slower to enjoy the indescribable feeling of enjoyment. She could not even find a comparison to that new, unexperienced feeling. When she had that heavenly mood it seemed as thought she walked above the ground…
Svetlana saw her school and her heart started to beat so fast, that it became difficult to walk. She stood on the school porch to calm down. Then she opened the door and entered the school.
– Hello Valentina Ivanovna! – She hugged the aged receptionist. – You can’t imagine how glad I am to see you!
– Thank you for your care and attention, Svetlana. How is your health?
– Oh! It is getting better and better, Valentina Ivanovna! Tell me the latest school news, please!
– Everything is the same. The kids will arrive soon; it is almost the time for the first class.
– Do we have any new teachers?
– Not for now. Who knows, may be we will soon.
– All right, Valentina Ivanovna, I better go and prepare for the class. I’ll talk to you later.
– Yes dear. God bless you.
– Thank you. I’ll see you soon.
Svetlana was walking slowly down the empty school corridors, remembering the years of her teaching experience. When she entered her class, she was not surprised that the door knob was missing. “Hmm could be worse”, – thought Svetlana. She looked around the empty class and smiled. Then she touched the desk with her figure and was not surprised again to see tons of dust. She soaked the piece of cloth in water and started to wipe off desks and chairs, trying to remember where her students were sitting. She did not like that the floor was dirty too. However, the cleaner assisted her out and cleaned the floor, while she washed the blackboard. Svetlana was busy with making her class a neat place, and only the school bell made her leave the cleaning tools and open the class doors. Students were entering the class, they greeted her and organized study places. Svetlana really enjoyed teaching children, sharing knowledge with them. She tried to prepare them for the future life and help them to form personalities. Svetlana felt that school was her second life. She could not live without it; school life absorbed her totally. When she was there, it felt as thought she appeared in another world, like the diver at the sea bottom or like the cosmonaut in space. It was a really unforgettable feeling.
– Hello, sit down please! Nadia, what do we have today on schedule, Russian language or literature? Who is absent?
– We have literature today. Maxim is missing.
Teacher’s face changed when she heard it, but she got herself together:
– What is the reason he is missing? What happened?
– He broke his leg before the New Year. He got the gypsum removed recently. He’ll start attending classes when he starts walking.
– How will he study if he can’t come to school?
After this question Svetlana thought that students were aware of her call to Maxim. Seemed like they knew she told him of her not being able to visit him, because they answered her unwillingly. “I don’t think I can do it now either, – she thought. – It is even more difficult now…”
– Well, some lessons he is covering with teachers who visit him, and some he is studying independently to pass them in school later – answered Andrew, a friend of Max.
– How do you know about it, Andrew?
– I visited him recently, he feels better.
– That’s great!
Svetlana was not comfortable asking questions about Maxim. She could call him, even come over and find out herself…
That idea scared her. Becoming confused by these thoughts, she lost her an interest in teaching a class and even thought: “May be it is better just to talk to students? They can cover the topic independently. No, may be I should give a class? Probably the best thing to do is to ask the students directly”.
– I want to ask you weather you prefer to have a class, or just have a relaxing day and talk? I have not seen you in a long time and missed you.
Class was quite: everyone was silent and looked at Svetlana with surprise, amazed by her changes. She used to be strict and reserved, but at that moment she opened the door to her soul, shocking students so much that they could not even talk. Svetlana was looking at her students and thought that if Max was among them, he would give an answer. “Calm down, – she said to herself, – students are not used to my changes yet. They will be more comfortable soon…”
– Should we go over a new topic? Why are you so quite?
– Svetlana Victorovna, may I leave the class?
Alexander Kapustin did not change much, but it seemed that he gained more weight.
– Alex, where do you need to go?
– Oh, I just need to use the bathroom, it won’t take long.
– Usually when you ask to use the bathroom you. You have five minutes. Go.
Svetlana stood up from her table and started to walk around, watching Alexander leave the room.
– If no one can take a decision, I will take it. Please get the paper and pens out, and write a composition about your New Year’s Day. What I want to see, – she made a pause and waited for, – are the specific details from your holiday. If your compositions are short, you will have to re-write it.
The teacher took her sit and looked at the students with attention. They are still very immature. Gosh, when are they going to grow up?
– No one even mentioned that we have a literature class today. Does it mean you don’t care at all? You will have Russian language class today and literature tomorrow. Write down the task for tomorrow – creative work of Lermontov. You need to memorize one of his poems. Choose one for yourself. Is everything understood?!
No one answered Svetlana again – students were writing.
– Will anyone say a word to me today? – said Svetlana, looking at the clock. She did not get an answer again.
– All right. Take a rest on the break, and then keep on working during the second hour of class. Don’t leave before the class is over. Saveliev, please stay after the class; you’ll get some personal homework to do.
– Ok, – was the only thing Andrei answered.
Leaving the class, Svetlana felt how pressure was leaving. Why don’t students like her? She never noticed before, that students have a very negative attitude towards her. She has a very difficult task now. How do people call it nowadays, to change an image? She was about to go to the stairs, when she spotted Kapustin.
– Alex, I gave students a task so ask them what you need to do, ok.
– Yes, of course.
He proceeded to the class, and Svetlana went to the second floor and opened the doors to the geography class. There was only a teacher in the class.
– Svetlana, hello. Come in, I don’t have two classes in a row. –
