Karma. Algernon Blackwood

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A doctor’s powers——

      Doctor

      Are, by rights, divine.

      Mrs. Lattin

      Life or death——

      Doctor

      Life and death.

      Mrs. Lattin

      (Hushed.) But—you are more than doctor; you are also—Priest.

      Doctor

      I am at your service.

      Mrs. Lattin

      (Light breaking on her face. She stretches out a hand to him. He takes it.) To heal me. I feel great power pouring from you—into me. It is like wind and fire.

      Doctor

      Life is a wind and fire. It is life you feel. Your claim is great, because of your great wish, your true desire. You deserve. And I have come.

      Mrs. Lattin

      (Puzzled.) Deserve! My great desire! My claim … !

      Doctor

      Your sickness is not of the heart, but of the soul. Your desire was prayer.

      Mrs. Lattin

      You have read my heart.

      Doctor

      Little Child, it is in your eyes.

      Mrs. Lattin

      And you know my very soul.

      Doctor

      Little Child, I am come to heal it.

      Mrs. Lattin

      Recovery! You said recovery. While I lie dying here by inches!

      Doctor

      You love.

      Mrs. Lattin

      With all my heart.

      Doctor

      And—soul?

      [He looks questioningly down at her with great tenderness. Her expression shows the dawn of comprehension.

      Mrs. Lattin

      (Very low.) I love—wrongly—somewhere. I forgot—my soul. And I have wrecked him, wrecked his life, his work.

      Doctor

      (To himself.) Again.

      Mrs. Lattin

      (Not catching his word.) Is there recovery for that? Can you heal that?

      Doctor

      He does not question your love for him?

      Mrs. Lattin

      He is too big-hearted. He has sacrificed all for me. It is regret and remorse that kill me now—they bring death more quickly. If only I could understand!

      Doctor

      You shall.

      Mrs. Lattin

      (Bitterly.) When it is too late. Can you give recovery for that? Can the forgiveness that I crave—his forgiveness—undo what has been? (Hides her face and sobs.) I must die without forgiveness.

      Doctor

      Recovery begins with understanding.

      Mrs. Lattin

      I want his forgiveness.

      Doctor

      You must—forgive yourself.

      Mrs. Lattin

      Oh, oh, I do not understand. My remorse goes with me even into the grave.

      Doctor

      Remorse brings weakness. The forgiveness of another affects that other only.

      Mrs. Lattin

      (Looking up.) Yes?

      Doctor

      Understand. Then, without regret, go forward. To forgive yourself is—true forgiveness.

      Mrs. Lattin

      I feel something wonderful in you. Your words bring life again. … I. … There seems something I remember—remember almost—very dim and far away. … (Her eye falls upon the Egyptian picture. She gazes fascinated at it.) The stars … the river … are rising, surely. …

      Doctor

      You remember—life. And life shall teach you this.

      Mrs. Lattin

      Life! My life! Oh, what is it rising in me? A curtain lifts. I see … myself. Ah, now it goes again. … The pain … the pain is awful! It all has been before somewhere, I know. … Have I done this before, then? If only I could see, I might understand.

      Doctor

      You shall see. Understanding shall bring recovery.

      [As he speaks he retires slowly backwards towards the open door. Her eyes remain fixed upon the picture.

      Mrs. Lattin

      Recovery! I half remember. … I begin to … understand … !

      Doctor

      The soul reaps ever its own harvest, for the soul is linked to all its past.

      Mrs. Lattin

      (Faintly.) The past! My past … ! Our past together. …

      Doctor

      Your pain and prayer may lift for once the curtain. Remembering, you shall understand. And, understanding, you shall learn to—forgive yourself.

      [A light falls on his face and figure by the door. Just before he disappears she tears her gaze away from the picture, and turns to him with outstretched hands. He raises his hands as though he were lifting a curtain and holding it up.

      Mrs. Lattin

      It lifts, it lifts! I hear wind among the palms, and lapping waters. A voice is whispering … “Little Child” … yet in another tongue. …

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