it couldn’t have been worse
No one cares about your loss
Funny you should ask how we became this selfish
Extraordinary things forever perish
Know why? They are everywhere
Keeping us alive was a just game
It was coming through and finally came
The end, goodbye, I’m done
If I were you then I would give up
Unless you bury us you can’t live it up
No breaks, break up it is
You got used to licking love off the knifes, darling
Don’t you see how low down this time you’re falling?
Zone out, let that sink in
Find a boy who’d cherish you, not his own projections
You are not here to meet someone’s expectations
Enough, be strong, be whole
Love, next time don’t let me even close
Attention seekers always need a dose
It must’ve been something I never saw
It must’ve been something you never showed
How can someone feel it without a soul?
That once was like shipwrecked, then found washed ashore
Roads lead to the dead end though I don’t care
So let’s take the ferry and better sail
Discover unknown, make it sanctuary
It’s just you and me who could make it three
Though you didn’t have my heart broken
I’m pissed «bout how we’re still talkin’
There’s really nothing left for me to say
Go have a motherfucking life and day
***
I like the way some people
cloth their thoughts
in words
of languages that for me foreign.
This job is not a simple one,
but, hopefully,
I will learn how to do it
by myself, I promise.
Our parting ways doesn’t feel like a heartbreak
As we were extraordinary, no matter what we did make
As if we knew we could still be friends
If a break-up ever occurs
Cause you never were truly mine
And I wasn’t wholeheartedly yours
How terrifyingly thin is the line between
Crippling loneliness and its twin
Which is freedom
Labeling things is so hard
So much that it hurts
I wish people could read minds
What good are ambiguous words
A smiling freckled face
has finally realised
it’s time we ended that race
Just being will suffice
I remember the time I was loved
I remember the time I did love
Such a pity it was never at the same time
I stand and wait for stars to fall
Since here I am anticipating awe.
Though you’ve been searching for them all,
In vain you tried, my friend, I stole the show.
In vain you tried, my friend, I stole the show.
I’ve learned to push your buttons that’s for sure
The grass is greener if you say so
With empty hands you’re left unless you ask for more
I feel so lonely, but I’m not alone
There always be the people who
I love and who I’m loved by. You know
Temptation’s high, desire even more
Than I could possibly imagine
It seems ridiculous accept
The fact that I am here on my own
There’s no one by my side, although
I feel just fine
Before I met you on that plane
I never knew that I was wrong
Abandoned child in a woman’s body
The fatherless soul
That’s better? How to put it better?
Such a stare left me speechless
Nonetheless I’m not that reckless
So many fall behind
Let alone your exes
Who are the last deserve their second chances
How dare you behave this way?
I didn’t give you any cause
Now ’farewell’ I’m here to say,
Don’t ask me why, deal with your flaws
Thanks for drama, I need it for my art
Russian
