Indian Summer. William Dean Howells

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Miss Graham.

      Colville stood stirring his second cup of tea, when the portière parted, and showed Mrs. Bowen wistfully pausing on the threshold. Her face was pale, but she looked extremely pretty there.

      "Ah, come in, Mrs. Bowen!" he called gaily to her. "I won't give you away to the other people. A cup of tea will do you good."

      "Oh, I'm a great deal better," said Mrs. Bowen, coming forward to give him her hand. "I heard your voice, and I couldn't resist looking in."

      "That was very kind of you," said Colville gratefully: and her eyes met his in a glance that flushed her face a deep red. "You find me here—I don't know why!—in my character of old family friend, doing my best to make life a burden to the young ladies."

      "I wish you would stay to a family dinner with us," said Mrs. Bowen, and Miss Graham brightened in cordial support of the hospitality. "Why can't you?"

      "I don't know, unless it's because I'm a humane person, and have some consideration for your headache."

      "Oh, that's all gone," said Mrs. Bowen. "It was one of those convenient headaches—if you ever had them, you'd know—that go off at sunset."

      "But you'd have another to-morrow."

      "No, I'm safe for a whole fortnight from another."

      "Then you leave me without an excuse, and I was just wishing I had none," said Colville.

      After dinner Mrs. Bowen sent Effie to bed early to make up for the late hours of the night before, but she sat before the fire with Miss Graham rather late, talking Colville over, when he was gone.

      "He's very puzzling to me," said Miss Graham. "Sometimes you think he's nothing but an old cynic, from his talk, and then something so sweet and fresh comes out that you don't know what to do. Don't you think he has really a very poetical mind, and that he's putting all the rest on?"

      "I think he likes to make little effects," said Mrs. Bowen judiciously. "He always did, rather."

      "Why, was he like this when he was young?"

      "I don't consider him very old now."

      "No, of course not. I meant when you knew him before." Miss Graham had some needlework in her hand; Mrs. Bowen, who never even pretended to work at that kind of thing, had nothing in hers but the feather screen.

      "He is old, compared with you, Imogene; but you'll find, as you live along, that your contemporaries are always young. Mr. Colville is very much improved. He used to be painfully shy, but he put on a bold front, and now the bold front seems to have become a second nature with him."

      "I like it," said Miss Graham, to her needle.

      "Yes; but I suspect he's still shy, at heart. He used to be very sentimental, and was always talking Ruskin. I think if he hadn't talked Ruskin so much, Jenny Milbury might have treated him better. It was very priggish in him."

      "Oh, I can't imagine Mr. Colville's being priggish!"

      "He's very much improved. He used to be quite a sloven in his dress; you know how very slovenly most American gentlemen are in their dress, at any rate. I think that influenced her against him too."

      "He isn't slovenly now," suggested Miss Graham.

      "Oh no; he's quite swell," said Mrs. Bowen, depriving the adjective of slanginess by the refinement of her tone.

      "Well," said Miss Graham, "I don't see how you could have endured her after that. It was atrocious."

      "It was better for her to break with him, if she found out she didn't love him, than to marry him. That," said Mrs. Bowen, with a depth of feeling uncommon for her, "would have been a thousand times worse."

      "Yes, but she ought to have found out before she led him on so far."

      "Sometimes girls can't. They don't know themselves; they think they're in love when they're not. She was very impulsive, and of course she was flattered by it; he was so intellectual. But at last she found that she couldn't bear it, and she had to tell him so."

      "Did she ever say why she didn't love him?"

      "No; I don't suppose she could. The only thing I remember her saying was that he was 'too much of a mixture.'"

      "What did she mean by that?"

      "I don't know exactly."

      "Do you think he's insincere?"

      "Oh no. Perhaps she meant that he wasn't single-minded."

      "Fickle?"

      "No. He certainly wasn't that in her case."

      "Undecided?"

      "He was decided enough with her—at last."

      Imogene dropped the hopeless quest, "How can a man ever stand such a thing?" she sighed.

      "He stood it very nobly. That was the best thing about it; he took it in the most delicate way. She showed me his letter. There wasn't a word or a hint of reproach in it; he seemed to be anxious about nothing but her feeling badly for him. Of course he couldn't help showing that he was mortified for having pursued her with attentions that were disagreeable to her; but that was delicate too. Yes, it was a very large-minded letter."

      "It was shocking in her to show it."

      "It wasn't very nice. But it was a letter that any girl might have been proud to show."

      "Oh, she couldn't have done it to gratify her vanity!"

      "Girls are very queer, my dear," said Mrs. Bowen, as if the fact were an abstraction. She mused upon the flat of her screen, while Miss Graham plied her needle in silence.

      The latter spoke first. "Do you think he was very much broken by it?"

      "You never can tell. He went out west then, and there he has stayed ever since. I suppose his life would have been very different if nothing of the kind had happened. He had a great deal of talent. I always thought I should hear of him in some way."

      "Well, it was a heartless, shameless thing! I don't see how you can speak of it so leniently as you do, Mrs. Bowen. It makes all sorts of coquetry and flirtation more detestable to me than ever. Why, it has ruined his life!"

      "Oh, he was young enough then to outlive it. After all, they were a boy and girl."

      "A boy and girl! How old were they?"

      "He must have been twenty-three or four, and she was twenty."

      "My age! Do you call that being a girl?"

      "She was old enough to know what she was about," said Mrs. Bowen justly.

      Imogene fell back in her chair, drawing out her needle the full length of its thread, and then letting her hand fall. "I don't know. It seems as if I never should be grown up, or anything but a child. Yes, when I think of the way young men talk, they do seem boys. Why can't they

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