the hayfork leaning against the railing.
This woman was looking at him as if all his losses were being laid out before her, and he hated it.
“My parents had just died.” He kept his tone crisp, not inviting any comment, but he saw the stricken look on her face before she turned away from him and ran her finger along the bottom of the frame.
She looked at her finger but didn’t say anything. Her expression said it all. She felt sorry for him. No, it was more than sorry. She was, he could tell, despite the lie about her name, the softhearted type. She didn’t just feel sorry for him. Her heart was breaking for him. And he hated that.
“This is a temporary position,” he said, his voice cold. “After the photo shoot, I’ll return to companionship of my dust bunnies. Maybe you want to consider if two weeks employment is what you are really looking for.”
It was a last-ditch effort to let her know this position probably was not going to work for her. Or him.
“Temporary works perfectly for me,” she said, as if that made it cosmically ordained. “Two weeks. I have a lot to do.”
She had been careful not to express sympathy, and yet Jefferson felt her I have a lot to do could somehow mean rescuing him. Just a second. Wasn’t he rescuing her? And if she thought she was going to turn the tables on him, she was in for an ugly surprise.
“We haven’t come to terms yet. What do you expect for remuneration?”
“I haven’t passed the free-day test yet.”
He looked at her face. The softness lingered, but he was willing to bet she was one of those overachiever types. He deduced if she set out to impress, he would be impressed.
“Let’s assume,” he said drily.
She named a figure that seemed criminally low. But then she added, “Plus room and board, of course.”
Jefferson stared at her. Why was this coming as a surprise to him? Obviously, some fear had sent her down his driveway, and just as obviously she was not eager to go back to it.
“I’m in the middle of relocating,” Brook said vaguely. Then, as if sensing how disconcerted he was, she added, “This looks like a huge place. There must be a spare bedroom? Or two? Or a dozen?”
“I’m not sure—”
“Besides, if I’m going to be a proper housekeeper, I should probably make you some meals. That would be easier to do in residence, don’t you think?”
He saw it again. Behind her I’m-going-to-be-the-best-housekeeper-in-the-world bravado was terror.
She wanted to stay here.
Under his roof and his protection. He supposed if you were looking for a place to hide, the Stone House fit the bill quite nicely, as long as the things you were hiding from were outside of yourself.
Jefferson wondered if his new housekeeper would feel quite so eager to seek shelter here if she knew how colossally he had failed the one other woman, his wife, who had expected protection from him.
Meals. He hadn’t really even considered a housekeeper providing meals. His search for a housekeeper had been motivated strictly by getting the house ready for the magazine photo shoot. He considered telling her meals would not be part of their agreement but found himself oddly reluctant to do so. He had not had a home-cooked meal in longer than he could remember, and his mouth was watering. His weakness annoyed him.
“Look,” he told Brook sternly. “Against my better judgment, I’m giving you a chance, but be warned, if you chatter, you’re out of here.”
She looked as if she might say something. But then she pursed her lips, brought her fingers up, locked and put the imaginary key in her pocket. But before he could even be properly relieved, she reached into that imaginary pocket, took out the key and unlocked her lips.
“Maybe just before we begin our vow of silence, I should get you to show me around and you can tell me what you’d like to see prioritized. I’ll make a list of what each room needs.”
It was a reasonable request, and he knew he could not really refuse it.
“Let’s begin here,” she coaxed, when he was silent.
“This room is the great room,” he said. “I noticed the windows are rain spotted.”
“The windows would be a priority,” she agreed. “But I should probably leave them until right before the photo shoot so they just sparkle that day, right?”
“Right,” he said, though of course he had not thought of that.
“Dusting.” She looked up at the high vault of the ceiling. “You have a ladder somewhere? I see cobwebs up there.”
He frowned up at where she was looking. He did not like spiders. Before he answered, she went and slapped the couch, and a cloud of dust flew up from it. “Vacuuming. If the weather stays nice, I might even put the furniture outside for a bit to air it out.”
He couldn’t really imagine she was going to get all that furniture outside by herself. The sectional was huge. And apparently she was going to need a ladder. Actually, he was not going to let her up on a ladder, so there was no point in finding one. He needed to make it clear he was not going to be roped into interaction with
